Eternal_LVX
Rising Star
All I can say is, that was the most intense trip I've ever had and it
only lasted literally 2 minutes or less. The day started off good.
Before smoking, I performed the LBRP, BRH, and Watchtower Ritual. I
asked God to consecrate and charge the sacrament. I was saying
invocations to Metatron to show me a magickal vision. After that I did
the Kriya Yoga technique and when that was done, I filled up the pipe
with sacrament and got ready to go. I was really nervous about doing
it beforehand. This might have been the cause of the next phase of my
trip. Now that I know what to expect, I think my future trips will be
better. It reminded me of the first time I did the Shamanic Journey
Circle. The first time, I didn't break through. The next time, it
happened.
This is where the trip begins. I vaporized it really well. My
technique was perfected from smoking honey oil. The pipe I have
actually works really amazing. I put about a pea size pile in the
pipe. I took one, massive inhalation and then gave the pipe to my girl
to hold. The smoke was harsh and smelled fucking strange. I should have
hit it a couple more times. I layed down on the floor and within
seconds, I felt the most intense vibration in my entire body. I could
hear the AUM sound with it. I have seriously never felt any kind of
body high so intense. I felt like it was going to kill me. With closed
eyes, the Being started to manifest. The vibration was caused by this
Creature. It wanted to take me to the other side but I wasn't ready.
The Being was what many magicians would call, the Guardian of the
Threshold. This creature looked like something out of H.P. Lovecraft.
If you could combine Lovecraft with MC Esher and Alex Grey, that's
what this thing looked like. It definitely had an alien quality. I
thought it was a mothership. It was massive! It was also plant like.
A plant god creature. Maybe the spirit of Mimosa trees. Vines were
coming out that were a cross between vines and tentacles. There were
eyes and feathers on it too. It was a grid pattern that stretched
forever that was some kind of gate to another existence. This Being
was dark in nature and quite frankly scared me half to death.
When I entered and saw, it's almost like the Being was saying, "Do you
realize what you're getting into? This is serious shit you're fucking
with here. This isn't a game or a joke. First of all, you need to take
a bigger hit. You need to let go of your body fully to go where you
want to go. Your stomach is bothering you and you need to take a crap
and it's preventing you from letting go. Also your fear is preventing
you. Sorry, but you're not getting through this time. Did you think
dying was going to be easy? Don't come back till you're ready and
willing to die. Don't worry though, you wont stay here. You'll want to
stay but you'll go back to your world."
Then right when I was ready to die and let go, I almost crapped myself
and got scared so I told myself, it's ok, this stuff only lasts for a
few minutes. Then as soon as I said that, I felt it start to wear off.
The vibration started to calm down. As I came back into my body fully,
I saw a light blue energy dragon that kinda guided me back to my body.
When I opened my eyes, I was relieved it was over. The great thing
about smoking DMT is that if the trip scares you, be assured that
you'll be sober in a matter of minutes. It was weird to trip so hard
and then be totally sober right afterward.
All in all, it was a cool experience that I'm ready to try again to
see if I get anything different. Since I know not to underestimate
that shit, maybe I won't be as afraid to take the dive into the Abyss.
And since I know it doesn't last very long, I wont be as afraid to let
go more. It was so intense man. I need to practice with it more to get
the experience I'm looking for. If I just keep getting the same shit
I'm just gonna pass on this. Honestly not something to take lightly. I
have way more respect for it now and was humbled.
only lasted literally 2 minutes or less. The day started off good.
Before smoking, I performed the LBRP, BRH, and Watchtower Ritual. I
asked God to consecrate and charge the sacrament. I was saying
invocations to Metatron to show me a magickal vision. After that I did
the Kriya Yoga technique and when that was done, I filled up the pipe
with sacrament and got ready to go. I was really nervous about doing
it beforehand. This might have been the cause of the next phase of my
trip. Now that I know what to expect, I think my future trips will be
better. It reminded me of the first time I did the Shamanic Journey
Circle. The first time, I didn't break through. The next time, it
happened.
This is where the trip begins. I vaporized it really well. My
technique was perfected from smoking honey oil. The pipe I have
actually works really amazing. I put about a pea size pile in the
pipe. I took one, massive inhalation and then gave the pipe to my girl
to hold. The smoke was harsh and smelled fucking strange. I should have
hit it a couple more times. I layed down on the floor and within
seconds, I felt the most intense vibration in my entire body. I could
hear the AUM sound with it. I have seriously never felt any kind of
body high so intense. I felt like it was going to kill me. With closed
eyes, the Being started to manifest. The vibration was caused by this
Creature. It wanted to take me to the other side but I wasn't ready.
The Being was what many magicians would call, the Guardian of the
Threshold. This creature looked like something out of H.P. Lovecraft.
If you could combine Lovecraft with MC Esher and Alex Grey, that's
what this thing looked like. It definitely had an alien quality. I
thought it was a mothership. It was massive! It was also plant like.
A plant god creature. Maybe the spirit of Mimosa trees. Vines were
coming out that were a cross between vines and tentacles. There were
eyes and feathers on it too. It was a grid pattern that stretched
forever that was some kind of gate to another existence. This Being
was dark in nature and quite frankly scared me half to death.
When I entered and saw, it's almost like the Being was saying, "Do you
realize what you're getting into? This is serious shit you're fucking
with here. This isn't a game or a joke. First of all, you need to take
a bigger hit. You need to let go of your body fully to go where you
want to go. Your stomach is bothering you and you need to take a crap
and it's preventing you from letting go. Also your fear is preventing
you. Sorry, but you're not getting through this time. Did you think
dying was going to be easy? Don't come back till you're ready and
willing to die. Don't worry though, you wont stay here. You'll want to
stay but you'll go back to your world."
Then right when I was ready to die and let go, I almost crapped myself
and got scared so I told myself, it's ok, this stuff only lasts for a
few minutes. Then as soon as I said that, I felt it start to wear off.
The vibration started to calm down. As I came back into my body fully,
I saw a light blue energy dragon that kinda guided me back to my body.
When I opened my eyes, I was relieved it was over. The great thing
about smoking DMT is that if the trip scares you, be assured that
you'll be sober in a matter of minutes. It was weird to trip so hard
and then be totally sober right afterward.
All in all, it was a cool experience that I'm ready to try again to
see if I get anything different. Since I know not to underestimate
that shit, maybe I won't be as afraid to take the dive into the Abyss.
And since I know it doesn't last very long, I wont be as afraid to let
go more. It was so intense man. I need to practice with it more to get
the experience I'm looking for. If I just keep getting the same shit
I'm just gonna pass on this. Honestly not something to take lightly. I
have way more respect for it now and was humbled.
