(This got really long)
And to the great Uncle Knucles: Read my last (and longest) report; it certainly stupefied me. I also want to mention that even though your profile picture is mickey mouse, I sense the character of a sword with you. Just felt like mentioning that for some reason... Don't know why.
This is much more of a response than I expected! I actually thought I'd just get a farewell if anything. I'll provide all the information I can think of, but first I want to clear up something.
When I mentioned my friend circle, it wasn't that they are against this or anything, but rather I do not have the social connections to continue to find anything more. I follow nobody, and make my own decisions. I have one friend who has sat with me during some attempts, and he does have an interest in trying it... Just never is in the right mind set. He is my closest my friend. Unfortunately my supply is practically out.
To give more info to people wondering:
White via Q21 Tek 2. Have tried a glass pipe, bronze pipe, bong w/ ashcatcher bowl, bong with regular bowl, and Vapor Genie Classic. Always in my basement (it is my place of comfort and solitude, has my computer and smoking devices), on a couch.
Glass Pipe (bulb, cheap thin glass one) was a complete misfire and just felt wrong.
Brass pipe w/ sandwhich method worked, and I tried from 15-50 in it. My technique is always great until "Stage 2" where I then start burning the spice, and the whole franticness of the experience of trying to do it all in time while not burning it was not pleasant.
Bong w/ ashcatcher bowl was interesting. I thought I had the most brilliant idea and that this was going to work. Well, it definitely was an easy way to not burn the spice, but not powerful enough to deliver a breakthrough dose in time. Roughly 100 to 150 was put in there, and many many sub-breakthrough doses were hit off it until it was done. I'd say about 5-6. Not all in the same day.
Bong with a regular bowl w/ sandwich method was my first taste of a near breakthrough. 50 again, although I did not finish it as the experience overwhelmed me and I was sure I was going to blast off. This produced the strongest chrysanthemum visuals (which seem to always be in the same shapes, as if rainbow people are sitting down. I may draw a picture, it's basically the same curves of colour every time). I also had the imaginary hair on my tongue with this experience, so I was still very aware of my body.
Closest shot: Classic VG. This will get it's own section:
50mg again is what I put in. By the middle of the second draw I froze and could not do more. My best friend was present, and he had to take the pipe away from my mouth. Problem: Did not close my eyes. The word "um" came out of my mouth as the experience was peaking.
Instead of just the regular visuals the whole room seemed to suddenly be filled with what I'd say is grey jelly goo. With my eyes open slightly, I continue to go "um, um, um, um, um" caught in a loop. I was also gasping for air, although I did not remember this immediately after. As I came to and realized I was repeating Um over and over again, I also realized I was rubbing my legs.
When I came back enough to snap out of it and realized what was happening, I took one look at my friend and started laughing hysterically (I've had a few laughing fits with sub-breakthroughs. Very powerful, almost empowering laughs. Almost as if something/someone was laughing through me.
All of the sudden it felt like people were watching me or listening to me, but not in another dimension, in my house. My eyes opened wide, and the room was back to the regular colourful fractals and typical visuals. I was so paranoid that someone was upstairs, and asked my friend over and over again if someone was there. Repeated thoughts about a family member who had a rough weekend then consumed my thoughts, and I decided to take that as a vision to help them out.
I closed my eyes again as the experience was going away... The CEV was very different this time... Only red, darkness, and what looked like serpents floating around. I was very much back to earth at this point, and the visuals were not clear... Just like black and red cloud with black snake like movements weaving in and out.
End of the last attempt.
I do have a little spice left, perhaps slightly more than 100mg. Also have a little over a point of yellow, also from a Q21 tek2. My friend who was around for the aforementioned trip wants to try some, but he is never ready or in a state of mind to do so, and his interest in it is not the same as mine, he has barely any experience with any plant other than marijuana.
I also want to note that on many of my sub breakthrough attempts I get paranoia about posting on here. Even though I'm extremely small time user and have nothing to legitimately worry about this paranoia seems to creep out on some sub-breakthroughs.
Wow. We will see who actually reads this, it's pretty massive. Thanks everyone for the support, you may of swayed my mind from saving what I have left for my friend to try to having another attempt myself. It's going to be a real shame if I do finally breakthrough and never can get there again due to lack of supply.
I suppose it's better to of loved, than never loved at all.
