Once again I made contact again today. I feel profoundly lucky and in awe of what i experienced.
Its a profound experience deeper than anything before.
It started when i was actually ready to pack it in for the day. It was going to be my last try. Something happened that was subtle and beautiful in the beginning almost barely perceptable. It was so delicate I could feel the presence of a new kind of energy being. It came to me in the most beautiful loving way possible at first. I knew that something special was starting to happen. I was looking out over the blending colors of the fall leaves and felt this delicate veil drop over my awareness.
The experience ramped into full-on entanglement with some kind of beautiful loving energy things. There were familiar enough feelings so i wasn't scared. The more I hit the spice the deeper it got. There seemed to be no limit to how deep this went. The connection with these things was unique and beautiful. They seemed to zero in on a core loving part of myself that i did't even know I had. They actually showed me a new part of myself, a part of my self thats been hidden or lost. It was beyond profound.
They made a direct connection with the most pure beautiful loving deep essence of my being. This feeling combined with the most beautiful visuals of hyperspace and these beautiful entities wrapping around me and encompassing my entire conscousness was beyond anything possible. Words simply break down.
Along with this direct contact was also some kind of gift of temporary higher conscousness. Again this ability to see hyperspace with my mind and engage it. It felt as though i was wearing some kind of virtual reality helmut. I was no longer emersed in the hyperspace environment. It became part of me in some way. When I moved my head back and forth hyperspace moved with me. There was a specific place in my mind where I could work with this sense. It was in an upper field of my minds awareness like exercising a new found muscle. It was Stunning I kept saying " I love this !" Thank you.... thank you..... thank you... I could feel a smile on my face bigger than I've ever smiled before. I asked numerous times about what was happening to me but no answers. It seems they want me to figure it out for myself.
I'm learning more each time this happens. Part of the secret seems to be opening yourself up in some way. It seems there is a beautiful central loving pure place in all of us. That seems to be the connection point. When there is an unubstructed path to this part of ourselves thats when this kind of magic happens. I want to be able to open this part of myself more and more. At present it seems like this moment for me is more like some kind of rare planetary alignment type thing. But when it happens WOW !!!!! I wish my words could do this justice the dynamic nature of this its simply indescribable.
Apparently there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I feel like the luckiest person alive at this moment for what I've been able to experience. I'm in loving awe of life..................
Its a profound experience deeper than anything before.
It started when i was actually ready to pack it in for the day. It was going to be my last try. Something happened that was subtle and beautiful in the beginning almost barely perceptable. It was so delicate I could feel the presence of a new kind of energy being. It came to me in the most beautiful loving way possible at first. I knew that something special was starting to happen. I was looking out over the blending colors of the fall leaves and felt this delicate veil drop over my awareness.
The experience ramped into full-on entanglement with some kind of beautiful loving energy things. There were familiar enough feelings so i wasn't scared. The more I hit the spice the deeper it got. There seemed to be no limit to how deep this went. The connection with these things was unique and beautiful. They seemed to zero in on a core loving part of myself that i did't even know I had. They actually showed me a new part of myself, a part of my self thats been hidden or lost. It was beyond profound.
They made a direct connection with the most pure beautiful loving deep essence of my being. This feeling combined with the most beautiful visuals of hyperspace and these beautiful entities wrapping around me and encompassing my entire conscousness was beyond anything possible. Words simply break down.
Along with this direct contact was also some kind of gift of temporary higher conscousness. Again this ability to see hyperspace with my mind and engage it. It felt as though i was wearing some kind of virtual reality helmut. I was no longer emersed in the hyperspace environment. It became part of me in some way. When I moved my head back and forth hyperspace moved with me. There was a specific place in my mind where I could work with this sense. It was in an upper field of my minds awareness like exercising a new found muscle. It was Stunning I kept saying " I love this !" Thank you.... thank you..... thank you... I could feel a smile on my face bigger than I've ever smiled before. I asked numerous times about what was happening to me but no answers. It seems they want me to figure it out for myself.
I'm learning more each time this happens. Part of the secret seems to be opening yourself up in some way. It seems there is a beautiful central loving pure place in all of us. That seems to be the connection point. When there is an unubstructed path to this part of ourselves thats when this kind of magic happens. I want to be able to open this part of myself more and more. At present it seems like this moment for me is more like some kind of rare planetary alignment type thing. But when it happens WOW !!!!! I wish my words could do this justice the dynamic nature of this its simply indescribable.
Apparently there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I feel like the luckiest person alive at this moment for what I've been able to experience. I'm in loving awe of life..................
