humblebee
Rising Star
I understand the nec of this template, but it kinda bugs me.
PRE-CONDITIONSYears of intermittent mushroom use as a teacher of consciousness opening training.
(mind)Set:It was a complete surprise-no purposeful mind setting, other than studying Dzogchen pretty intensively for a while. My friend walked up with a great big shit eating smirk and said "hey do you want to blast off?" I said, "hell yes!"
(physical condition) Set:healthy (I thought) 4y6 yr old.
Setting (location):Behind a stupa on a green hillside.
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?)about 10:30am pacific time in April warm sunny day.
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication)This is recent usage: acid a few months before and Mushrooms about 3 weeks before, no meds, some weed usage not that day however. No psychedelic use before that for about 7-8 years.
last meal: (Time and type)breakfast at around 8:30.
PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f)female
body weight: (in kg pls)I don't know kgs, about 150lbs
known sensitivities: wheat, sugar, hayfever? is that what is meant?
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form)Used various psychedelics for about 25 years off and on. First time with DMT. this is a report of my first dmt smoke experience then I go into a few of the next experiences right after that over the next 3 weeks.
BIOASSAY?
Substance(s): (list all taken substances)have tried over the years; mescalin, thc, mary jane, acid (many different kinds) and my fav-mushrooms- for this report it is DMT extraction-powder
Dose(s): (in the same order as Substances pls, use metric system i.e. g/ mg/ �g)this is too precise and specific for me. it was dmt someone gave my friend the night before, unspecified amount.
Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)smoked on top of weed from a nice glass pipe.
EFFECTSWOW! break right on through!
Administration time: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)
Duration: (x hours)half hour the first time to baseline
First effects: one hit and I passed it back while watching my friend dissolve into electric color burst noodle shapes
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)I was fully out for about 10 minutes and wavered in and out for about 10 more visuals for another 10.
Come down:
Baseline:about 30 min.
Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely.")4, yes 4
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4)best ever trip into the formerly unknown universe.
Implesantness: (0-4)when breaking through they were showing me where I was holding on had some discomfort
Visual Intensity: (0-4) The world as we usually know it disappeared so convincingly I was surprised for a second to come back. and to have a physical body that moves in the way we do.
.
.
.
AFTER-EFFECTSI can only describe open sudden understanding of something that is unutterable.
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)love like an all encompassing love.
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration)
REPORT
My friend and I are obsessed with Dzogchen, it's a kind of awareness-openness practice. We've both been on this path for about 6 years, consciously that is. Opening our notions of conventional reality. We both do it in different ways, he's been incredibly helpful to me. Our lives have changed for the better in dramatic ways.
He walked up to me with the biggest shit eating smirk, I knew something was up. A few weeks before he told me about dmt. He said if you really want to have your reality ripped out from under you, you should try it. A bit before, like 3 weeks or so I tripped on 5g mushrooms for the first time in about 7 years. It was the first time since my being on this particular path and it was an epic learning adventure! I had the call to learn more, so I researched DMT. I prayed it would somehow manifest in my life, and it did in a big way.
I now know for sure - that I do not know! ha! it's so friggin awesome!
THe first blastoff was about colors letting go and heart opening to receive information. From the first few seconds there were these big bright, brighter than bright blue green shiny beings came into my visual field, with like a pop sound. Their heads were shaped like 4 pointed stars, they had big smiles when they popped into my visual field it was like "ta daaaa!" They kept saying hey! They said when you need to relax say "wait".
They folded into and out of my body making it obvious where I needed to let go. I was distracted from them doing this by all of the other beings there and the colors and movement. They said so much that I'm still unpacking it.
I wish I could tell everyone that life is to be enjoyed, that to truly enjoy and be filled with joy is our true nature and to embody this is the biggest and best compliment to the cosmos and ourselves, that was the very first thing they showed me, and there is so much more--- but it all sounds so hippy dippy - I am not able to articulate it in ways that would be convincing. What kills me is I can't talk about it to anyone because it's considered an illicit drug. And there is so much more! My friend I did it with was like "dude I'm so envious-you were out longer than Ive seen anyone go for and you brought so much back." I attribute it to meditation and a calm open mind and my using mushrooms for conscious consciousness learning for so long in a responsible way. The opening was there already waiting to be used. These are exciting times, but we must relax into the flow. But EVERYONE can do this, everyone is a candidate for this, but everyone is so different. Sorry for the word vomit, I just haven't been able to say anything til right now and it was weeks ago.
Subsequent 2 blastoffs (2 tokes) were beautiful, one was the same day and one a day later. Colors, sounds, they were playing with me tickling me making me laugh like never before showing me the world, hills and waterfalls, picnic grounds and entities playing with color balls, but all in this color intense fluid mercury flow. Then, the 3rd time was dark in color with color bursts within the dark and I was being lead around, by someone or thing, there were definite paths and I was being lead on specific ones. I would point to other ones which would suddenly be veiled in clouds or smoke.
The next blast off a few days later, I took 3 tokes for the first time from a boiler, I was out for an entire 40 minutes. My friend shook my foot to bring me back. It was completely dark. I was shot through a tunnel then something folded itself into my body scanning it for what felt like an eternity. They/it told me my body was in trouble, I had to take care of it, I would be very sick soon otherwise it showed me where and I had to stop smoking cigarettes and weed and eat better. It said I had to let the tension of not talking out of my body. They knew I didn't talk much I guess. I had to integrate more. I spent a few days quietly meditating alone. Then I tried to blast off again. I broke through, one entity held up a pipe and said no more this-ayahuasca next. I cried. and he sent me back. I quit smoking entirely. It's been good. I opened up to my closest friends about my thoughts about how we should carry on our relationships in a more open way. It was rough but it's been good.
A week or so later I did 4g shrooms. They were there again. They said it's urgent I go to the Dr my right side is in trouble. I had at the time a small barely perceptible bump they showed it to me and said to have it checked. I went yeaterday and had a CT scan, no tumors, I talk to my dr next week. The lump is a swollen gland, since then there a bunch that are sore and the swelling is getting worse, the dr set up an appointment to do a removal or biopsy June 6th.
They also showed me about death, I was scared, they said don't do that, fear like this is a fantasy of the self, what we are showing you is a gift and now you have it. We don't really die in the way we think, the self dies when you let go of the fear and doubt but it's ok. there is nothing to fear. I'm still unpacking that one too. I have so much more confidence now. And freedom, and yes im a little confused about what to do next, but relax. Some part of me is like "I hope this is all true and not some dumb fantasy". I could be wrong.
I since saw a post by a man who went to Peru to heal with Aya this it the post Visit to the Amazon, Finale - DMT - Quality experience reports - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus
I am going to try to brew my own aya next month (when I get paid), but I think I (we all) would greatly benefit from authentic advise and treatment from a teacher like Don Ignacio, I feel him in my heart since seeing the video. I am particularly drawn to his dis approval of the more commercial vendors of the "soul medicines". I plan to continue my journey with Aya and will try with my limited income to arrange a trip to Peru.
Thanks for listening.
PRE-CONDITIONSYears of intermittent mushroom use as a teacher of consciousness opening training.
(mind)Set:It was a complete surprise-no purposeful mind setting, other than studying Dzogchen pretty intensively for a while. My friend walked up with a great big shit eating smirk and said "hey do you want to blast off?" I said, "hell yes!"
(physical condition) Set:healthy (I thought) 4y6 yr old.
Setting (location):Behind a stupa on a green hillside.
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?)about 10:30am pacific time in April warm sunny day.
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication)This is recent usage: acid a few months before and Mushrooms about 3 weeks before, no meds, some weed usage not that day however. No psychedelic use before that for about 7-8 years.
last meal: (Time and type)breakfast at around 8:30.
PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f)female
body weight: (in kg pls)I don't know kgs, about 150lbs
known sensitivities: wheat, sugar, hayfever? is that what is meant?
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form)Used various psychedelics for about 25 years off and on. First time with DMT. this is a report of my first dmt smoke experience then I go into a few of the next experiences right after that over the next 3 weeks.
BIOASSAY?
Substance(s): (list all taken substances)have tried over the years; mescalin, thc, mary jane, acid (many different kinds) and my fav-mushrooms- for this report it is DMT extraction-powder
Dose(s): (in the same order as Substances pls, use metric system i.e. g/ mg/ �g)this is too precise and specific for me. it was dmt someone gave my friend the night before, unspecified amount.
Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)smoked on top of weed from a nice glass pipe.
EFFECTSWOW! break right on through!
Administration time: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)
Duration: (x hours)half hour the first time to baseline
First effects: one hit and I passed it back while watching my friend dissolve into electric color burst noodle shapes
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)I was fully out for about 10 minutes and wavered in and out for about 10 more visuals for another 10.
Come down:
Baseline:about 30 min.
Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely.")4, yes 4
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4)best ever trip into the formerly unknown universe.
Implesantness: (0-4)when breaking through they were showing me where I was holding on had some discomfort
Visual Intensity: (0-4) The world as we usually know it disappeared so convincingly I was surprised for a second to come back. and to have a physical body that moves in the way we do.
.
.
.
AFTER-EFFECTSI can only describe open sudden understanding of something that is unutterable.
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)love like an all encompassing love.
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration)
REPORT
My friend and I are obsessed with Dzogchen, it's a kind of awareness-openness practice. We've both been on this path for about 6 years, consciously that is. Opening our notions of conventional reality. We both do it in different ways, he's been incredibly helpful to me. Our lives have changed for the better in dramatic ways.
He walked up to me with the biggest shit eating smirk, I knew something was up. A few weeks before he told me about dmt. He said if you really want to have your reality ripped out from under you, you should try it. A bit before, like 3 weeks or so I tripped on 5g mushrooms for the first time in about 7 years. It was the first time since my being on this particular path and it was an epic learning adventure! I had the call to learn more, so I researched DMT. I prayed it would somehow manifest in my life, and it did in a big way.
I now know for sure - that I do not know! ha! it's so friggin awesome!
THe first blastoff was about colors letting go and heart opening to receive information. From the first few seconds there were these big bright, brighter than bright blue green shiny beings came into my visual field, with like a pop sound. Their heads were shaped like 4 pointed stars, they had big smiles when they popped into my visual field it was like "ta daaaa!" They kept saying hey! They said when you need to relax say "wait".
They folded into and out of my body making it obvious where I needed to let go. I was distracted from them doing this by all of the other beings there and the colors and movement. They said so much that I'm still unpacking it.
I wish I could tell everyone that life is to be enjoyed, that to truly enjoy and be filled with joy is our true nature and to embody this is the biggest and best compliment to the cosmos and ourselves, that was the very first thing they showed me, and there is so much more--- but it all sounds so hippy dippy - I am not able to articulate it in ways that would be convincing. What kills me is I can't talk about it to anyone because it's considered an illicit drug. And there is so much more! My friend I did it with was like "dude I'm so envious-you were out longer than Ive seen anyone go for and you brought so much back." I attribute it to meditation and a calm open mind and my using mushrooms for conscious consciousness learning for so long in a responsible way. The opening was there already waiting to be used. These are exciting times, but we must relax into the flow. But EVERYONE can do this, everyone is a candidate for this, but everyone is so different. Sorry for the word vomit, I just haven't been able to say anything til right now and it was weeks ago.
Subsequent 2 blastoffs (2 tokes) were beautiful, one was the same day and one a day later. Colors, sounds, they were playing with me tickling me making me laugh like never before showing me the world, hills and waterfalls, picnic grounds and entities playing with color balls, but all in this color intense fluid mercury flow. Then, the 3rd time was dark in color with color bursts within the dark and I was being lead around, by someone or thing, there were definite paths and I was being lead on specific ones. I would point to other ones which would suddenly be veiled in clouds or smoke.
The next blast off a few days later, I took 3 tokes for the first time from a boiler, I was out for an entire 40 minutes. My friend shook my foot to bring me back. It was completely dark. I was shot through a tunnel then something folded itself into my body scanning it for what felt like an eternity. They/it told me my body was in trouble, I had to take care of it, I would be very sick soon otherwise it showed me where and I had to stop smoking cigarettes and weed and eat better. It said I had to let the tension of not talking out of my body. They knew I didn't talk much I guess. I had to integrate more. I spent a few days quietly meditating alone. Then I tried to blast off again. I broke through, one entity held up a pipe and said no more this-ayahuasca next. I cried. and he sent me back. I quit smoking entirely. It's been good. I opened up to my closest friends about my thoughts about how we should carry on our relationships in a more open way. It was rough but it's been good.
A week or so later I did 4g shrooms. They were there again. They said it's urgent I go to the Dr my right side is in trouble. I had at the time a small barely perceptible bump they showed it to me and said to have it checked. I went yeaterday and had a CT scan, no tumors, I talk to my dr next week. The lump is a swollen gland, since then there a bunch that are sore and the swelling is getting worse, the dr set up an appointment to do a removal or biopsy June 6th.
They also showed me about death, I was scared, they said don't do that, fear like this is a fantasy of the self, what we are showing you is a gift and now you have it. We don't really die in the way we think, the self dies when you let go of the fear and doubt but it's ok. there is nothing to fear. I'm still unpacking that one too. I have so much more confidence now. And freedom, and yes im a little confused about what to do next, but relax. Some part of me is like "I hope this is all true and not some dumb fantasy". I could be wrong.
I since saw a post by a man who went to Peru to heal with Aya this it the post Visit to the Amazon, Finale - DMT - Quality experience reports - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus
I am going to try to brew my own aya next month (when I get paid), but I think I (we all) would greatly benefit from authentic advise and treatment from a teacher like Don Ignacio, I feel him in my heart since seeing the video. I am particularly drawn to his dis approval of the more commercial vendors of the "soul medicines". I plan to continue my journey with Aya and will try with my limited income to arrange a trip to Peru.
Thanks for listening.
