:roll:  Parallel whispers

You'll get a hang of it all. You sound young, This jester fellow you'll be surprised but, he's all in your head. Meaning you're subconscious has elaborated some character perhaps to compensate for past discrepensies or something , idk but the DMT wilderness is indeed wild, crawling snakes, mantis's and spiders. Expect to 'see' something different every time. But most importantly understand that this realm is yours.

You'll get into the habit, but I advise you to read people like C.G Jung, Terence mckenna, Carlos castaneda, James Joyce even, but don't take anything in hyperspace for granted. Besides the Jesters lived in castles to entertain kings and kingsman.

And whatever it is about feeling foolish... you'd be surprized that noone cares- you haven't proven yourself to be an idiot, but that you are self conscious. Weclome to the club. and I mean all of this in the best of ways.

We cool8)

Signed The Jarl