VanillaSpice
Rising Star
Greetings all!! This is my account of my DMT experiences up to and including my first vaporized trip with crystals from a nomans tek. How this lovely little molecule came into my life was unexpected. I had been back home in the area I grew up in after 4 years living many states away with a then failed relationship. Upon returning home I was a pretty broken man...no job, no money, no woman. Without going itno detail, life had been pretty tough and I had lacked alot of the necessary skills and/or knowledge to be a succesful "human?"....anyways, I went through a few part time jobs, caught up with old faces etc......in this time of "wandering aimlessly"....I came across lsd, who I had had a previous experience with as a teen, but no effects were felt, I now believe because my teenage ego was FIERCE...to say the least lol. So anyway, I had a pretty breakthrough evening this night that we were reintroduced to eachother, maybe it was the DOORS records I'd been playing all night......I consider myself to be a seeker of truth and understanding, this experience sent me into the deep end with questions....a few trips and many many books later, I started to see alot of connections in the science books on quantum physics/mechanics, nature etc (as I am an avid hiker)...I have always believed in a God, church and I never saw eye to eye, I could not picture a God in the way he was portrayed by the church...this led me in the direction of other ways of thinking....buddhism, taoism, etc...not that I practice these "religions", but I took alot of sense out of the way they portrayed existence and our place in it....this led to yoga, which led to kundalini yoga....and kundalini yoga is where I first heard about DMT, that this experience through these yoga teachings could also be experienced through inhalation of the vapors of this molecule from any number of plants...incredible, I was hooked. The research began....and a tek followed...a couple minor bumps that were easily fixed and voila a succesfully completed tek....now, before the tek was attempted there were 2 trips attempted through a 3rd party (nothing special, looking back they clearly didn't know what they were dealing with)....I had experienced mostly just in room visuals, (LEGO LAND is how I interpreted the open eyed visuals of these experiences) but defiently far beyond any normal psych experience......so upon completion of a tek, a new vaporgenie in hand...a 42mg bowl was packed, I am roughly 6 foot and 160 pounds...there was a sitter next to me and another typing the experience and what I was reporting.
Here is the transcript typed as I spoke:
Start - 7:28-7:40 PM
0:01- "I can already see the colors in the air come together." (after the second toke)
0:01-0:04-eyes are closed. (after the third toke)
0:04-"It's such a fleeting experience.
"Everything is like on the TV. everything is a mix of black and white and color. totally not negative. (stoppped talking, watching the internal show).
Then (upon opening eyes, because the cat jumped on me) "Almost like something was being poured into itself over and over a gain like a bucket. maybe it was because of what we were doing all day today. my anxiety is not at bad as it was. everything it was-it was. now that my eyes are open maybe i can rationalize it. everything is breathing right now. not heavily not over-whelming. it's just.. you should see it dude. wow everything is like breathing in the room now. its like water. nothing is solid. like when you're looking through gasoline fumes. but everything is in side it. I feel like i need some air and i need to get up around and move.
7:35 chases after cats
7:35-7:44- "Everything has detail. everything that has so much detail the colors .. everything comes together.. like a fractal. whenever my eyes are closed or not. my mind is like out of my body. like the image was still there. the presence of people. felt relaxed no tension. just easy. the mind was aware enough of the situation. i was normal, everything was normal. eyes closed or open. i could feel your presence it was like together. words are not summing it up at all. when you look at something and close your eyes. but more intense. the material matter of anything didn't exist. everything was fluid. it was hard to put together that you were in a room. think of like computer numbers running across the screen. but if i wanted to focus on anything there would be more. i wanted to just focus on everything. buckets pouring itself over and over and over. life is just being recycled. the material that makes us up is recycling us.
"Lots of yellows blues and greens no negative tone. it was like a crystal was illuminating the reflection off of the lightbulb. a solid fluid mass of light and color among us all over the place. i imagine what people encounter is people occupying the space. i think it was you(andrew) and between that and going after the cat.. my mom kept popping up.. so yeah. that was some crazy shit dude. as it was coming on. the cats come after me every time i i do this shit. but every time i closed my eyes everything came together. and that why i closed my eyes everything it was me and the shapes. it was like we were swirling together and when i closed my eyes that is what came together. all the blues greens and what have you made a pitcher and was pouring and that image would disappear and it would come again out of the picture. over and over man. past experiences didn't bother me. it's just the pitchers dude. pouring and pouring.
END
After thoughts, detailed account-
What I experienced with my eyes closed was very similar to the green code that races across the screen in the matrix, buy in and from all directions, mostly light green, blues, hints of ligh yellow or gold)...whatever "shapes" I could make out forming this image were behaving like a "phoenix", creating the shape from within itself and then destruction, creation, destruction, but it was so fluid and natural.....out of this it formed in a way it appeared I was looking into a room, made of these very colors and shapes and there was a bucket/cauldron/pitcher....pouring out these same shapes and colors, and form the splashes this image would reshape and then reshape and then reshape...like life is an infinite loop is what I took from it, I did not see entities or anything toooo unusual, ha....but felt the presence of what I interpreted a my mother, whom had passed when I was only 11.....once my eyes were open, everything was ALIVE, not like walking talking, but fluidly flowing, regardless if it's material makeup was connected or not, now it was.....as the effects faded I was very happy for the better part of an hour.....as a side note...any one elses cats always seem to get up in your business when doing this?...seems as if they "know" what is happening....anyone else experience the "cauldron of eternal creation"? Thanks for reading, sure am glad this place exists!!!
Here is the transcript typed as I spoke:
Start - 7:28-7:40 PM
0:01- "I can already see the colors in the air come together." (after the second toke)
0:01-0:04-eyes are closed. (after the third toke)
0:04-"It's such a fleeting experience.
"Everything is like on the TV. everything is a mix of black and white and color. totally not negative. (stoppped talking, watching the internal show).
Then (upon opening eyes, because the cat jumped on me) "Almost like something was being poured into itself over and over a gain like a bucket. maybe it was because of what we were doing all day today. my anxiety is not at bad as it was. everything it was-it was. now that my eyes are open maybe i can rationalize it. everything is breathing right now. not heavily not over-whelming. it's just.. you should see it dude. wow everything is like breathing in the room now. its like water. nothing is solid. like when you're looking through gasoline fumes. but everything is in side it. I feel like i need some air and i need to get up around and move.
7:35 chases after cats
7:35-7:44- "Everything has detail. everything that has so much detail the colors .. everything comes together.. like a fractal. whenever my eyes are closed or not. my mind is like out of my body. like the image was still there. the presence of people. felt relaxed no tension. just easy. the mind was aware enough of the situation. i was normal, everything was normal. eyes closed or open. i could feel your presence it was like together. words are not summing it up at all. when you look at something and close your eyes. but more intense. the material matter of anything didn't exist. everything was fluid. it was hard to put together that you were in a room. think of like computer numbers running across the screen. but if i wanted to focus on anything there would be more. i wanted to just focus on everything. buckets pouring itself over and over and over. life is just being recycled. the material that makes us up is recycling us.
"Lots of yellows blues and greens no negative tone. it was like a crystal was illuminating the reflection off of the lightbulb. a solid fluid mass of light and color among us all over the place. i imagine what people encounter is people occupying the space. i think it was you(andrew) and between that and going after the cat.. my mom kept popping up.. so yeah. that was some crazy shit dude. as it was coming on. the cats come after me every time i i do this shit. but every time i closed my eyes everything came together. and that why i closed my eyes everything it was me and the shapes. it was like we were swirling together and when i closed my eyes that is what came together. all the blues greens and what have you made a pitcher and was pouring and that image would disappear and it would come again out of the picture. over and over man. past experiences didn't bother me. it's just the pitchers dude. pouring and pouring.
END
After thoughts, detailed account-
What I experienced with my eyes closed was very similar to the green code that races across the screen in the matrix, buy in and from all directions, mostly light green, blues, hints of ligh yellow or gold)...whatever "shapes" I could make out forming this image were behaving like a "phoenix", creating the shape from within itself and then destruction, creation, destruction, but it was so fluid and natural.....out of this it formed in a way it appeared I was looking into a room, made of these very colors and shapes and there was a bucket/cauldron/pitcher....pouring out these same shapes and colors, and form the splashes this image would reshape and then reshape and then reshape...like life is an infinite loop is what I took from it, I did not see entities or anything toooo unusual, ha....but felt the presence of what I interpreted a my mother, whom had passed when I was only 11.....once my eyes were open, everything was ALIVE, not like walking talking, but fluidly flowing, regardless if it's material makeup was connected or not, now it was.....as the effects faded I was very happy for the better part of an hour.....as a side note...any one elses cats always seem to get up in your business when doing this?...seems as if they "know" what is happening....anyone else experience the "cauldron of eternal creation"? Thanks for reading, sure am glad this place exists!!!