My name isn't relevant, so why did I start this way?

I have been forever fascinated with the mind, and DMT seems to be the ultimate clue. I am not a believer in spirits, other worlds, other universes or dimensions, however if I was... they would exist.

I'm seeking an enlightenment - one which will never come to me. DMT seems to dangle the fruit of my labor forever in front of my face, as I will never figure out why.

An essay.

Who are you?