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Rising Star
My first DMT trip was beautiful, amazing, insane.
However, I think I am no longer capable of normal hallucinations. My last two breakthroughs have been visions of sorts. More like full blown dreams. I do not experience patterns or colors. I see people, humans. My last breakthrough I was able to relive my Harvest fest experience in 15 minutes (10 hits lsd, 3,5g blunt, 3,5g mushrooms, ,2g MDMA, FAT bowl dmt).
I hit the bong, loaded with over 75mg white ass spice in an ash sandwich. I hold it forever and I exhale. 2 seconds later, my vision shatters like a pane of glass and I close my eyes. I remember thinking that every time I smoke DMT my eyes go to one particular spot in my vision. I always look slightly to the right and up. My eyes get to that certain spot and then something 'clicks' and i go to hyperspace.
This trip I realized the Secret. I knew who God was, or at least where he was. I forced myself out of the trip pre-ego death because I had come across this Answer, the Answer to everything and I had to tell my brother and his friend. I felt the DMT/God pulling me towards it but I had to resist, I wasn't ready to go There.
Afterward, I felt completely mind-raped. I feel like I'm going crazy. During that trip, I KNEW with all my heart where GOD was, the creator of everyone and everything. The answer is at Harvest fest. I can go there to Ascend. I can live there forever in pure happiness, but I have to leave everyone behind.
How do you guys deal with "revelations" while in hyperspace? I know that these thoughts are obviously insane but I can't help think, What if? What if the second coming is now and God is there?
Also, why the fuck am I not getting any visuals? Visuals are limited to a "filter" on my 3rd eye. Its not my normal vison that gets affected but my mind's eye. I can see fine and I know what things are but it feels like there is kind of a haze on everything. Sometimes that haze can do visual type things.
I'm sure I make no sense but it really bothers me that I don;t get the same beautiful visions anymore.
However, I think I am no longer capable of normal hallucinations. My last two breakthroughs have been visions of sorts. More like full blown dreams. I do not experience patterns or colors. I see people, humans. My last breakthrough I was able to relive my Harvest fest experience in 15 minutes (10 hits lsd, 3,5g blunt, 3,5g mushrooms, ,2g MDMA, FAT bowl dmt).
I hit the bong, loaded with over 75mg white ass spice in an ash sandwich. I hold it forever and I exhale. 2 seconds later, my vision shatters like a pane of glass and I close my eyes. I remember thinking that every time I smoke DMT my eyes go to one particular spot in my vision. I always look slightly to the right and up. My eyes get to that certain spot and then something 'clicks' and i go to hyperspace.
This trip I realized the Secret. I knew who God was, or at least where he was. I forced myself out of the trip pre-ego death because I had come across this Answer, the Answer to everything and I had to tell my brother and his friend. I felt the DMT/God pulling me towards it but I had to resist, I wasn't ready to go There.
Afterward, I felt completely mind-raped. I feel like I'm going crazy. During that trip, I KNEW with all my heart where GOD was, the creator of everyone and everything. The answer is at Harvest fest. I can go there to Ascend. I can live there forever in pure happiness, but I have to leave everyone behind.
How do you guys deal with "revelations" while in hyperspace? I know that these thoughts are obviously insane but I can't help think, What if? What if the second coming is now and God is there?
Also, why the fuck am I not getting any visuals? Visuals are limited to a "filter" on my 3rd eye. Its not my normal vison that gets affected but my mind's eye. I can see fine and I know what things are but it feels like there is kind of a haze on everything. Sometimes that haze can do visual type things.
I'm sure I make no sense but it really bothers me that I don;t get the same beautiful visions anymore.