things have gotten a bit more intense for me...no longer do i feel a sensation of a part of my body being de-materialized into another dimension...now the sensation is more of an infusion of evil into my body. i am nearly in deep sleep when my body feels as though it is getting "zapped" by something...i immediately awaken and my body gets cold very cold...i remain in a half awake state as a feeling of dread/terror/evil is infused within my physical body...for the next 30-45 minutes as i attempt to rid myself of this darkness my mind is filled with visions of feces/torn flesh/blood soaked hair/reptilian eyes and scales/organic darkness and ooze...the more i try to focus on "light", love, chi, source...the more intense this kaleidoscope of evil becomes...as if it is a mental distraction from "seeing" source...love...here is a session i had about a month ago...

last infusion session i had i touched my body just before i fell back to sleep...it was soaking/dripping wet to the touch...my wife said i was diaphoretic.