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oldtripper

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My first intro to DMT never actually went through. I was about 16, in the early 80s. Danny showed me the tab on this drug with a guy who lost his arm to a powerline climbing a tree. For one trip on this stuff, smoking through a pipe id never seen(didnt see freebake coke till 19) I could get a garm of Humbolt county green(Back when "gram" was first used with weed) or 2 hits of acid. $10 bough alot of things in 1980s..like=$30. So it sounded interesting, but a 1hour acid high..nahhh. So after throwing raves in the 90s someone said they had DMT, cant remember if it was synthetic, but it was like yellow glass.

I joined a group after the party and was sitting down and the pipe passed to me. loaded up a 10th g on weed and smoked. I heard someone say wow he smoked the whole 10th..BTW this might have been 5-meo. not sure. By the time that was said, I heard like atuning fork as all fo a sudden I was at that level where you can hear everyones thoughts, all thoughts melded together, no shame, no ego then i was lifting higher, with this hard trance like rythm in my head this is all happening in seconds, then I seem disconnected form my body as they geometric tracers turned into one big white cloud. I had this knoweldge indside "I am next to God!" I realised m existence was this energy field at least 60ft in diameter. Next thing I know I am flying through space at comets and stelllular objects whiz by me at I speed thourhg space. then I am looking down at the Earth I fly down feet first as the earht gets bigger and bigger. I am like 60 ft tall and i jum on the grand canyon back into space, repeating the stelar objects. Then I get a jungle theme in my soul and I am a wildcat, mountain loin jumpng from rock to rock up this creek, just like I would picture my sprit animal when I would go backpacking on mushrooms. I have allways feen a fire chi, full of energy. After that I slowly came back to tracers and seeing again.
What an experience! Is death like this?!?! I was at a point in my life where I was in good shape, but was always a good hearted person with no guilt. I bought some and had smaller trips with a bulb. I had a friend try some. One time I took a hit at someones house and I was laying on the ground and the tails of a coat were going acrossmy top lip. Was real wild, I was in a dream where I was goin down on this gal that really turned me on that would show up at the club. when i came out the other person said "Jenny?" I started laughing...he knew exactly where i went. This is something I have hunted down years after leaving the rave scene. I remember reading once on grass extraction, but figured either and the other chemicals would bring heat wiht all the meth cooks around, so I never bothered. Had I knew it was this easy. i would of been reliving true life quite a bit. thanks everyone on this site for making it possible. Now I can get back in tune wiht my soul...getting old is hard enough, its good to know there are psyconauts out there who know this is truth, and its a good thing.

I had one friend I felt shouldnt do it due to his family problems. he said "Ill be OK" about 40 seconds after his hit he was on his knees crying "im sorry im sorry" I knew he was confessing to his father, who he knoced down steps when he was drunk a while back. Its not something you should do unless your good with yourself. Personally Id love to see asshole executives lose thier mind, in perfect khamatic payback by accidentaly drink ayauhysaca lol. BUT i would waste something so beneficial just to wathc someones ego crash.
You will have to excuyse my typing. this laptop combined wiht my typing as a construction worker is terrible. but I dont have the patience to delete and retype,
Peace and thank you for having me here.

I hope speaking of the distant PAST is not agaisnt rules
 
Cool, another somewhat oldskooler I can relate to. I just joined too. And you're a skilled trade worker like me. I kinda get this looked down on vibe, but they do have some great storys and imfo.
 
Hey welcome to the nexus! One thing, can you please edit out the parts that include prices in your post, as there is zero talk of buy and selling these substances and no talk of prices either. Thanks!
 
52-dsl said:
Cool, another somewhat oldskooler I can relate to. I just joined too. And you're a skilled trade worker like me. I kinda get this looked down on vibe, but they do have some great storys and imfo.

hi guys and welcome..your far from being the only old one,s here and jobs dont matter.. im 50 and climb towers im an electrical technician and rigger.. alot of loving and caring spirits in this forum..that will help with any question they can.. have always felt welcomed.. hope you start feeling the same.. alot of smart eggs bounce around here.. just check the Attitude page,health and safty,and the wiki... jump into chat not all people will feel you but thats also true in life..not sure what brought you to the spice.. but again welcome feel free to kick back and enjoy....hurt people hurt,healed people heal.. respect on all the hard work you have done...Oden
 
Thanks for all the input. I apologize about and $ talk but I though speaking about 15 and 25 years ago and PAST experience, not attempting to deal or buy was not breaking rules. I apologize. the only reason I brought up price BACK then was to make a comparison as to why I never tried it when i was a teenager. Had this been a less expensive pruocuct back then I would have tried it. What I was trying to get across was that feeling of "I wonder what its like" I carried for 12 more years, like when my college teacher said I would have if I didnt take music theory..always worndering what would have happened had I took that path. What "type" of person would you put as a DMT user? Myself it is a person who has not had complete spritual satisfaction, wondering " what is God? Who is God? What is the answer to life?' I would say at least these are they type of people who have a SUCCESSFUL trip. those looking for a high end up shooken up too much for this is the ego breaker of all ego breakers.

To the brother who worries of age: when I got into the 'rave scene' I was 27yrs old, but being a high energy fire chi, I got along with the younger crowd. Some of the guys called me "buttrock bob' as I has long hair and I was of the buttrock persuasion a long time and played in "buttrock" bands. I ended up getting along when the younger crowd realized I was there for the spiritual end, not to get underage girls. I ended up throwing parties and paying for some tight DJs in P town. eventuall I lost it all when the asian market crisis happened and I couldnt pay off all the credit cards i maxed..thinking i would pay of on the "next overtime job" HAH!
We all know there are people of all ages who need to WAKE UP. I think its great that there is a forum here where the awake and those wishing to leave their slumber can socialize.

Again I really appreciate all the responses :d
nen888 I am pretty sure it was 5meo synthetic going by earlier reading and how intense it was. that and the fact that 5 is more heat OK. It pretty much acted like crystal in bulb and didnt go rank like what i read about deemsters
I was goingt to get a frog from BBB RIGHT before they got screwed by the locals and no more frogs:cry:
 
52-dsl said:
I kinda get this looked down on vibe, but they do have some great storys and imfo.

I find this to be a consistent aspect of day to day living. Many people look down on me, instantly judging, with no attempt to consider who I may be as a person or what kind of experiences I've gone through. I actually have spend a good portion of my life neglecting my personal appearance, as I get an incredible sense of satisfaction in the one brief moment. That 1 moment where they think, "wait a minute... this crazy asshole* may just be on to something, this crazy asshole may just be more than I have given them credit for"...

& I get a tremendous amount of personal satisfaction after seeing the look on someone's face during their "judging", and comparing it to the after appearance once they know what I (and ANY individual willing to spend a few minutes doing research) am capable of...

*I apologize for my lack of better vocabulary, but found it necessary to include particular terminology in this instance due to personal experiences...
 
what I find funny is how the later generations have got some more wisdom then us. Back when i was 16 I used to have to find the right field to pick liberty caps where the farmers didnt have a view of you, hadnt been picked out, or had chickens acid poop destroy it. tillamook county by the coast held TONS of liberty caps but you had to go at night and the cops were always on the watch. been shot with rock salt a couple times too. So fast forward to 8yrs ago. My friends kid (19) is telling me about theses aruguessens mushrooms which i find out now are AZUREsens as in "blue". Anyway he tells my about how they are almost black and they grow in the grass by the ocean and you dont have to worry about farmers and how is takes fewer to get off. Dang! Ofcourse growing up in Portland I dont think I could of used the "morning fishing" for needing the car so early before school, lol. With all the info on the net alot has opened up. Personally though I always liked the fact that I could never mistake a liberty cap, slime and nipple. I actually talked to the cows and they pointed me to the mushrooms..sounds crazy but I definitely communicated with them and the geese at the audobon society..thats another story ;)
 
Hello oldtripper -- you totally remind me of my brother -- he introduced me to the rave scene and is even currently a construction worker -- except he wasn't called Buttrock Bob. :)
 
Thanks strange charm, I'll take that as a compliment being he introduced you to raves:wink: Me..i was the black sheep that kept my younger brother and sister from even ever trying pot LOL.. No way were they gonna end up as tarded as me:lol: Love em but DAM were they snitches growing up!
 
Thanks Ragabr and Wyntur! I just did my new years resolution.....ONE KILO OF MHRB FROM NATURES WONDERS :d :d :d

now the rest of stuff....funny thing was I was thinking NYeve was tommorow...didnt find out untik i turned on the tv ad 1130...oh well another ny alone..i forgot the banks close the day after chrismas on monday..duhhhhhh
 
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