CadaverHandjob
Rising Star
Well, I just wanted to say hello and a big THANK YOU to all here. This site has helped me in countless ways and facilitated learning beyond anything this realm can offer. I wouldn't normally post an "introduction essay" because I frown upon things like that, but alas, I suppose this place is really more of a community than a message board.
What started out as mindless indulgence and wanting to get "fucked up" in mine, as well as my friends' spare time has grown into a disciplined practice that requires nothing short of respect and patience. I've been extracting and using for around 2 years now, but only a day ago did I experience what many of you would call a breakthrough - and as of yet it was the most beautiful, enlightening experience I've ever been graced with, hands down. I was in tears of joy, amazement, absolute shock...Did it really just happen? My body was trembling and I felt like I had reached the highest high ever achievable - but in less of a narcotic sense and in more of a spiritual sense (something I do not easily admit, even to myself). The entire experience was simply so pure and clean and right...of course it's hard to know if it meant anything to me, but I digress.
Of course, none of this would have been possible had it not been for this place. Again, hello, and thank you, DMT Nexus.
What started out as mindless indulgence and wanting to get "fucked up" in mine, as well as my friends' spare time has grown into a disciplined practice that requires nothing short of respect and patience. I've been extracting and using for around 2 years now, but only a day ago did I experience what many of you would call a breakthrough - and as of yet it was the most beautiful, enlightening experience I've ever been graced with, hands down. I was in tears of joy, amazement, absolute shock...Did it really just happen? My body was trembling and I felt like I had reached the highest high ever achievable - but in less of a narcotic sense and in more of a spiritual sense (something I do not easily admit, even to myself). The entire experience was simply so pure and clean and right...of course it's hard to know if it meant anything to me, but I digress.
Of course, none of this would have been possible had it not been for this place. Again, hello, and thank you, DMT Nexus.