kajex
Rising Star
Hello fellow voyagers! I started an account here a while ago, and have been lurking around the forums, but this will be my first post. I love reading people's experiences with entheogens, and I have learned so much from you knowledgeable folks dedicated to sharing information and support to people interested in the powerful teachers we call psychedelics.
I have a fair amount of experience with a range of different psychedelics, namely the classic tryptamines and LSD. I started out taking low doses of mushrooms and acid, using them somewhat hedonistically. These experiences were fun(that's for sure!), but not as deep and introspective as I later found higher doses to be. I love MDMA and MDA, and have learned a lot from them, but I prefer more physically benign substances.
The first time I smoked DMT, the big mama, was the point where my interest and involvement in psychedelics became "real". My first experience with DMT was provided by my brother, who loaded me up a whopping dose in a bong (50 mg +). I vaporized most of it on the first go, and after a few seconds of holding it in my lungs, SWOOSH! I was gone. I had a very confusing first experience in hyperspace. Multiple elvish entities competed for my attention, smiling at me, shifting around, chattering away. It was quite overwhelming! I distinctly remember an entity telling me to calm down, I was going to be all right. Coming out of hyperspace, I felt truly thankful to be alive, with a renewed sense of energy and vitality.
As I'm sure is the case with most people who visit hyperspace, it became an obsession for me. Almost every moment of the day I would think about DMT, and glimpses of hyperspace would randomly pop into my mind's eye. This experience inspired me to seek knowledge of all kinds; I began reading books on spirituality, mysticism, chemistry(Shulgin), and history. I found a new interest in school, which I had, up until my breakthrough, disdained.
Since my first breakthrough, I have had beautiful, frightening, magical, revelatory, and confusing trips on DMT as well as other entheogens. One experience in particular deeply affected me, shaking me to my core. I took what I thought to be 25 mg of 4 aco dmt, and existed in multiple dimensions for for what felt like eternity. Spirits from other dimensions were channeling overwhelming, negative energies into me, attacking my ego until it broke. I had almost a complete ego death, and felt as if I was possessed by some shamanic spirit. At one point, I was dancing as if around a campfire(i was in my bedroom) and chanting. The chanting seemed to just flow through me, I had no control over it. Near the end of the trip, as I transitioned back to normal reality, I felt as though I was being cleansed of all bad energies. I experienced a feeling of dysphoria and fear which I sometimes feel on MDMA, and I felt as though I was being told not to use it anymore.
As of now, I am devoted to the psychedelic path, and I hope to do my own extraction sometime soon. Thank you, to anyone who is reading this! I know it's not too exciting, but I wanted to introduce myself and share some of my experiences, and I plan to contribute some of my 2 cents and argue respectfully with y'all in the future.
Peace and lub,
Kajex
I have a fair amount of experience with a range of different psychedelics, namely the classic tryptamines and LSD. I started out taking low doses of mushrooms and acid, using them somewhat hedonistically. These experiences were fun(that's for sure!), but not as deep and introspective as I later found higher doses to be. I love MDMA and MDA, and have learned a lot from them, but I prefer more physically benign substances.
The first time I smoked DMT, the big mama, was the point where my interest and involvement in psychedelics became "real". My first experience with DMT was provided by my brother, who loaded me up a whopping dose in a bong (50 mg +). I vaporized most of it on the first go, and after a few seconds of holding it in my lungs, SWOOSH! I was gone. I had a very confusing first experience in hyperspace. Multiple elvish entities competed for my attention, smiling at me, shifting around, chattering away. It was quite overwhelming! I distinctly remember an entity telling me to calm down, I was going to be all right. Coming out of hyperspace, I felt truly thankful to be alive, with a renewed sense of energy and vitality.
As I'm sure is the case with most people who visit hyperspace, it became an obsession for me. Almost every moment of the day I would think about DMT, and glimpses of hyperspace would randomly pop into my mind's eye. This experience inspired me to seek knowledge of all kinds; I began reading books on spirituality, mysticism, chemistry(Shulgin), and history. I found a new interest in school, which I had, up until my breakthrough, disdained.
Since my first breakthrough, I have had beautiful, frightening, magical, revelatory, and confusing trips on DMT as well as other entheogens. One experience in particular deeply affected me, shaking me to my core. I took what I thought to be 25 mg of 4 aco dmt, and existed in multiple dimensions for for what felt like eternity. Spirits from other dimensions were channeling overwhelming, negative energies into me, attacking my ego until it broke. I had almost a complete ego death, and felt as if I was possessed by some shamanic spirit. At one point, I was dancing as if around a campfire(i was in my bedroom) and chanting. The chanting seemed to just flow through me, I had no control over it. Near the end of the trip, as I transitioned back to normal reality, I felt as though I was being cleansed of all bad energies. I experienced a feeling of dysphoria and fear which I sometimes feel on MDMA, and I felt as though I was being told not to use it anymore.
As of now, I am devoted to the psychedelic path, and I hope to do my own extraction sometime soon. Thank you, to anyone who is reading this! I know it's not too exciting, but I wanted to introduce myself and share some of my experiences, and I plan to contribute some of my 2 cents and argue respectfully with y'all in the future.
Peace and lub,
Kajex
