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Rising Star
Dear Nexians,
I'd like to share with you my last experience in the hyperspace. It seemed really strange to me for a few particulars and I'd like to know if someone had a similar experience. Any hint, interpretation or idea would be welcomed as well.
Setting: camping, on holiday, by night, in a dark corner of our place. Lotus position, naked, with a friend. Some sounds and voices from outside, which are minor negative vibrations.
Mind: had some minutes of meditation, focus on my topic for the Travel: perception
Dose: difficult to tell, my GVG pad is like a sponge and I can't know how much spice is in it. Anyway, that was an high dose for me. I expected breakout, for the first time after 6 months of usage.
What happened: I really think my dear Spice played a funny joke to me. That travel was almost identical to my first high-dose trip, also the fractal I've seen during my very first low-dose experience was present. I consider that a clear signal.
Now, the trip was like going to the LEGO paradise, with very bright colored blocks building the whole reality, ceaselessly changing their positions.. And their meaning. I could see towers of blocks growing higher and then suddenly changing into something completely different. Completely different I say, like heat fluxes or emotions or logical relations, without modifying their shape. They just changed meaning and my perception of them instead of the shape. Everything was horribly and splendidly diverted, like the spice tried to misdirect my travel towards breakout.
I felt on my material body little drops of light, heat and thorns going down like water.
The very only feeling I could form was a sense of love for ANYTHING in that strange and variable world, as well for anything in reality and all the other possible universes. Any different thought was diverted while being product and lost its meaning and coherence.
While coming back, I understood the joke even before re-gaining awareness of my body. I laughed a lot, as that totally had my sense of humor: I asked perception, I obtained it, but completely shacked. Synesthesia ruled over and nothing could be interpreted the right way because of the overflow and wrong characterization of the impression stream.
So, I lost my try to get the breakout and I'm still wondering if the Spice had some reason not to allow me in and to joke me instead, although with an excellent sense of humor.
I hope I gave You a good narration. That was very difficult. Would You like to discuss it? Anyone had a similar experience?
Thanks for Your attention.
I'd like to share with you my last experience in the hyperspace. It seemed really strange to me for a few particulars and I'd like to know if someone had a similar experience. Any hint, interpretation or idea would be welcomed as well.
Setting: camping, on holiday, by night, in a dark corner of our place. Lotus position, naked, with a friend. Some sounds and voices from outside, which are minor negative vibrations.
Mind: had some minutes of meditation, focus on my topic for the Travel: perception
Dose: difficult to tell, my GVG pad is like a sponge and I can't know how much spice is in it. Anyway, that was an high dose for me. I expected breakout, for the first time after 6 months of usage.
What happened: I really think my dear Spice played a funny joke to me. That travel was almost identical to my first high-dose trip, also the fractal I've seen during my very first low-dose experience was present. I consider that a clear signal.
Now, the trip was like going to the LEGO paradise, with very bright colored blocks building the whole reality, ceaselessly changing their positions.. And their meaning. I could see towers of blocks growing higher and then suddenly changing into something completely different. Completely different I say, like heat fluxes or emotions or logical relations, without modifying their shape. They just changed meaning and my perception of them instead of the shape. Everything was horribly and splendidly diverted, like the spice tried to misdirect my travel towards breakout.
I felt on my material body little drops of light, heat and thorns going down like water.
The very only feeling I could form was a sense of love for ANYTHING in that strange and variable world, as well for anything in reality and all the other possible universes. Any different thought was diverted while being product and lost its meaning and coherence.
While coming back, I understood the joke even before re-gaining awareness of my body. I laughed a lot, as that totally had my sense of humor: I asked perception, I obtained it, but completely shacked. Synesthesia ruled over and nothing could be interpreted the right way because of the overflow and wrong characterization of the impression stream.
So, I lost my try to get the breakout and I'm still wondering if the Spice had some reason not to allow me in and to joke me instead, although with an excellent sense of humor.
I hope I gave You a good narration. That was very difficult. Would You like to discuss it? Anyone had a similar experience?
Thanks for Your attention.
