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camdemonium

camdemonium

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Ok so here it is: I smoked a bowl of spice earlier with a friend of mine who had never smoked before, yet is extremely level-headed and pure in spirit. I blasted off first, and what struck me overwhelmingly was the deep connection i felt to her, i've never felt a connection so real and eternal with anyone before, and i gotta admit i was so overwhelmed i couldn't even look at her. It was as if we were meant to be in hyperspace as ONE.
So she blasts off and doesn't say much about the trip except that she enjoyed it thoroughly and i didn't mention anything to her about the connection i felt to her at all. Later in the night, she texts me saying she felt the exact same way that i felt towards her, but was too scared as i was to say anything about it. What does this mean? I've smoked spice with plenty of people i deeply love but have NEVER felt any sort of bond like this. Any guidance will be greatly appreciated, as we are both in awe of what the spice has showed us tonight....:surprised
 
You make the meaning you want, I guess.. Maybe it was a message from hyperspace, maybe it was just you two being more aware of something that was already there, with the help of the altered state of consciousness.. Or whatever else you can think of.

Regardless, it does seem like a nice oportunity to deepen your relationship with her, specially if she feels the same way.. Is it a possibility to be lovers? Or otherwise just deepen the friendship.. Enjoy it, make the best out of it. Follow your heart

By the way, why the 'quick' in the thread title? I always feel put off by people trying to rush answers from others in the nexus. Be patient ;)
 
Haha sorry I've just never had a question quite like this one for the nexus and my mind is spinning a thousand different ways at once right now! But thanks for you help endlessness, i think the spice definitely showed us something that i can't comprehend right now. Which is that I had been there, in hyperspace, not ordinary reality, with her before. It was truly a remarkable sensation and if anyone else has felt a connection like this to someone I would love your advice on the matter.
 
I have felt a connection lke this with a friend before. I am not sure what we were under the influece of - it was sold as mdma, but I think it may have had 2cb or something like that in it from the trip reports I have read from others.

Anyway, we both just knew what the other was thinking. It is impossible to describe, but a deeper level of reality or consciousness was revealed to us both that night. Few words were spoken, or needed to be. Similarly to your experience, the next day we drove home and didn't say a word about it, it was only a couple of weeks later when we both had let it sink in, that we discussed what had happened, and the experience was identical for each of us.

As to what it meant - sorry bro, no idea. It did competely change my world view and my relationship with that person. What happened between us will never be forgotten. I am, fr some reason, always sceptical when hearing of others experiences like this, as I am sure others are of mine. But that experience was real, and the most powerful experience I have had. I say that even over my breakthrough DMT trips, because it removed any doubt I had over the validity of these experiences, as it didn't just occur in my imagination - it was shared.

Enjoy the wonder of it all - I personally think that's just about all we can do. I have taken differet meanings from that experienced as my life has gone on since. As endlessness put it - you make the meaning you want.
 
Thanks 1664 its good to know other people have experienced a connection like this before, even if it wasn't because of spice. This was by far the most powerful experience we ever had, and i have gone much farther out into hyperspace before, yet it was nothing like going to hyperspace with the person your SUPPOSED to be there with.
 
It sounds like a truely amazing time you had camdemonium. I started a thread few months back asking if anyone had had a shared spice experience, (in the sense that you did) to try and gain another perspective on what happened to me. I dont recall any positive replies, so you are probably very lucky to have had such a great thing occur.

The only thing I can relate to that (in terms of spice smoking), are thoughts such as that feeling of being "welcomed home" or "of course! this is what the DMT space is like, how could I forget" I get a sense of almost a dejavu, but more specifically, that I have always been in hyerspace. Many people seem to share those feelings. Hope that makes some kind of sense?

I really struggled, for maybe 18 months or more, to integrate what happened to my friend and I that night. I just could NOT believe that all this stuff was real. I was / am as skeptical as they come and it was a true excession beyond what I understood to be reality.

That's why I love the Nexus so much, because there are people here who understand. In my "real world" there are precious few.

Good luck man.
 
I now can say without a doubt that we have all ALWAYS been in hyperspace, and after going there as one with her, we will always BE in hyperspace, sometimes it just takes a lifetime to return!:)
I'm still struggling to incorporate this in my belief system, but it in fact proves everything I have ever thought is true. I don't know if anyone has read Many Lives, Many Masters by Brian Weiss but 1664 i would highly recommend it to you as it might be able to answer some of your questions on the nature of that connection.
 
^^ sounds good man. I'd just be careful using phrases like "proves" when talking about this stuff. My ideas of what it meant / means have evolved and changed over time. At the minute I belive there to be an "other", a place beyond our normal perception - but I can't really draw any conclusions on the nature of what that other is. I certainly wouldn't say I have proved anything about it. Just my opinion though :)

I'll check out your book recommendation, thanks.
 
I was once up in Acropolis (in Athens), the ancient monument of the city, with a friend, and we smoked some weed..
That night we felt like we where reading each others mind! We could even see the same hallucinations (cause for some reason we where softly tripping)! This was like 3 years ago! Last week I mentioned about that night to him and we got ecstatic again :p
These things, when they happen, are unbelievably true! You are very lucky for this experience you had :D
Hold your friend close to you :)
 
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