Welcome ablaubla!

SSRI's jeez, they are a deep hole indeed - I am so so happy you have pulled yourself into the light. It truly scares me, the readiness in which GP's will happily prescribe these things all the while clicking their Effexor pens and jittering their nervous legs. The worst thing? These things have such a bad reputation now, people are become skeptical of all modern medicine.

Best of luck, with your first extraction and aya sessions - not that you'll need it; the nexus has all the information you will need and I'm looking forward to hearing about your past experiences with LSD and your other life experiences you can share with this amazing, sincere community. With all my heart - welcome.