I returned to the same place

[Felnik]

Its now a week and 2 days after my initial freek out . I decided that it was time to revisit the spice. This time no caapi tea just straight up spice.

Well the strange but interesting news is that it took me right back to the same hyperspace wave energy extra terrestrial zone that I was in last week. This was a total surprise. Its feels like something is different now Like some kind of direct access that i didn't have before.
This time I was better prepared after doing alot of grounding this past week. It was really intense and strong and lasted a long time. I see now why I freeked out last week.
I did not become a being this time but I did observe the same stuff as last time. It was a very focussed experience basically the same place from start to finish. Thats pretty new to me. Usually there is a whole pallet and range . Not this time this was like a express pass to the direct alien realm.

Its a very dynamic dimensional awareness that shifts quickly in the blink of an eye. In one eye blink it seems to jerk to one side and flicker.
its like pulling in a tv station except the station being viewed is some kind of extra terrestrial energy field awareness. It seems super imposed on this reality.

Originally I always thought that objects moving and morphing were cool and just that . Objects just visually distorting. Well now it seems that if you get to a certain level and tune the frequency in there are a whole realm of different shaped objects and things independent of the morphed terrestrial objects.

An entire universe begins to unfold and show itself. A universe that seems as real as anything else.
The wildest thing is that this alternate world is already here and seems to have been here all along. This is an entirely extra terrestrial universe that seems to permeate everything in this world. It seems highly organized and advanced not just different than ours.

It exists right along side and simultaneous to own percieved reality. Apparently the aliens are already here and everywhere.

I'm glad to be back in

 

[Blundering_Novice]

I've not worked up the nerve since my last trip. But I'm getting there. I really hope the next time is more re-affirming; I have done a lot of reflecting on my last voyage and Ive come to terms with what I think were mistakes. I recall thinking that as it began "Nah, this is nothing special, my mind is just confused and thats all I am experiencing." Then, it just got worse and worse. I didn't measure dose and I experienced what I think people call 'ego dissolution.' The previous experience to this was much more satisfying because I had a different mindset. Anyway your post is encouraging. I think I will return sometime in the next week with a better attitude. I need to surrender my 'doubt' again. Just flow with the go....

 

[Felnik]

Ego dissolution is right. I'd say it was more like my ego and my mind shattered into a million fractal shards spreading into hyperspace

I think something good can come of it though. I feel like i'm at a new level with it now. I think something is different now. I need a few more journeys to confirm it .

A little grounding and a break seems to be the right thing to do.

I should have been afraid but i wasn't this time. I guess we learn from our mistakes .
Just make sure for your next time that everything is just right and you'll be cool.

If it doesn't feel right don't do it wait unttil it feels right. Good luck and happy travels

 

[cellux]

The wildest thing is that this alternate world is already here and seems to have been here all along. This is an entirely extra terrestrial universe that seems to permeate everything in this world. It seems highly organized and advanced not just different than ours.

I think this is the exact thing that makes these experiences so believable. That you discover something that has always been there, you just couldn't see it. And with certain experiences, after having seen how it is and come back, you begin to see it in history, in ancient art, in religion, in architecture, everywhere. And then you understand the difference between seeing it through the eyes of the intellect alone and seeing it through the eyes of someone who had the direct experience of that which those things try to express. (And you also understand why those who see it only through the intellect cannot grasp what you are talking about.)

 

[cellux]

Felnik, for some reason I am quite happy that you managed to overcome this fear you had.

I hope you will become a respected citizen in that other world you discovered and bring us back some info about how things are going there - and how that world interferes with our one (if it does).

Or what this whole thing means.