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I feel transformed

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mogascreeta

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I joined the Nexus a while ago as a place where i could get help on an extraction that had green goo in it :roll: , not even realizing the path that DMT and this website together with other events in my life would leed me through. DMT was cool and fun and i saw truly beautiful things but it was because i forced those visions. i abused DMT which i very deeply regret. DMT didn't let me into its realm, i forced my in with a battering ram.
The dmt-nexus is the only place that can witness my transformation, i have surrounded myself with very negative energy like a very hard cacoon and it can be pretty tough to break through it but thats all i can do now. I think the the DMT-Nexus guided me in the eventual direction of this transformation. had i never joined this site, i think i would be in a much darker place in life simply because of the frank appreciation of beauty and DMT however it is ingested that this site has. i was so blind to it because of my own pride but i feel that i now live in a solid direction.
dmt (esp. pharma) has revealed doors in my life i had never seen before and it has truly healed many wounds i have been holding onto and many that i have regetably caused to others around me. dmt is medicine. for this reason i plan on concluding my spice sessions until a point later in life when in need of guidance. i have posted my 2 favorite changa blends in the changa thread as something to give back to this community that has helped me so very much, but i don't know what else to give. i'm not a scientist or a shaman after all. So i want to offer my thanks. my deepest thanks from the bottom of my heart. thank you.
 
Thats great, bro! Indeed admiting our mistakes is the first step towards healing them, and im sure a lot of us know exactly what you mean about the power of these substances in helping us realizing it!

All the best in your future path!
 
I also used to abuse DMT. Even though I went in with a hard head like you, DMT slowly softened me up. I got amazing advice from the people on this forum, and I started to learn the right way to go about it.
 
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