Twenty something extractions, ounces of changa, just never could work up the courage for anything after the first hit. It took me a while to build the courage to even start holding it in. Today I repurposed an old cannabis distillate cartridge and made a DMT cartridge from approx 1000mg dissolved into .5ml of PPG. Due to it being vaporized at such a low heat, I didnt realize how big of a hit i was actually taking until I started to exhale a small cloud, even after holding it for a solid 10 seconds. When i saw the cloud, I was immediately horrified thinking "Dear god.. what have I just done". My fear lasted less than 5 seconds before my fear and reality seemed to fade in synchronization with a strange bell like noise growing ever louder in the distance. I tried to self asses, my inner dialogue cant hear me, attempts seem futile. Out of nowhere my inner dialogue screams "we're moving!" I didn't understand In probably the most ape like manner I replied "Wut?" then suddenly I felt as though I was a fish being pulled from the bottom of the ocean, I shot through what I want to describe as a "worm hole" but was really more of just an extreme tunnel vision version of my current reality composed of various colors and features in the room re-imagined as a Jackson Pollock piece. The Worm Hole was pulsing and moving and I shot through it so fast I barely even had time to process it before I did a full Michael Jordan in Space Jam and hit this invisible, black, dense, opaque, elastic wall. It streeeeetched and brought me to an almost complete stop, and I remember thinking, "when this thing releases the tension I just pulled into it, Its going to slingshot me back to earth like a bullet and there's no invisible net to catch me on earth." but right before I came to a stop, I ripped through it into what I can only describe as a geometric wonder realm. The only "feelings" I can remember were Awe, astonishment, and at times fear. I felt as though I was seeing proof of something I had previously not believed to be true. I don't know what that great truth reveal was, I just remember thinking "you'll never accept what this means when your'e back home". I don't know what the fuck I saw to be perfectly honest and I would feel unsatisfied with any description I would ever be able to put into words because there aren't words for it. I'm not sure if it was profound, I'm not sure if it was life-changing, and then I'm completely sure that it was both. Maybe it was and I'm choosing to have the "I don't know what I saw" outlook because the other outlook would require me understanding it, which is something i'm certain i'll never be able to do.
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o well Peace and love and cheers
:lol: o well Peace and love and cheers
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