I am drawn to the Nexus for same reasons you probably experienced when you first found about this wonderful site. When I discovered this site I was astonished by the wealth of information available at my finger tips. It’s great that there is so much information available for like-minded individuals to use in order to educate themselves on these relatively mysterious substances. I came here to learn more about DMT as I want more input about the substance other than the information that I have gotten from my friends. Having never taken DMT myself I am somewhat hesitant because of one thing in particular. Probably the biggest reason for not doing it is that I understand that it is very much like a “drive-by” experience where it is hard to grasp its true meaning; because smoking DMT is hard to use as a tool I hold back.

My most powerful experience would have to be the night of hashbash in A2 where I had a couple of tabs of heavily dosed LSD as well as a bottle of cough syrup. Thinking back on it now I probably would have left out the cough syrup . Nevertheless my friends and I went out into the middle of the woods and decided to fuck around before the lucy kicked in. After walking for a ways we discovered a rock quarry with a lake in the middle, the setting was perfect with the full moon overhead. By that time I could definitely feel the DXM kick in but I still was waiting on lucy to show up. We decided to build a fire in order to pass the time. Gathering what we could we amassed enough sticks and grass to get a reasonable blaze going. After awhile of feeding the inferno we finally gave up and sat back and watched it burn down. The flame died down to a bed of coals which glowed and began to flow. As soon as the last flame went out I got that feeling like “we’re not in Kansas anymore” and suddenly my world began to change around me. The horizon began pitch and swell from side to side like an ocean’s waves and the darkness brought to life detailed geometric shapes. We staggered around the woods until we finally made our way back to the car.  Driving home(with a designated driver) we finally got back and crashed at my friends house. What I experienced at that house could be described as a “time bubble” I was in an endless loop. I was the unmoved mover. I was prime. After awhile of this truly life changing experienced I felt myself letting go and passing the baton on. I was no longer prime, that role I figured was for someone else to fulfill.

I am currently looking to extract my own DMT. How much more of this psychotria viridis will I need for a healthy dose of aya? Prolly more amirite?