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I feel, confused but happy

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So I broke through to hyperspace. I would have wrote this earlier but I wanted to really try this out so I broke through 4 times, and now I feel I have a duty to properly document it so that I and the people who read this may benefit from the experience.

So the first time I broke through my body felt like it was dying for a couple minutes. I was extremely confused and scared but that all went away once I left my body. I felt like reality was leaving me, and that I was going to a different and totally new plane. I saw shapes and designs which were completely foreign but indicating a concious purpose I had never thought possible. It had a sort of hexigonal multicolored shape with a leaf shaped bubble going in 6 opposite directions. I didn't know what to make of it, so I snapped back to my body, which was thouroughly shaking and scared. I lit a cigarette and saw a form of invisible chitanous bubble around me only illuminated by the light.

Confused and disoriented I left it alone for a day, to digest the experience. But the next day I couldn't help but want to go back. The second experience I had no recollection whatsoever, but I remember a chessboard with markings being handed between two beings. But the third was an experience.

I was being kinda pissed off at myself because I had tried extraction with the lazyman tek over a course of 5 days. This seemed to be a bad idea because with each subsequent extraction it seemed they were less concentrated and I was basically searching for nothing. But then I took an almost fully loaded bubbler since I needed to see if it was the extraction or something about me which was preventing the experience. This time I felt that the reason my body was causing me to go back to reality so fast was for 2 reasons. Firstly I'm inexperienced, and therefore my body shook me into reality without warning causing my visions to be cut short. Secondly my environment was mostly outdoors with my body positioned in a sitting position, which seemed to cause me to be uncomfortable (I'm used to weed and cigarettes, I don't like to have that smell in my house so often so I usually go outdoors). So this time I was in my room laying down.

This time I saw the gateway to the dimension. It was a being which was like a thin piece of designed glass, with a head painted like a panda's head would be. It brought me through while grinning at me, and I felt...content. Again I saw designes and beings I did not understand. And I was feeling like I was being shown something I wasn't meant to understand. And this time the reality was much more clear, and I even saw light and objects being shaded like I was looking at actual shapes and worlds that were completely real.

Now to the experience I had last night. I was again pissed cause I was down to my 5th extraction with little to no success anymore. Angry and pissed off I didn't do more extractions in a shorter time frame I decided to take a little from the first 3 extractions just so I could go out there again. And this experience made me feel I had to start documenting these things. It started by shutting my whole reality into a small white box with colored lines over it. Then it was shown that it was actually a compartment to a lute, which then was revealed to be in the corner of a big white room with the same designes all over it. It was like it was telling me that nothing that I knew was actually real, or even significant in any way. I felt so small and so ignorant that I was emptied of all my conciousness. There was a statue there which was completely white and crystallized also. Then it got hazy in my memory but I remember that near the end I was seeing pipes and white foam mixing together and it seemed these pipes went all across the universe, and the white foam was what was fueling everything.

I woke up and felt like...damn, this is way too important to neglect sharing. I can't be lazy and just keep this to myself since this is basically a huge and meaningful part of my life. And I want others to benefit from my knowlege also.

On another note I live in san jose california and would really like to meet more likeminded people. I want to know others who can go where I can and perhaps get some advice on my extractions for future reference. Keep traveling friends :)
 
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