kernal_sandars
Rising Star
hey guys whats going on. just dropping a few lines about myself and why ive come to the nexus.
im 23 and im from new jersey, aka america's butthole.
i actually first visited the nexus a while ago (almost 2 years) when a friend of mind had his first experience with dmt. he told me of the dimension he was tossed in and a bit of the basics about the chemical he had learned.
he had told me "hey this stuff is in everything, from your brain, to grass"
i thought, wow, this stuff is that common, it must be fairly easy to extract/make.
he then replied "my guy makes it, he only does a batch once in a while so you need to hurry up and get it."
now some people may be quick to take the plunge and try strange drugs and experiences such as this, but i am not, and have NEVER been that guy, every substance i have tried was done after weeks of research and consideration. i dont do this to psych myself up or because im scared, i merely want to know what to expect before sticking my neck out into other worlds. so in my research i had found the nexus and its insane ammount of knowledge. i knew i wasnt going to be buying this stuff in a rush so i went through a few teks and experiences, and found that at the time, i wasnt quite ready to undergo an extraction, therefor i wasnt going to take the plunge into another dimension just quite yet, though i was more than intrigued by the thought.
now a bit of information on my drug use. ive used mushrooms a hand full of times, ecstasy regularly for a year or so and marijuana frequently since i was 12. i have tried salvia and found the experience to be a bit... cluttered... if thats the right word for it. so to put it lightly, my psychedelic experience is limited. not so much because of fear but more because of availability.
anyway, fast forward to a month ago. i started researching and looking to purchase blue lotus, kava, kratom and other herbs. in viewing these online vendors i decide to do a bit of studying on the various plants they offer. i see Mimosa Hostilis... the name sounded familiar but my brain didnt connect any dots. so, i do a quick google search and find the wiki, nexus teks and a rush of information i had previously viewed on dmt in the not so distant past.
i get a feeling of purpose this time when researching dmt. like i am almost meant to come across this substance, that i am some how drawn to it and the information it holds. i have had a sort of awakening in the past year and i have matured ALOT as a person, and i feel have finally entered "adulthood" if thats what you want to call it. i had many underlying problems from a rough childhood that weighed on me heavily until quite recently and i have finally gotten over them.
ANYWAYs, back on track. i feel as though this substance/this plant is calling me and has something to teach me. what answers im looking for, i have no idea. now when i read the teks, they are much less scary, and i understand them much more than i had 2 years ago. i understand the different steps and why they are done and why i am to use each chemical, when before it had all looked like gibberish to me.
so last week i went ahead and purchased my first ounce of MHRB and after reading a few teks i decide to purchase the items needed for Q21Q21's tek. i go ahead and pick up naptha pickling lime and a milligram scale from amazon, which are currently in the mail right now. i am now anticipating getting my materials so i can begin my work with Mimosa Hostilis.
now i know this thread is probably boring as FUCK but i thought i would clue you guys in as to how i found this place and what me intentions are.
to sum it all up, i am here to:
1. learn how to safely extract
2. read other's experiences to hopefully prepare me for mine (if thats even possable)
3. learn proper dosing and safety
4. learn how to effectively smoke
5. possably share my experiences with this substance.
well thank you all for your time and i am sorry about the lengthy anticlimactic post, bit i felt it necisary to say how i got here and why.
im 23 and im from new jersey, aka america's butthole.
i actually first visited the nexus a while ago (almost 2 years) when a friend of mind had his first experience with dmt. he told me of the dimension he was tossed in and a bit of the basics about the chemical he had learned.
he had told me "hey this stuff is in everything, from your brain, to grass"
i thought, wow, this stuff is that common, it must be fairly easy to extract/make.
he then replied "my guy makes it, he only does a batch once in a while so you need to hurry up and get it."
now some people may be quick to take the plunge and try strange drugs and experiences such as this, but i am not, and have NEVER been that guy, every substance i have tried was done after weeks of research and consideration. i dont do this to psych myself up or because im scared, i merely want to know what to expect before sticking my neck out into other worlds. so in my research i had found the nexus and its insane ammount of knowledge. i knew i wasnt going to be buying this stuff in a rush so i went through a few teks and experiences, and found that at the time, i wasnt quite ready to undergo an extraction, therefor i wasnt going to take the plunge into another dimension just quite yet, though i was more than intrigued by the thought.
now a bit of information on my drug use. ive used mushrooms a hand full of times, ecstasy regularly for a year or so and marijuana frequently since i was 12. i have tried salvia and found the experience to be a bit... cluttered... if thats the right word for it. so to put it lightly, my psychedelic experience is limited. not so much because of fear but more because of availability.
anyway, fast forward to a month ago. i started researching and looking to purchase blue lotus, kava, kratom and other herbs. in viewing these online vendors i decide to do a bit of studying on the various plants they offer. i see Mimosa Hostilis... the name sounded familiar but my brain didnt connect any dots. so, i do a quick google search and find the wiki, nexus teks and a rush of information i had previously viewed on dmt in the not so distant past.
i get a feeling of purpose this time when researching dmt. like i am almost meant to come across this substance, that i am some how drawn to it and the information it holds. i have had a sort of awakening in the past year and i have matured ALOT as a person, and i feel have finally entered "adulthood" if thats what you want to call it. i had many underlying problems from a rough childhood that weighed on me heavily until quite recently and i have finally gotten over them.
ANYWAYs, back on track. i feel as though this substance/this plant is calling me and has something to teach me. what answers im looking for, i have no idea. now when i read the teks, they are much less scary, and i understand them much more than i had 2 years ago. i understand the different steps and why they are done and why i am to use each chemical, when before it had all looked like gibberish to me.
so last week i went ahead and purchased my first ounce of MHRB and after reading a few teks i decide to purchase the items needed for Q21Q21's tek. i go ahead and pick up naptha pickling lime and a milligram scale from amazon, which are currently in the mail right now. i am now anticipating getting my materials so i can begin my work with Mimosa Hostilis.
now i know this thread is probably boring as FUCK but i thought i would clue you guys in as to how i found this place and what me intentions are.
to sum it all up, i am here to:
1. learn how to safely extract
2. read other's experiences to hopefully prepare me for mine (if thats even possable)
3. learn proper dosing and safety
4. learn how to effectively smoke
5. possably share my experiences with this substance.
well thank you all for your time and i am sorry about the lengthy anticlimactic post, bit i felt it necisary to say how i got here and why.
