I came across DMT after reading David Ickes books, in the book he said he took ayahuasca it was the first psychadelic he ever tried, and he said all sorts of crazy things about the nature of reality and how this world is an illusion and ayahuasca showed him this.     He said we are all one and infinite conciousness, all an expression of the same thing (hence my sig) He said theres a differnece between knowing your the one and beleiveing your the one so I thought oh ill just take ayahuasca and ill know then ill be oh so clever so I started reading on ayahuasca forums http://forums.ayahuasca.com/phpbb/index.php     I learned ayahuasca isnt quite like that, just take it and youl know  and after reading on it I started talking to someone from my area and they had some DMT. I was very naive to what it was and just smoked away my first time, well I got the shock of a lifetime I started screaming really loudly was just such a shock and felt as if I was trying to expell this large ball of emotion in me and the only way to get rid of it was by screaming and crying, it was amazing ! lol    Id took loads of LSD mushrooms mdma the majority of drugs we could get our hands on but this was BEYOND! lol    I think at the time I needed that, a sort of prooof of what Icke said in his books, a short sharp shock like smoked DMT rather than taking aya and having a hard time on it and never touching it again. Ive had a few aya journeys, but most have been dissapointing, but then im doing it for different reasons now not just "for a buzz" so think the shortnesss of the smoking hit was what I needed, to prove that I am a spirit in a body, and that proved that!!  :shock: I do plan on working with aya though I dont want to be scared off it so im just going to work with cappi then start to add admizture, tho I do have some rue and mimosa ready so might hit that, but ive learned its more than just a buzz.    Oh and I work with adults with learning difficulties, and sorry for being so long !    Peace and Love