Hi all,
Thank you both, obliguhl and ragabr for the welcome.
I'm definitely going to use, or at least try, the DMT I acquired. I have 4 grams in freebase. I thought, from what I've been reading here in the FAQ, that I would try about 50mg vaporized. I already sent away and received a GVG. I'm going to invest in a good piezo pipe torch also. Then, if the vape goes well I would probably graduate up to ingesting some, but I need to get an MAOI, and I haven't gotten that far in my research. If you have any suggestions about how I could use assistance, I am very open and listening.
It's a shame to discover that. I can cut my dose down to only 1/2 mg xanax per day, but I doubt I would be willing to completely go through withdrawal and detox. When I was younger I never liked cannabis because it gave me panic attacks. Since I began using benzos, I can enjoy cannabis once in a while. Here in Colorado its practically legal. I went to a doctor and just said that MJ works better for headaches than aspirin, and they signed the medical cannabis form. I paid a small administration fee and was sent my medical marijuana card. Downtown here there's a dispensary on almost every other corner. The city politicians love medical MJ because it's bringing in tons of tax revenue.
Without benzos I don't think I could tolerate even cannabis. Actually, it doesn't do much for me, but it's occasionally a fun way to get a little intoxicated, since I do not drink alcohol.
Anyways, thanks for the welcome guys! And I'm all ears (or eyes as it were) if anyone wants to make suggestions for me. I've been learning a lot from the FAQ and the Health and Safety sections.
Peace & Love,
GammaTauri