It's an odd style of illogical reasoning that governs the universe known as a paradox

For example:

I am everything yet I am nothing.

By becoming nothing I make myself accesible to everything

therefore nothing is evertything and everything is nothing at the same time

 

DeMenTed wrote:

In a sense, more accurately God is the source of this light.  It appears as "light" because our conciousness is unable to concieve of it as anything besides light... 

Hence the term "Kabbalah" this hebrew word means "to recieve" as in learning to recieve the light of the creator, that is learning to empathetically translate more and more of the light into a perceptual phenomena so it as palatable to our awareness...

The source of the white living light is analogous to a lantern reffered to as Ein sof, meaning the infinite unkowable and is considered to be the source of all that exists in every sense... 

EDIT: The led zepplin picture of a hermit holding the lantern exemplifies this kabbalistic idea nicely...

DeMenTed also wrote:

You mentioned you were a born again Christain for ten years?  As you pointed out you were lied to.  One of the lies that they fed you and that you apparently still believe to this day is that psychedelics were not a part of the "old religions". 

Putting my energy into thinking up a new modern religion is a waste of time IMO. All I would be doing is creating new labels for the same things Kabbalah teaches because kabbalah is the blueprint of creation...

The only reason the old religions don't work is because psychedelics have been censored from them and they are now just used to control the masses. 

-peace.