mjmiller28
Rising Star
Hello All,
I am very new to these experiences and I am looking for a little guidance or help in understanding what I have seen. Here is my story. I had tried the spice about 4 times before and seen things that I never thought were possible. So, the 4th time I laid back and closed my eyes and saw an image that was unmoving. It looked like a statue of buddha just sitting there. There was no life to it, but it lit up in many bright and beautiful colors. The colors lit up in patterns almost like christmas tree lights. I watched it for what seemed like hours and thought this is neat but there has to be more. So I tried it again later that night. What I saw on my 5th experience will be with me for the rest of my life. This time was different. When I closed my eyes I did not see the normal bright colors and images that I had seen in past experiences. There was only darkness. After what seemed like hours, I noticed that there was someone or something trying to get my attention. He was holding up what looked like a handkerchief or square piece of clothe and shaking it up and down, left and right. It was like he was opening my eyes for me for the first time. I noticed these weird indescribable sounds that sounded to me like music I have never heard. When the entity with the clothe noticed that I could see him he became very happy and danced for me to the music for the remainder of the experience. I noticed that beside the dancing entity was another entity. He was sitting in something triangular and all he did was stare at me. The beings started as total blackness, then little by little lit up with an almost white light with total darkness around them and me. I was unable to move around or interact with them. I could only watch and that seemed good enough for them.
It was a powerful experience for me. There was no fear, only happiness!!! My thoughts are that before this breakthrough my brain was trying to protect me by showing me images that I thought that I should see, ex Buddha. The last experience was different. My brain felt like it was shut off and let me see what I needed to see.
I would love to hear some feedback from everyone. Has anyone had a similar experience? I am truly humbled and am open to any advice or help that you all can offer me.
ELE! Everybody love everybody...lol
Thank you all in advance!
I am very new to these experiences and I am looking for a little guidance or help in understanding what I have seen. Here is my story. I had tried the spice about 4 times before and seen things that I never thought were possible. So, the 4th time I laid back and closed my eyes and saw an image that was unmoving. It looked like a statue of buddha just sitting there. There was no life to it, but it lit up in many bright and beautiful colors. The colors lit up in patterns almost like christmas tree lights. I watched it for what seemed like hours and thought this is neat but there has to be more. So I tried it again later that night. What I saw on my 5th experience will be with me for the rest of my life. This time was different. When I closed my eyes I did not see the normal bright colors and images that I had seen in past experiences. There was only darkness. After what seemed like hours, I noticed that there was someone or something trying to get my attention. He was holding up what looked like a handkerchief or square piece of clothe and shaking it up and down, left and right. It was like he was opening my eyes for me for the first time. I noticed these weird indescribable sounds that sounded to me like music I have never heard. When the entity with the clothe noticed that I could see him he became very happy and danced for me to the music for the remainder of the experience. I noticed that beside the dancing entity was another entity. He was sitting in something triangular and all he did was stare at me. The beings started as total blackness, then little by little lit up with an almost white light with total darkness around them and me. I was unable to move around or interact with them. I could only watch and that seemed good enough for them.
It was a powerful experience for me. There was no fear, only happiness!!! My thoughts are that before this breakthrough my brain was trying to protect me by showing me images that I thought that I should see, ex Buddha. The last experience was different. My brain felt like it was shut off and let me see what I needed to see.
I would love to hear some feedback from everyone. Has anyone had a similar experience? I am truly humbled and am open to any advice or help that you all can offer me.
ELE! Everybody love everybody...lol
Thank you all in advance!
I have come to the conclussion that I shouldnt think too much about it, that would just drive me nuts, I like to think of it as giving me a glimps into the unseen , some lessons have also been learnt and I have started a new look on life in general, for the better
