I concur with Jamie - great first post! Some of the descriptions of yourself remind me of myself (mostly the critical ones!:shock: )  You strike me as an introspective, caring individual who is endeavouring to change and accept that change as it comes. You seem to be getting a lot from the molecule so far, and I am sure there is much to follow if you are willing to put in the work.

Welcome to the nexus.

JBArk