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I became an alternate being

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Felnik

Felnik

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I need some serious help here trying to process what just happened .. I mean like words are not possible to describe it.

I'm at a total loss. I had a cup of caapi tea . had a few small bowls .. then a big one that sent me so far out I could not get my bearings at all.

well I was totally lost in a sickening mess of alternate dimensional space. Shapes folding over and over and over and over. I was drowning in a fun house from hell unable to breathe. I tried to breathe but I didn't really know how to. I was panicking because it was myself broken and splintered into a million pieces there was no cohesion of myself it was terrifying . it felt like I was never going to come out of it.

I felt like I had pushed it so far that I had become an alternate dimensional being of some kind. Finally I sat up with everything totally confused beyond all description. I went to the kitchen to try and get some water, to try and do something normal. I had BECOME a future incarnation of human. It was as if my human body was underneath a shell of complete awareness. There was my human body but I was surrounded by and aura . A field of energy about 4-6 inches out from my body.

I felt like I was being held by an overwhelming alien force field. It was like I was in an electrical field like a beam coming from space it was everywhere . I went outside to sit on the steps to try to come to terms with this super weird state of being. I kept thinking how I was going to function like this. I was experiencing a total alien level of awareness all around. My hands were completly transparent everything was pulsating with waves of energy. I had literally become a hybrid human being. It felt totally permanent, that was the scary part..............


Has anyone ever had this happen to them ?
 
On two occasions I was an alien being. Not a human-alien hybrid, but a complete honest-to-goodness alien being. I was completely unaware that I had a human existence - I was simply going about my business as an alien being. And there wasn’t any kind of transition from human to alien. I was and always had been the being that “I” was.

It was only as the experience started winding down that I gradually became aware of another existence – a human existence. At first, I didn’t even know what a human was, let alone that “I” was one. Those two experiences are among my most bizarre DMT experiences to date.

(It’s hard to describe an experience like this to friends who aren’t familiar with DMT, and easy for them to think you’re crazy! :? )
 
omg reading this just brought back a shroom trip i had. I felt the exact same way myself and all the environment around me had become mored advanced and alien.. I looked at myself in the mirror and i was glowing an alien glow and my whole sense of self seemed alien. Id close my eyes and see little alien faces.
 
How the hell do you get up for water? I can't even move a finger until I'm totally back. Even then I sit for at least 10 minutes or my legs shake when I stand up. It always amazes me how completely differently our beloved molecule affects different people. Or even the same people at different times...

Pokey
 
Dudes I was fighting for my life I had to do something I was desperate. Usually I stay put as well this was extraordinary circumstances. I don't even know how I got up and walked to the kitchen but i did it.
 
Well to answer your question, no, nothing like that has ever happened to me.
I have had some really freaky stuff happen, and I wasn't really sure if I was going to be OK, but after a little while I was OK. Then I was too scared to smoke for a while (5 or 6 weeks, maybe), but that also passed.
Now I smoke less frequently. A little of the fear (totally without merit) of awful stuff happening to me, combined with a little bit of laziness- I have to walk to a different building and It's been cold and miserable recently.

Are you feeling back to "normal" now?

Pokey
 
Yes I've had it many times, were I was a blue being in dreams, and in many trips now. When I'm on mush I become it and feel purely myself when it does. I been it on slavia twice as well. But the thing after the trips of me being this amazing lifeform in my own body is that the things I saw then and comprehended are what I see normaly now. I even see arus coming off of people, and other beings without bodies. but what you described I can relate to 110% of it. your not alone... with this relization.
 
its the next day . The shock of what happened is still fresh in my mind. I'm still at a loss to make sense of it all. But it feels great to be normal again.

Thank you guys so much for your support it really means alot to me. This site is important.
 
I know EXACTLY what you experienced Felnik... perhaps a reflection of time echoing back from our future.

This hybridization of humaness is a reoccurring theme that the beings talk to me about. It can be scary as fuck...

This time is coming. They are coming and there is some kind of inexplicable inter-dimensional interaction that is going to happen to us. We are going to change.

It gives me goosebumps to read someone else describing this.
 
hehehe.... well done friend!


You got traded!


I'm beginning to suspect when we use DMT we implicitly enter a "Great Galactic Exchange." Our life-experiences-are available to share and learn from. These types of experiences are perhaps moments when "your soul" gets traded with another consciousness; they become you, and you-them.

I suspect this is how we are "meant" to explore--at least until we can build really cool spaceships?


When this happens on Aya it's much slower. I once had a fine conversation with a Beaver Couple at a Canadian lumberjack bar as they downloaded my consciousness. Later in that same journey i was approached by a giant Redwood tree to talk about the Pacific Cost old growth forests, but i soon got wise to him... He was actually a giant-alien-cactus on another world. i knew this because once "i got wise to him," we traded concussions and i became this nipple-like-flower out-looking a whole bay of cacti perched on beautiful cliffs of rock next to a warm blue sea. Yet, this shift in consciousness lasted only a second--the shift was so abrupt and utterly alien, i almost instantly threw-up.

i do indeed think we get "traded."

--just my theory--
😉
 
My question is have any of you been able to handle it when it happens or can you get used to it?
I was in such shock and it felt so perminent that i could barely handle it. How do you train yourself to deal?

my instinctive flight or flight mechanism kicked in and freeked OUT !!!!!!!!

it really felt like a culmination or some kind of end game scenario for me .

As in: you do it enough of it and you reach this tipping point where you become something else, a different kind of human.
The realness of it is the thing thats so compelling and scary at the same time.

Perhaps a sample of a future incarnation of human. The question is why do we have access to it.
It seems like no accident to me that this is possible.
 
Felnik said:
My question is have any of you been able to handle it when it happens or can you get used to it?
I was in such shock and it felt so perminent that i could barely handle it. How do you train yourself to deal?

my instinctive flight or flight mechanism kicked in and freeked OUT !!!!!!!!

it really felt like a culmination or some kind of end game scenario for me .

As in: you do it enough of it and you reach this tipping point where you become something else, a different kind of human.
The realness of it is the thing thats so compelling and scary at the same time.

Perhaps a sample of a future incarnation of human. The question is why do we have access to it.
It seems like no accident to me that this is possible.
Click to expand...

I've found myself in the consciousnesss of other people, creatures and entities - bees, earthworms, people, spiders, mantoids, Ganesh. Worried sometimes that I would not find my way back to the right body.

But we always come back.
 
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