dementedwolf
Rising Star
Well, firstly I would like to say hello to all you wonderful travellers, I have spent quite a few hours reading through some of the amazing reports, and extraction teks...
Not so sure as to how to make a first post, so here goes an attempt.
I`m 35 btw (male, 6`2" 70kg,)...
So, waaaay back in my youth when around 10 I think, I was quite fond of my Commodore 64, playing games and writing simple basic programs.
On a random sunny summers afternoon I was introduced to an adult friend of an aunt who was curious as to my interest in computers, and wanted to show me his, somewhat better computer, an Amiga.
Was awsome to play with a machine that had a full GUI, I was falling in love, but the best was to come! He said had I heard of the "Demoscene" to which I replied I hadn`t, this seemed to make him a little excited, machine was reset and a floppy containing some called "Deathstar Megademo" was loaded. Now at this point you may be wonder what I am jabbering on about so please have a look at the vid on youtube, sadly this is just the opening scene, but it will give you an idea of what I am talking about.
After seeing that I was awestruck! and there is more and more on the 2 disks that came on.
Anyway, after seeing that and a few other demos (this is 1990 I think), I really wanted an Amiga, and in 1992 acquired one and started following the demoscene.
From that I read in some of the crack intros and such mention of magic mushrooms and lsd and how it was like "seeing a demo in your head", but at the time didn`t really know anyone to get such things from (and who would want to sell a 14yo acid?...)
Aaaanyway, as the path of life snakes on I find myself, around summer of 2000 managing to lay my paws on some awsome blotter acid, and for a "drugs" virgin, well it was like all the 100`s of demos/intros/cracktros I had watched to that point in an awsome visual mish-mash of melting geometric splendor.
Lol, I even laid out some of the patterns we seen in wheat with a good friend who was also just starting to squeegie their third eye too
The synchronisities at that time where purely magical, we even experienced these little shimmering balls that would just appear out of nowhere and just zip past and then dissapear!
(yeah, we laid the couple of formations while tripping).
It was later that summer I got to have my first conversation with dimitri, and what a conversation!
A dreaded traveller met in passing spoke of a wonder like no other, he explained how this amber resin was like taking a bite out of fruit from the tree of life, a short conversation on how to consume, a quick financial transaction later and well, off I went with a tenth of a gram of this resin and a glass pipe (had a little u bend in it) and from what I have read from some trip reports, blind neivity!!!
So yeah, first time!
I was kinda expecting what was to come to be like a shroom/acid experience, both of which I had only done maybe 3 times each... and that was like a tab of blotter each time or a gram of shrooms, very visual but still reality was still there!!
And my view of reality at the time, well mostly similar to most peoples trip honeymoon, rushes of new ideas, heightened senses of emotion etc... also I kinda had no real religion then as now other than reverenence for wolves and then all other life...
Jabbering!
So I sat down in front of my pc, leaned back in the reclining office chair, dimmed the lights took a few moments to make sure I couldnt be disturbed and then loaded the pipe by placing the little bit of resin in the bottom of the bowl and started warming it from underneath with a lighter, watching it for a few moments I think it kinda bubbled and let off a little vapour, so to my lips the pipe did go and as I inhaled (while continuing to heat the pipe) I remember the taste... aaaaah the taste!!! (I like the description of burning mothballs as opposed burning plastic), a long slow inhale that I never reached the end of! next thing I know I am formless in a purple fog and from the distance came running 2 wolves who ran into me out of the fog, the whole event felt like it happened in a fraction of a second, no fear, no panic, just back in the room exhaling, a little dazed, with a very very heavy body, a lighter in my lap and broken pipe on the floor.
About a month later I got a chance to do the same again, but this time with someone to hold the pipe and lighter.
Aaaaand again, seemless, into a black world full off randomly coloured lines, and just as with the wolf encounter the lines just seemed to flicker into being then I was awake.
Friend said he hadn`t seen me smile like that before
The 2 years to follow I am happy to say I got to experience lsd on an almost weekly basis but sadly kinda lost interest in it near the end because I started having very negative trips (conciding with the introduction of negative people into my little bubble) to a point I cut contact with the negative person and also the psychadelic realm.
So yeah, winding life forward 7 years to 2012, I started the year with a cup of magic mushroom tea given to me by another enlightened friend in a thermos for later solitary consumption, and suffice to say new set, new setting, new life really, the trip was awsone and kinda reawakened in inner curiosity.
I took another 2 gentle mushroom rides on my own end of jan and end of march, during this time I came across videos on youtube with a guy describing dmt as "natures internet", and well, the lust set in!!
After badgering about a dozen people one came up with the goods, it was a gelcap with fluffy white crystals that had a slight orange hue on the edges. he said it had been in a cool dry dark place for about a year, swapped a nice fat bud for those nice fluffy crystals
So this time, 1st june, having done research and read lots of reports on the nexus I decided to take the plunge.
Started out the day with 2mg valium and 20mg propranalol (a beta blocker), and sat outdoors most of the day enjouying the sunshine, oh and smoked about a g of nice herb.
About midnight I made sure back door was locked, dogs had been seen to, and relaxed on the sofa to some old demo chiptunes and just contemplated what was to come.
I ground up some weed and made a single skin weed only spliff (I gave up tobacco 3 years ago...) with 2/3 the material about half way along (I was told was given approx 50mg, and had read on nexus could get off on about 25-30mg in a single lungfull), so I tugged on the spliff, one deep breath, and out, another, another then the slightest taste of the burning mothballs, so I exhaled as much as I could and then took a loooong toke and just held it in, again the overwhelming taste.
I knew I had burnt past the dmt and it was all in my lungs so I snubbed out the end of the spliff with my thumb and lay back, oh my the tingles that started to creep across me where mmmmmmmmm!
I managed to hold my breath for what seemed maybe 10 seconds? then got really confused, managed to roll on my side (I was laying on my back at the time on the sofa) and grab and re-spark the last bit of the spli. but damn it was hard to do, but I managed!!! another lungfull of gorgeous weed smoke and at this point I am realising motor skills are starting to go by by as what can only be described as post orgasmic pulses started happening all over my body.
Spliff was quickly snubbed out and just as I lay back I just collapsed into the sofa as another beyond orgasmic wave hit and before my eyes came hurtling what I have read described as the chrisanthinum, rendered in the most vibrant shimmering pinks and greens!
And it just kept on coming, opening, growing as I fell into it.
faster, faster and then bam! open space!.
The music I was had playing, and had only been aware of the drumbeat before the impact was replaced by a static sound.
Before I had time to think I was covered in little orbs, very much like the little shimmering orbs seen in the crop circles, only these are multiplying, first maybe half a dozen, then 100, then shimmering light that was an overwhelming pleasure beyond anything I have ever felt, and the experience just kept on going and going, have to say, awe struck don`t come close.
I managed to say, think, remember, "wolf?" and was like that shimmering light screamed with joy, to the point I think my senses just overloaded and thats the last I remember.
When I sat up on the sofa I realised I had been crying, with excessive tear production!
Well, 2 months has passed. no more waking depressive thaughts, no more "depression"!!
I must say though don`t think I have cried so much too! geez, just thinking of that place, that shimmering light makes me tingle, and yeah cry, not upset tho, it just touched me like say sunflowers touched mr goff.
Not sure if I should maybe just be happy with what I was given, but none the less cannot resist, so 100gramms of mhrb is now mine and soon I will try q21q21 extraction tek.
Dunno where the future is gonna go, but at least it`s gonna be colourful.
Sorry for my awful grasp of grammer and english, speaking with real living people is easier than typing on a keyboard.
Love.
Not so sure as to how to make a first post, so here goes an attempt.
I`m 35 btw (male, 6`2" 70kg,)...
So, waaaay back in my youth when around 10 I think, I was quite fond of my Commodore 64, playing games and writing simple basic programs.
On a random sunny summers afternoon I was introduced to an adult friend of an aunt who was curious as to my interest in computers, and wanted to show me his, somewhat better computer, an Amiga.
Was awsome to play with a machine that had a full GUI, I was falling in love, but the best was to come! He said had I heard of the "Demoscene" to which I replied I hadn`t, this seemed to make him a little excited, machine was reset and a floppy containing some called "Deathstar Megademo" was loaded. Now at this point you may be wonder what I am jabbering on about so please have a look at the vid on youtube, sadly this is just the opening scene, but it will give you an idea of what I am talking about.
After seeing that I was awestruck! and there is more and more on the 2 disks that came on.
Anyway, after seeing that and a few other demos (this is 1990 I think), I really wanted an Amiga, and in 1992 acquired one and started following the demoscene.
From that I read in some of the crack intros and such mention of magic mushrooms and lsd and how it was like "seeing a demo in your head", but at the time didn`t really know anyone to get such things from (and who would want to sell a 14yo acid?...)
Aaaanyway, as the path of life snakes on I find myself, around summer of 2000 managing to lay my paws on some awsome blotter acid, and for a "drugs" virgin, well it was like all the 100`s of demos/intros/cracktros I had watched to that point in an awsome visual mish-mash of melting geometric splendor.
Lol, I even laid out some of the patterns we seen in wheat with a good friend who was also just starting to squeegie their third eye too
The synchronisities at that time where purely magical, we even experienced these little shimmering balls that would just appear out of nowhere and just zip past and then dissapear!
(yeah, we laid the couple of formations while tripping).
It was later that summer I got to have my first conversation with dimitri, and what a conversation!
A dreaded traveller met in passing spoke of a wonder like no other, he explained how this amber resin was like taking a bite out of fruit from the tree of life, a short conversation on how to consume, a quick financial transaction later and well, off I went with a tenth of a gram of this resin and a glass pipe (had a little u bend in it) and from what I have read from some trip reports, blind neivity!!!
So yeah, first time!
I was kinda expecting what was to come to be like a shroom/acid experience, both of which I had only done maybe 3 times each... and that was like a tab of blotter each time or a gram of shrooms, very visual but still reality was still there!!
And my view of reality at the time, well mostly similar to most peoples trip honeymoon, rushes of new ideas, heightened senses of emotion etc... also I kinda had no real religion then as now other than reverenence for wolves and then all other life...
Jabbering!
So I sat down in front of my pc, leaned back in the reclining office chair, dimmed the lights took a few moments to make sure I couldnt be disturbed and then loaded the pipe by placing the little bit of resin in the bottom of the bowl and started warming it from underneath with a lighter, watching it for a few moments I think it kinda bubbled and let off a little vapour, so to my lips the pipe did go and as I inhaled (while continuing to heat the pipe) I remember the taste... aaaaah the taste!!! (I like the description of burning mothballs as opposed burning plastic), a long slow inhale that I never reached the end of! next thing I know I am formless in a purple fog and from the distance came running 2 wolves who ran into me out of the fog, the whole event felt like it happened in a fraction of a second, no fear, no panic, just back in the room exhaling, a little dazed, with a very very heavy body, a lighter in my lap and broken pipe on the floor.
About a month later I got a chance to do the same again, but this time with someone to hold the pipe and lighter.
Aaaaand again, seemless, into a black world full off randomly coloured lines, and just as with the wolf encounter the lines just seemed to flicker into being then I was awake.
Friend said he hadn`t seen me smile like that before
The 2 years to follow I am happy to say I got to experience lsd on an almost weekly basis but sadly kinda lost interest in it near the end because I started having very negative trips (conciding with the introduction of negative people into my little bubble) to a point I cut contact with the negative person and also the psychadelic realm.
So yeah, winding life forward 7 years to 2012, I started the year with a cup of magic mushroom tea given to me by another enlightened friend in a thermos for later solitary consumption, and suffice to say new set, new setting, new life really, the trip was awsone and kinda reawakened in inner curiosity.
I took another 2 gentle mushroom rides on my own end of jan and end of march, during this time I came across videos on youtube with a guy describing dmt as "natures internet", and well, the lust set in!!
After badgering about a dozen people one came up with the goods, it was a gelcap with fluffy white crystals that had a slight orange hue on the edges. he said it had been in a cool dry dark place for about a year, swapped a nice fat bud for those nice fluffy crystals
So this time, 1st june, having done research and read lots of reports on the nexus I decided to take the plunge.
Started out the day with 2mg valium and 20mg propranalol (a beta blocker), and sat outdoors most of the day enjouying the sunshine, oh and smoked about a g of nice herb.
About midnight I made sure back door was locked, dogs had been seen to, and relaxed on the sofa to some old demo chiptunes and just contemplated what was to come.
I ground up some weed and made a single skin weed only spliff (I gave up tobacco 3 years ago...) with 2/3 the material about half way along (I was told was given approx 50mg, and had read on nexus could get off on about 25-30mg in a single lungfull), so I tugged on the spliff, one deep breath, and out, another, another then the slightest taste of the burning mothballs, so I exhaled as much as I could and then took a loooong toke and just held it in, again the overwhelming taste.
I knew I had burnt past the dmt and it was all in my lungs so I snubbed out the end of the spliff with my thumb and lay back, oh my the tingles that started to creep across me where mmmmmmmmm!
I managed to hold my breath for what seemed maybe 10 seconds? then got really confused, managed to roll on my side (I was laying on my back at the time on the sofa) and grab and re-spark the last bit of the spli. but damn it was hard to do, but I managed!!! another lungfull of gorgeous weed smoke and at this point I am realising motor skills are starting to go by by as what can only be described as post orgasmic pulses started happening all over my body.
Spliff was quickly snubbed out and just as I lay back I just collapsed into the sofa as another beyond orgasmic wave hit and before my eyes came hurtling what I have read described as the chrisanthinum, rendered in the most vibrant shimmering pinks and greens!
And it just kept on coming, opening, growing as I fell into it.
faster, faster and then bam! open space!.
The music I was had playing, and had only been aware of the drumbeat before the impact was replaced by a static sound.
Before I had time to think I was covered in little orbs, very much like the little shimmering orbs seen in the crop circles, only these are multiplying, first maybe half a dozen, then 100, then shimmering light that was an overwhelming pleasure beyond anything I have ever felt, and the experience just kept on going and going, have to say, awe struck don`t come close.
I managed to say, think, remember, "wolf?" and was like that shimmering light screamed with joy, to the point I think my senses just overloaded and thats the last I remember.
When I sat up on the sofa I realised I had been crying, with excessive tear production!
Well, 2 months has passed. no more waking depressive thaughts, no more "depression"!!
I must say though don`t think I have cried so much too! geez, just thinking of that place, that shimmering light makes me tingle, and yeah cry, not upset tho, it just touched me like say sunflowers touched mr goff.
Not sure if I should maybe just be happy with what I was given, but none the less cannot resist, so 100gramms of mhrb is now mine and soon I will try q21q21 extraction tek.
Dunno where the future is gonna go, but at least it`s gonna be colourful.
Sorry for my awful grasp of grammer and english, speaking with real living people is easier than typing on a keyboard.
Love.
