hey all,

I first ran across DMT years ago in the Erowid psyhoactive vaults.  I had just begun my quest into the world of psychoactives and psychedelia, and the sheer wealth of info and experiences on erowid propelled and compelled me to dive purther and eplore every facet of inebriation.  Kinda like I was using training wheels, but when I saw a rocket ship, i decided to strap it to the bike.  Now here I am.  21, I work for my family learning how to sell annuities and manage wealth for individuals and corporations.  But I do not do this yet. I'm just kind of the office bitch right now, and i feel like it's directing all of the positive energy of my being into a void- but not the DMT or Ketamine void- just absolute nothingness.  I feel very alone, I feel very sad, an the only people who com close to understanding who and where I come from are you guys, here and at the nook and aya forums folks.  I can't believe I'm saying this, but I feel like you guys are better friends to me than most everyone in my life.  I really hope we could all get together and meet someday.  But until then, we are all enigmatic contributors of light guidance and inspiration to on another, so that we may symbiotically benefit in decoding the enigma of being.  I found DMT because the general concensus is that it is the most powerful psychedelic known to man, and I can't think of any better way to begin from a tabula rasa than with a little insight on the way there.  I just want to attain peak experiencs, for life holds little value without them to me.  Perhaps the insights revelation and knowledge we've gained will ultimately benevolently alter the course of not only human, but collective beings.  We're all in this together.... even if you can only feel the 39-armed cycloptic squidscorpion lick the inside of your corpus callosum for a few minutes a week....he's still there when you can no longer see him. and we're all in this together.

love, light, and ultimately sight8)