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Thanks for that, the diagram is great.Are you aware enough on iboga to make a conscious choice to relax though? I took salvia (x15) yesterday afternoon for the first time. Tried to do everything as advised. On my own (preferred), in my lovely bedroom, curtains drawn and pretty candles flickering before me. I meditated a few minutes beforehand on my intention etc, I was calm personified. I popped a pea sized amount in my little wooden pipe bought specially for the occasion, took 2 strong drags and held them in. Then I blacked out. Can't remember anything until my consciousness started to resurface and my mind tried to decipher what I could see. I realised with total horror that I was just a fragment of my own existence, stuck in a split second in time where I was about to fall over and smash my head open on concrete. It was like some one had hit the pause button as this was about to happen and all I could feel was the horror of the moment but had no way out, I felt destined to live the same moment and horror for eternity. It took all my mental strength to eject myself back into reality and I came to, shocked and shaking wondering what the f**k had just happened. Not nice. I was not coherent enough to realise what I was seeing wasn't reality. Within a few minutes I was ok again and laughing at myself, it definitely made me more appreciative of reality though.But I'm not sure if I can handle that experience lasting 18 hours if it happens on iboga.Love.
Thanks for that, the diagram is great.
Are you aware enough on iboga to make a conscious choice to relax though? I took salvia (x15) yesterday afternoon for the first time. Tried to do everything as advised. On my own (preferred), in my lovely bedroom, curtains drawn and pretty candles flickering before me. I meditated a few minutes beforehand on my intention etc, I was calm personified. I popped a pea sized amount in my little wooden pipe bought specially for the occasion, took 2 strong drags and held them in. Then I blacked out. Can't remember anything until my consciousness started to resurface and my mind tried to decipher what I could see. I realised with total horror that I was just a fragment of my own existence, stuck in a split second in time where I was about to fall over and smash my head open on concrete. It was like some one had hit the pause button as this was about to happen and all I could feel was the horror of the moment but had no way out, I felt destined to live the same moment and horror for eternity. It took all my mental strength to eject myself back into reality and I came to, shocked and shaking wondering what the f**k had just happened. Not nice. I was not coherent enough to realise what I was seeing wasn't reality. Within a few minutes I was ok again and laughing at myself, it definitely made me more appreciative of reality though.
But I'm not sure if I can handle that experience lasting 18 hours if it happens on iboga.
Love.