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Rising Star
Hello friends, So lets all take this time to hit the bong and get in the mood for some reading lol. Nothing TOOO long but might as well say it how it is....
Ok, much better.
So, in 2008 my wife and I brought into this world our son. Little did I know that a month after his birth I would come to terms with the fact that some day I was going to die. Now we all know this is a "duh" issue. However I never REALLY thought about this. I'm the kind of guy who can immerse himself in his thoughts to the deepest points of my conscience if that makes since....better example, I'm that guy who EVER time I look up at night and think about how were floating in space on a rock around an exploding start etc etc...I'm mind blown even writing it. The fact that THIS is going on right now is insane to me. So with that being said while I'm thinking about death and how it relates to me I trail off to the thought of the very last moments of living. Then I freaked. I mean I got up and went ape shit...started crying pinched my skin like maybe I was dreaming...had a break down...for almost 4 years I've had anxiety attacks and never would touch the bed with out thinking about "hope I wake up" SOOO miserable... I can't stand thinking about something I have no control of. So needless to say I fear death. or Feared.....I see light at the end up the tunnel per say.
So I've been watching the UFC since ufc 15 and haven't missed a ppv (yes free streaming networks
who wants to pay $50 to watch anything on there tv....tickets? ok ppv? nope) or fight card since. Well I also REALLY enjoy stand up comedy. Nothing better then laughing. Such a great and pure feeling.....(BONG HIT BREAK)....(one more)....(better)
SIDE NOTE: I got in a shitty car accident in 2000 when I 15 that nearly killed me twice. I've got Degenerative Disc Disease in 3 disc's in my spine and have been in 3 more accidents since. so needless to say. Got a little aches and pains that I deal with with cannabis...I like to stay natural
back tot he story.
So I later find out that joe rogan is a comedian and has been for a long time. So after watching his special (apparently the intro where he describes what he thinks we are as people from a dmt session)(I like to say DMT Sessions instead of TRIP and Medicated instead of Stoned...I feel those are terms us adults should use to describe these things...stoned and trip just seems like high schooler terms...I take what I do serious and think we as adults should project these herbs and spices as something that isn't just for hippies and junkies that there are people who benefit from this stuff. If you wouldn't say it in front of your kids then it's not appropriate...I have a 3 year old and I call my cannabis "medicine" and i "medicate" because this is what it is. enough of that I still miss up and say High/stoned and shit...were all human but the effort counts) (BONG RIP) (WORLDS LONGEST () RECORD!) and a few years later He starts a podcast which I already was in love with listening to a stupid morning show called The Free Beer and Hot Wings Show I start listening to his podcast. Then he has a guy named Aubrey Marcus come on to explain why after a ayahuasca weekend in South America he changed his name from Chris Marcus to Aubrey Marcus. Which I learn from that is DMT so VERY CURIOUS. But nothing really came of it. Didn't think it was possible to make or get it. So live moved on. So asides from a LSD (gel tab) sessions and a few blotters from 10-12 years old (yeah I know...my sisters friends liked to "fuck with us"...BRING IT ON! I SAY!) and then a long LONG time after that....like maybe 10 years. I learned that you can get Salvia from a head shop quickly went and got my hands on some red from salviazone and had couple scary sessions or so I thought at first but later learned that that was just what it was and got comfortable with it after my 5th 6th time. That was last year. This year Joe Rogan brings up shrooms and DMT a lot more and Ari Shaffir comes up and starts talking about shrooms. Then he has a guy named Graham Hancock come on to the podcast and they talk about ayahuasca iboga and shrooms and different historical theorys and facts. So I started reading reading his book Supernatural and doing reasearh.Well, I grow cannabis pretty damn good and thought to myself well It can't be to hard to grow and there are 100s and 1000's of how to grow cannabis videos...so why not mushrooms...I do a youtube and google and fine a vido on youtube called Let's Grow Mushrooms. which I then learn was made buy a guy from the Shroomery.org website and learn how easy mushroom growing is and now have 7 grams dry and 8 BRF cakes in a shotgun tub and 1 coir/gypsum mono tube going that is 85% colonized....while searched for answers for different stuff i came across a "DMT TEK" and said...this can't be real....well it was a STB extract and it looked even easier then growing. Mind blown I kept reading so before I went any further I watched the documentary DMT: The Spirit Molecule and was convince I wanted to take the journey after a gentleman described that he no longer feared death.
(My medicine is wearing off and now I see how crazy long this is...time to wrap it up)
So while on the shroomery.org website I seen quite a few references to "nexus" and "dmt nexus" which is what brought me to my old friend google. Thanks to google I found this site. And thanks to all of you I have my MHRB Vinegar Sodium Hydroxide and naptha and a positive mindset to a more happier peaceful future.
I know this is going to be a life changing experience and very powerful one at that. I with out even having the spice am humble to its powers. I can't thank you guys enough for putting this site together. To give a place for a wounded soul to heal. Thanks.
Cannabinoids
Ok, much better.
So, in 2008 my wife and I brought into this world our son. Little did I know that a month after his birth I would come to terms with the fact that some day I was going to die. Now we all know this is a "duh" issue. However I never REALLY thought about this. I'm the kind of guy who can immerse himself in his thoughts to the deepest points of my conscience if that makes since....better example, I'm that guy who EVER time I look up at night and think about how were floating in space on a rock around an exploding start etc etc...I'm mind blown even writing it. The fact that THIS is going on right now is insane to me. So with that being said while I'm thinking about death and how it relates to me I trail off to the thought of the very last moments of living. Then I freaked. I mean I got up and went ape shit...started crying pinched my skin like maybe I was dreaming...had a break down...for almost 4 years I've had anxiety attacks and never would touch the bed with out thinking about "hope I wake up" SOOO miserable... I can't stand thinking about something I have no control of. So needless to say I fear death. or Feared.....I see light at the end up the tunnel per say.
So I've been watching the UFC since ufc 15 and haven't missed a ppv (yes free streaming networks
who wants to pay $50 to watch anything on there tv....tickets? ok ppv? nope) or fight card since. Well I also REALLY enjoy stand up comedy. Nothing better then laughing. Such a great and pure feeling.....(BONG HIT BREAK)....(one more)....(better)SIDE NOTE: I got in a shitty car accident in 2000 when I 15 that nearly killed me twice. I've got Degenerative Disc Disease in 3 disc's in my spine and have been in 3 more accidents since. so needless to say. Got a little aches and pains that I deal with with cannabis...I like to stay natural
back tot he story.
So I later find out that joe rogan is a comedian and has been for a long time. So after watching his special (apparently the intro where he describes what he thinks we are as people from a dmt session)(I like to say DMT Sessions instead of TRIP and Medicated instead of Stoned...I feel those are terms us adults should use to describe these things...stoned and trip just seems like high schooler terms...I take what I do serious and think we as adults should project these herbs and spices as something that isn't just for hippies and junkies that there are people who benefit from this stuff. If you wouldn't say it in front of your kids then it's not appropriate...I have a 3 year old and I call my cannabis "medicine" and i "medicate" because this is what it is. enough of that
I still miss up and say High/stoned and shit...were all human but the effort counts) (BONG RIP) (WORLDS LONGEST () RECORD!) and a few years later He starts a podcast which I already was in love with listening to a stupid morning show called The Free Beer and Hot Wings Show I start listening to his podcast. Then he has a guy named Aubrey Marcus come on to explain why after a ayahuasca weekend in South America he changed his name from Chris Marcus to Aubrey Marcus. Which I learn from that is DMT so VERY CURIOUS. But nothing really came of it. Didn't think it was possible to make or get it. So live moved on. So asides from a LSD (gel tab) sessions and a few blotters from 10-12 years old (yeah I know...my sisters friends liked to "fuck with us"...BRING IT ON! I SAY!) and then a long LONG time after that....like maybe 10 years. I learned that you can get Salvia from a head shop quickly went and got my hands on some red from salviazone and had couple scary sessions or so I thought at first but later learned that that was just what it was and got comfortable with it after my 5th 6th time. That was last year. This year Joe Rogan brings up shrooms and DMT a lot more and Ari Shaffir comes up and starts talking about shrooms. Then he has a guy named Graham Hancock come on to the podcast and they talk about ayahuasca iboga and shrooms and different historical theorys and facts. So I started reading reading his book Supernatural and doing reasearh.Well, I grow cannabis pretty damn good and thought to myself well It can't be to hard to grow and there are 100s and 1000's of how to grow cannabis videos...so why not mushrooms...I do a youtube and google and fine a vido on youtube called Let's Grow Mushrooms. which I then learn was made buy a guy from the Shroomery.org website and learn how easy mushroom growing is and now have 7 grams dry and 8 BRF cakes in a shotgun tub and 1 coir/gypsum mono tube going that is 85% colonized....while searched for answers for different stuff i came across a "DMT TEK" and said...this can't be real....well it was a STB extract and it looked even easier then growing. Mind blown I kept reading so before I went any further I watched the documentary DMT: The Spirit Molecule and was convince I wanted to take the journey after a gentleman described that he no longer feared death. (My medicine is wearing off and now I see how crazy long this is...time to wrap it up)
So while on the shroomery.org website I seen quite a few references to "nexus" and "dmt nexus" which is what brought me to my old friend google. Thanks to google I found this site. And thanks to all of you I have my MHRB Vinegar Sodium Hydroxide and naptha and a positive mindset to a more happier peaceful future.
I know this is going to be a life changing experience and very powerful one at that. I with out even having the spice am humble to its powers. I can't thank you guys enough for putting this site together. To give a place for a wounded soul to heal. Thanks.
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