LawnBoy
Rising Star
If I were to guess.....
I started having a fascination with plants when I was about 9. I grew up in an area that was largely supported economically by tobacco. I thought, tobacco farming was a brilliant enterprise. All you really needed was land and seeds. The earth and the plant did most of the work. And best of all, the stuff is addictive. You had a guaranteed, loyal customers. I had my first taste of tobacco, when I was 12-13. I didn't like the taste, but I smoked the whole stolen cigarette butt. I knew I didn't like it, but if I smoked enough I would. I would then crave it, and enjoy smoking a cigarette. I thought I was smart, I was horribly ignorant or stupid. I can't decide which. Now, over a decade later, I'm trying hard to quit tobacco. Tobacco was my first intoxicant. I tasted beer, before I did tobacco, but I didn't enjoy it. Didn't get past the first sip.
Umm... about 14-15 years of age. I tried marijuana. The first joint I smoked didn't catch me a buzz. The friend I smoked it with was giggling and loving it. I thought he was making me a fool. I thought he smoked fake weed with me, and then was acting like he was high. That summer, I started growing my own weed, and have hardly missed a season. The idea of producing your own drugs has always fancied me. About that time I became a big fan of erowid. I tried HBWR when I was 19. I tried other various herbs. I got into DXM real big when I was 16-20. That was fun, but I do wonder if it damaged my brain. There were many points when I could reach an ecstatic, or even out-of-body experience using simple OTC cough syrup. I of course found some acid, mushrooms, and ecstacy. I've tried cocaine. I've tried adderol. I don't like the uppers, I don't like large doses of uppers I should say. As in, I will hardly ever do a line of cocaine. I do bumps. I don't like how acid drags on. I found smaller doses, less than an average dose worked good for me. There was a time in my life I dosed acid everyday. I just never took a whole dose at one time. I tried salvia, amanita, datura, and I'm sure there are things I'm forgetting.
About 22-23, I got interested in poppy straw. This was the first time, I really got into opiates. I loved the stuff. I built up a strong tolerance over a period of 6 months, and then quit cold turkey. Oddly enough, I didn't notice any real withdrawal symptoms besides horrible diarrhea. There was very little mental addiction, only physical. I have a much stronger addiction to marijuana and nicotine, than opiates. Opiates just don't bother me like other people. Though, I haven't dared to IV anything, I simply won't let anyone stick me with a needle unless it's a doctor or a nurse. It's not that I'm afraid of needles. I'm too afraid I will enjoy the use of a needle, and then I'll start to use it consistently, and whenever I can. I've had too many friends ruin their lives when they shot opiates.
I had a friend who hated needles. He let someone shoot him up, and from then on he wasn't afraid of needles.
With poppy, I first got into extractions. This brought me to the somni-forum and a visitor of the nexus. Y'all guys are very smart and informative:wink: I've been lurking for years, just recently joined. About a year ago I discovered how wonderful nitrous can be and how easy it was to come by.
When I realized that mescaline was relatively easy to extract, I tried that for the first time. I have been taking small doses of cactus extract practically daily for the past 2-3 months. It does wonderfully for me. I realized why I enjoyed taking small doses of acid on a daily basis. It makes me more empathetic and sociable. It makes me laugh more and enjoy the company of others better. It gives me confidence. Acid was a good try, but mescaline was a much better choice. Acid can leave you withdrawn and unsociable. I quit taking acid everyday, because though I did go to work, I never wanted to see my family. My grandmother told me the other day, that she was surprised at how social and cordial I was being at the family reunion. I smiled and said, "Oh really?" It's obviously the mescaline she was referring to. My sales and productivity have actually increased at work, over the past 2-3 months. I feel great.
I haven't tried dmt yet. I have tried mushrooms many times. I have had two experiences with toad venom, one was very interesting. I tried a cebil extraction, and tried smoking the acetate without success. I still have about 450mg of unwashed cebil acetate extract to play with. I have bark and leaves to extract dmt, but I'm pretty intimidated. I haven't had the balls to try a dmt extraction yet. Now that I'm pretty comfortable extracting mescaline from cactus I should give dmt a try. There isn't much of a difference in extracting it. After I get the balls to extract it, then I have to get the balls to dose myself. I find salvia intimidating, so dmt is intimidating in a similar way.
I have just started experimenting with oleamide and the JWH compounds.
Oh yeah. I'm not a terribly religious or spiritual person. I was an atheist for about 30 minutes, at the age of 13. When I realized what it meant to live without a God, I quickly decided to be an agnostic. It's hard to be certain that God doesn't exist. Ever since, I have moved around trying to find out what I can believe in and what is just silly. I love philosophy, nature, and plants. I'm a Sagittarius, a cat person, a nerd, a horrible chemist. I'm a lover, not a fighter. I am many things.
Thanks for allowing me to post questions and replies. I am very happy and appreciative to be let into yall's community. This is by far my favorite message board. So full of nice and wise people.
I started having a fascination with plants when I was about 9. I grew up in an area that was largely supported economically by tobacco. I thought, tobacco farming was a brilliant enterprise. All you really needed was land and seeds. The earth and the plant did most of the work. And best of all, the stuff is addictive. You had a guaranteed, loyal customers. I had my first taste of tobacco, when I was 12-13. I didn't like the taste, but I smoked the whole stolen cigarette butt. I knew I didn't like it, but if I smoked enough I would. I would then crave it, and enjoy smoking a cigarette. I thought I was smart, I was horribly ignorant or stupid. I can't decide which. Now, over a decade later, I'm trying hard to quit tobacco. Tobacco was my first intoxicant. I tasted beer, before I did tobacco, but I didn't enjoy it. Didn't get past the first sip.
Umm... about 14-15 years of age. I tried marijuana. The first joint I smoked didn't catch me a buzz. The friend I smoked it with was giggling and loving it. I thought he was making me a fool. I thought he smoked fake weed with me, and then was acting like he was high. That summer, I started growing my own weed, and have hardly missed a season. The idea of producing your own drugs has always fancied me. About that time I became a big fan of erowid. I tried HBWR when I was 19. I tried other various herbs. I got into DXM real big when I was 16-20. That was fun, but I do wonder if it damaged my brain. There were many points when I could reach an ecstatic, or even out-of-body experience using simple OTC cough syrup. I of course found some acid, mushrooms, and ecstacy. I've tried cocaine. I've tried adderol. I don't like the uppers, I don't like large doses of uppers I should say. As in, I will hardly ever do a line of cocaine. I do bumps. I don't like how acid drags on. I found smaller doses, less than an average dose worked good for me. There was a time in my life I dosed acid everyday. I just never took a whole dose at one time. I tried salvia, amanita, datura, and I'm sure there are things I'm forgetting.
About 22-23, I got interested in poppy straw. This was the first time, I really got into opiates. I loved the stuff. I built up a strong tolerance over a period of 6 months, and then quit cold turkey. Oddly enough, I didn't notice any real withdrawal symptoms besides horrible diarrhea. There was very little mental addiction, only physical. I have a much stronger addiction to marijuana and nicotine, than opiates. Opiates just don't bother me like other people. Though, I haven't dared to IV anything, I simply won't let anyone stick me with a needle unless it's a doctor or a nurse. It's not that I'm afraid of needles. I'm too afraid I will enjoy the use of a needle, and then I'll start to use it consistently, and whenever I can. I've had too many friends ruin their lives when they shot opiates.
I had a friend who hated needles. He let someone shoot him up, and from then on he wasn't afraid of needles.
With poppy, I first got into extractions. This brought me to the somni-forum and a visitor of the nexus. Y'all guys are very smart and informative:wink: I've been lurking for years, just recently joined. About a year ago I discovered how wonderful nitrous can be and how easy it was to come by.
When I realized that mescaline was relatively easy to extract, I tried that for the first time. I have been taking small doses of cactus extract practically daily for the past 2-3 months. It does wonderfully for me. I realized why I enjoyed taking small doses of acid on a daily basis. It makes me more empathetic and sociable. It makes me laugh more and enjoy the company of others better. It gives me confidence. Acid was a good try, but mescaline was a much better choice. Acid can leave you withdrawn and unsociable. I quit taking acid everyday, because though I did go to work, I never wanted to see my family. My grandmother told me the other day, that she was surprised at how social and cordial I was being at the family reunion. I smiled and said, "Oh really?" It's obviously the mescaline she was referring to. My sales and productivity have actually increased at work, over the past 2-3 months. I feel great.
I haven't tried dmt yet. I have tried mushrooms many times. I have had two experiences with toad venom, one was very interesting. I tried a cebil extraction, and tried smoking the acetate without success. I still have about 450mg of unwashed cebil acetate extract to play with. I have bark and leaves to extract dmt, but I'm pretty intimidated. I haven't had the balls to try a dmt extraction yet. Now that I'm pretty comfortable extracting mescaline from cactus I should give dmt a try. There isn't much of a difference in extracting it. After I get the balls to extract it, then I have to get the balls to dose myself. I find salvia intimidating, so dmt is intimidating in a similar way.
I have just started experimenting with oleamide and the JWH compounds.
Oh yeah. I'm not a terribly religious or spiritual person. I was an atheist for about 30 minutes, at the age of 13. When I realized what it meant to live without a God, I quickly decided to be an agnostic. It's hard to be certain that God doesn't exist. Ever since, I have moved around trying to find out what I can believe in and what is just silly. I love philosophy, nature, and plants. I'm a Sagittarius, a cat person, a nerd, a horrible chemist. I'm a lover, not a fighter. I am many things.
Thanks for allowing me to post questions and replies. I am very happy and appreciative to be let into yall's community. This is by far my favorite message board. So full of nice and wise people.
