Mister_Niles
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Or maybe I'm made of wood, or copper. My hands are fused together, lying on my belly. Instead of sitting cross legged, I have my legs over the edge of the counter top and I'm swinging them back and forth, like a child on a too large chair. My legs are spindly little orange Spngebob legs. Maybe I'm more like a tikki head or an Easter Island head. I'm in a big room. Gymnasium size? Or the size of a small doctors examining room, or both. The big room is empty. Except they are there. The male entity and the female entity. And he doesn't have much to say. He is on my left. She is on my right. She has plenty to say. She's also sticking something in my right ear. I can feel it. Whenever she is more present, we are in the small room. There are machines all over the walls. Blinking lights and fractal readouts. She is telling me this: All of these people who think they are psychonauts.... they have it backwards. What they consider to be their real life, is really the trip. She is telling me that I can't remember, because of some protocol or something, but I work for ?????? (an agency?) (a military organization?) (a scientific institution?) ????? and that every time I smoke DMT, it is because I've been called in for some sort of maintenance or servicing, or debriefing.
And so much more... But there's always more. (Interstellar appeal)
but back to real life for now.
I find it interesting that there are very distinct entity characteristics based on which side they appear. The left side entities are always darker and slightly menacing.
The entities on my right are unfailingly female, comforting and helpful, sometimes even sexual. I'll have to tell you about Brendala in another post (and her left side counterpart Samanthala ), she (they) are a recurring entity that show up every time I add a tiny bit of an everyday common cooking herb to my changa. Very sensual and sexual. I felt like I had cheated on my wife after the first time I encountered Brendala. I told my wife and she is okay with me having a thing with an entity from hyperspace.
I am left handed and a creative type, Is this related to the left right entity thing? Also: I have slight hearing loss in my right ear, lower right back issues and seem to be developing upper right back issues. Also: When I turned on my stereo today for my changa session ( As Falls Witchita, So Falls Witchita Falls by Pat Metheny and Lyle Mays) the right channel was cutting in and out. Hmmm.
Another thing: I've been having a lot of stress in my life lately. My father is dying of cancer. My mother is slipping further into dementia every day. Then last night my wife went to the emergency room and found out she needs to have her gall bladder removed. Merry X-mas! It's all piling up. This stress is all pretty new. It's been getting really intense for the last 4 or so weeks. I hadn't used any DMT for a few months and then when all of this stress started, it called to me. I was very hesitant at first, but I finally took the plunge. Ive smoked changa three times in the last 14 days and it seems to be very helpful. I'll post about my anxiety pain/resolution trip later.
Anyone have any thoughts on any of this?
And so much more... But there's always more. (Interstellar appeal)
but back to real life for now.
I find it interesting that there are very distinct entity characteristics based on which side they appear. The left side entities are always darker and slightly menacing.
The entities on my right are unfailingly female, comforting and helpful, sometimes even sexual. I'll have to tell you about Brendala in another post (and her left side counterpart Samanthala ), she (they) are a recurring entity that show up every time I add a tiny bit of an everyday common cooking herb to my changa. Very sensual and sexual. I felt like I had cheated on my wife after the first time I encountered Brendala. I told my wife and she is okay with me having a thing with an entity from hyperspace.
I am left handed and a creative type, Is this related to the left right entity thing? Also: I have slight hearing loss in my right ear, lower right back issues and seem to be developing upper right back issues. Also: When I turned on my stereo today for my changa session ( As Falls Witchita, So Falls Witchita Falls by Pat Metheny and Lyle Mays) the right channel was cutting in and out. Hmmm.
Another thing: I've been having a lot of stress in my life lately. My father is dying of cancer. My mother is slipping further into dementia every day. Then last night my wife went to the emergency room and found out she needs to have her gall bladder removed. Merry X-mas! It's all piling up. This stress is all pretty new. It's been getting really intense for the last 4 or so weeks. I hadn't used any DMT for a few months and then when all of this stress started, it called to me. I was very hesitant at first, but I finally took the plunge. Ive smoked changa three times in the last 14 days and it seems to be very helpful. I'll post about my anxiety pain/resolution trip later.
Anyone have any thoughts on any of this?
