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JDSalinger

JDSalinger

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Wow, I broke through today on the tail end of a 100ug LSD trip with a .12 hit of MDMA in the mix. I would like to say thanks to Earthwalker, for his Tek, making this experience possible (performing another extraction while writing this ;)). I am truly grateful, I have experienced oneness, which is only possible once we have transcended space-time.

I loaded up the bong with approx. 1 point of left over spice, slowly roached and broke through on the second hit. Once I was there I was being, without form, pure intelligence. I was navigating around this four dimensional space that was inhabited by other beings travelling about, it was pure love, compassion and understanding; a state of being that is ineffable. I thought to myself so this is the Ultimate reality. There is no real 'self' all forms are completely discarded away with, they loose all their value. I realised that our belief in the physical world is false, complete mutual understanding of this fact would dissolve the four dimensions we can see, and we would all be existing together in the fifth dimension, nirvana/heaven, whatever name you wish to apply to it, this is truly God. Without time there is no death, only life, i have felt this, that is true wisdom. Coming out physical space was super fragmented, the veils of illusion falling back into place. I sat there gasping for what felt like a couple of minutes, so thankful for this gift I was shown, I am truly blessed :)

I firmly believe DMT is the answer, acceptance of what the spice shows us will end a lot of mental suffering. There is no 'my God' it is all 'Our God'. We are all brothers, sisters, sex is another illusion there is no separateness, we are One, yet still individual, like the trinity. This is love.
 
Amen, brother! Ain't it grand>>the "mystic orgasm". Crazy how we're "wired" for this unitive experience, if only the appropriate catalysts are leveraged.

You are indeed blessed to have/share the experience AND recognize its value and gifted nature. An aspect of this sacred journey(besides the unitive peak) I find humbling, is the acute sense that ALL our experiencing of reality, MOMENT TO MOMENT, is lovingly gifted to us from the Ground of Being. This sensibility coming typically during the reintegration phase. One has the powerful realization that, "everything", including our capacity to experience ANYTHING, is the real MAGIC of it all.

Thanks for sharing.

Peace
 
Yes, you are truly blessed.

The amazing thing about this, is when the transitory ego-self fuses awareness with the core pulse of this existential paradigmn, the heart of this physically quantifiable reality... we all meet at the very same, indivisible point of consciousness. We remember that we are, each and all of us, wholly undifferentiated, universal being. Ergo, one's separate, individual persona pauses, allowing for soul resonance. Such resonance is sheer bliss.

My center is your center, is his or her center, is the epicenter of everything else. The light of Infinite understanding shines within everything, is largely unseen... but still present upon all of the many planes of existence. Yet we can and do see this resplendence, echoed and reflected in this whole sphere of experience. In it's most transparent state, the eternal Tao is active and alive, however wholly transcendent, in the truest state of reality. Self void of any sense of self or perhaps, "original face", freely embodies this eclipsing state. As they say in India, "Aham Brahmasmi" or I am God. And the Unified Field of Being is the ultimate source and substanceless cause of all perceivable objects and substances.

Upon interphase with the Omniself, one's ordinary personal self is seen as a dream, a mirage witnessed by the same conscious-awareness which glances at everything, seeking itself. Still, who experiences this earth-shattering awakening? Self is the vortexial, epicentrical fulcrum of the luminous emptiness of the Clear Light of The Void, forever taking shape to explore itself in terms of the dichotomy of a dualistic dimensionality, so it is for mysterious reasons.

We choose to live in this 3 dimensional realm. One could argue that natural evolution produces people and I agree to some extent (at least, the organic mechanism which houses the soul bird). Just who awakens from the entranced mesmerism of an isolated witness, observing life from a subjective viewpoint? How do we know the true nature of oneself? What focal point in attention experiences this dynamic, and when it is quieted, achieves direct immersion with the whole? The One does, by our doing and our seascapes blooming. When the flowing thoughts are stilled by serenity, mind crystallized and transparent, Gnosis dawns spontaneously.

Emptiness becomes fullness and returns cyclically, to sheer formlessness, only to endlessly bloom in new ways, in new forms/bodies... ad infinitum. The grand paradox is that we have never really been separated from this truth. Godself resides resplendently within every fiber woven together to form the web of manifest being, holographically projected by sacred geometry, as conduit for Divine Mind, also appearing as you, I, us & them.

Whose dream is this, anyways?
 
Yes the experience firmly breaks down former notions of 'self', wheres prior to experiencing oneness an individual is concerned primarily with the individual, now the individual expands its concept of self to include all. More or less I wish to walk this earth experiencing and loving, nothing more, I think that is the greatest gift one gets from this experience.

Whose dream is this, anyways?
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A shared dream I believe, though belief in the material blocks our perception of what has ultimately always been there.

Love
 
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