Tothemachine
Rising Star
Hello everyone, you can call me TTM for short. I hope all of you are doing well. I guess this is the part where I describe a bit about who I am and why I am here. I'm 20 years of age and live a simple life. I tend to listen to every genre of music from Pink Floyd, Ray Lamontagne, DMX, and everything in between. These past couple years of my life have been quite enlightening and learning experience to say the least. Since I was fifteen I would smoke bud everyday like it was my job. Then when the new year started (2011) I had fallen into the wrong crowd and developed a nasty cocaine addiction. I spent every last dollar I earned on it and I'm still to this day ashamed of it.
Luckily though I had a falling out with this group of friends and with the support of my girlfriend of five years I've worked through it and have been clean for eleven months I haven't even toked. During this stretch of my life to where I'm at today time (Pre 2012) I've taken psilocybin six times and each have been wonderful experiences from walking around outside watching the rocks form in large stepping stones, uncontrollable laughter, the words of jesus and buddah running through my head, visuals of eyes, and a friendship ended shortly after one. Each and every time I'd partake in these experiences I would always digest an 8th.
When thinking back to those experiences I've always wanted something more. It was by fate that I'm even here right now. My JR year in highschool my physcology was talking about his trip overseas to India and a student brought up DMT. I remember thinking "wow that sounds like something that everyone should experience at least one." Fast forward now to the summer of graduation. My girlfriend and I decided to go to the mall. While we were walking through Barns and Nobel I was browsing the new age section and I saw Rick Strassman's DMT The Spiritual Molecule and thats when I became so fascinated with it. Reading his case notes were shocking to say the least and mind blowing that these experiences are similar to NDES and Alien Abductions. Now i just want to learn everything that I can.
Thank you to all of those who took the time to actually read through this life story. I have so many questions that unfortunately aren't meant for a intro thread. I have a very strong drive to learn all I can. Also I apologize for all grammar errors. The sloth in me had gotten the best. Thanks again for reading and take care.
(If any of this is unacceptable please have a mod remove this. I read the FAQ and the standard PM that noobs are issued and did not see this post as breaking the rules. I just wanted to give everyone a grasp about who I am like it suggested.)
Luckily though I had a falling out with this group of friends and with the support of my girlfriend of five years I've worked through it and have been clean for eleven months I haven't even toked. During this stretch of my life to where I'm at today time (Pre 2012) I've taken psilocybin six times and each have been wonderful experiences from walking around outside watching the rocks form in large stepping stones, uncontrollable laughter, the words of jesus and buddah running through my head, visuals of eyes, and a friendship ended shortly after one. Each and every time I'd partake in these experiences I would always digest an 8th.
When thinking back to those experiences I've always wanted something more. It was by fate that I'm even here right now. My JR year in highschool my physcology was talking about his trip overseas to India and a student brought up DMT. I remember thinking "wow that sounds like something that everyone should experience at least one." Fast forward now to the summer of graduation. My girlfriend and I decided to go to the mall. While we were walking through Barns and Nobel I was browsing the new age section and I saw Rick Strassman's DMT The Spiritual Molecule and thats when I became so fascinated with it. Reading his case notes were shocking to say the least and mind blowing that these experiences are similar to NDES and Alien Abductions. Now i just want to learn everything that I can.
Thank you to all of those who took the time to actually read through this life story. I have so many questions that unfortunately aren't meant for a intro thread. I have a very strong drive to learn all I can. Also I apologize for all grammar errors. The sloth in me had gotten the best. Thanks again for reading and take care.
(If any of this is unacceptable please have a mod remove this. I read the FAQ and the standard PM that noobs are issued and did not see this post as breaking the rules. I just wanted to give everyone a grasp about who I am like it suggested.)
. Congratulations on kicking your addiction and staying clean. Many of us have come from similar backgrounds and can understand how difficult this can be.
