Welcome to the nexus dtrypt,

I enjoyed reading your post and I must say it was very interesting.

I had a similar experience with spice, it caused me to question every thing I thought I knew. If you can reconcile hyperspace within any belief system then you're certainly on the right path.

I encourage you to keep searching and I hope you find what you are looking for. Even if it's a concrete belief system, keep in mind that nobody knows for sure which is the correct/true one, or if any of them are even correct at all.