I dont post a lot, but recently i had two diferent dmt experiences i would like to share with you guys
First of all, i had smoked dmt 5 times till today, 5 sessions.
My 2 first experiences were pretty much exactly to the whole Terence Mckenna thing, the whole " enteties, aliens, multiple dimensions, universe being created by sounds
, and timeless" thing. Regarding to time an interest thing happend to me in my most strong expererience.
I was always interested in science and philosophy and i knew rattionally,with my mind only, thru Physics, science and reading things, that our notion of time, of a
linear time is totally ridiculous!!!
I had that "infinty, timeless" feeling with mushroom before, but on the dmt experience thiw was infinitly stronger. I even said to my friend, Endlesness,
-" time is an ilusion!!!" and laugh so hard i almost cry, like i always do in psychedelics, i laugh a lot about our normal state, how fools we are, how ridicoulus our notions of time and "I" we have on normal, ordinary consciense state.
This was one aspect.
The other one,was that the whole thing was not about me!!!
It wasant about my problems, life and memory.
I had a lot of lsd and one big mushroom experience before, and both of them had a lot of personal material thru the journey.
But dmt was more like an introduction to this new dimensions, full of inteligence, life, multiple dimensions visuals, cordenated movement and beautiful colors.
I actually saw the "elfmachinery", like live machines, with little "alien-elf" faces in them.
I was connecetd to them by some kind of "biological-techonological" cables, like the tentacles of a giant being.
In the beggining of the "ride, i was in the "Tunnel", with colours, entieties, multiple dimension shapes.
The second stage, right before the breaktrough, i felt i was in the "Dome", very underground, like every body says about.
A lot of enteties were showing me things, and besides from the fact it seemed a dome, the dimensions were all crazy, i mean, there were a lot of "new directions" my eyes could see.
After the actual moment of the breakthorugh, with the "passing a membrane" thing, there was a kind of "alien elf-like" entetie that "guided" me from this underground dome place"
to another new place. In this new place, i woke up in this kind of "criogenic capsule", very similar to those on sci fi movies.
It was like the "upper floor" of the Dome, like the part of the Dome everybody cans see. The "Upper Dome" was located in a middle of an "alien magic" forest.
I was in an actual place, with a sky, a ground of green grass, and the most strong colours i
ever saw. It was a kind of a forest with this technological engines all around.
I was amazed how i could be experiencing this. After "woking up" in this place( and taking of a kind of technological gear in my head, like a techie helmet!!!)
i saw some yellow enteties. I assume they were the "tykes" since that, diferent from the other enteties i saw on that place, they didint had faces or arms, they were more
like a bunch of 0 pilles, like this-0.
0
0
0
And the first thing they did was enter inside of me, thru my mouth. Suddenlly all this enteties and strange symbols, like alien letters, started to enter me. At that point i started
to have this amazing force thru my mouth, i couldnt control, i startet to do all these strange sounds, not words, but sounds, and they were becoming the universe!!! The sounds
came out of my mouth and they actually became the new "universe". Exactly like Mckenna described.
Right after that moment playng with the hability to recreate the universe i am surrounded
with sounds, i pass to this kind of "tour" on that place. First they were showing me rooms, amazing multiple dimensions rooms
In that new Dome, the entietes guided me to a bizarre "tour" thru these rooms, beautiful multiple dimensions rooms. The rooms semmed to point to diferent enteties, and yet, at the same
time i felt that some particular entetie was my guide, like i was merged with that guide in a amazing connection.
All this information was being passed seemed were so clear and obvious to me, like i wasnat discovering some new thing, but more liken i was reencoutering with something long gone.
It was almost like they were "saying" this:
" See, you already know us, we are "here", all the time. We are part of the universe and we want to share knowledge with you.
Besides from this they were actually showing me these beatiful places, rooms, cities, and other things i cannot name it!!!
At that point of the trip i was kind of more "used" to being in that state, so i started to talk with my friend, Endlesness. I said that for a moment
i forgot i wasant he!!! My ego was so diluded with everything, that i coudlnt separet me from him!!! We laugh some much at that at the time!!!
I also said, again, that our notion of time is ridiculous and laugh so hard i almost cried.
Besides from that, i felt, thru the wholle thing, a sense that i knewed this place. A sense that i had been there before
I felt i was home so strongly, that i started to whine like a little child when i was coming down. There was a lot of heat,love, and peace coming out of that universe
to me. I felt i had been there before, and i felt it was actually "here". No matter how alien and bizarre it was, I felt it was "here".
I dont know how people interpret "here", but to me, it was all "here".
All the experience was really beautiful and i will never forget the teachings and thing that where show to me.
Ok, this was the most strong experience. After that i smoked more two times. But not very strong, only two small strokes.
And to my surprise, in the last time, i had weak visuals, i didnt see no faces, no enteties, all i could see were forms and shapes, but with the classic "black" background of closed eyes.
Was like i was in that "place" but not with full presence, just a glimpse of it.
And something diferent happened with my mind. Is very dificult to describe it, to put in words, but i will give it a shoot.
First of all there was this amazing comunication with "them". It wasant like hearing a little voise inside my mind, it was more like, I was thinking, but it wasant
myu thoughts. It was "them", thinking thru me... they were sendind me messages, and the main message was:
." We are part of you. It is in you. We are you, and you are us. You may feel the separation, but that's an illusion. We are with you, and no one can take that from
you or from us. We love you all the time, cuz how can we not love what is ourselves???
At some point, an idea came to me, to write it all down in my notebook. but both me and "them", started to laugh!!!
They "said"
- You cannot write this down, cuz words can only comunicate with the mind. They cannot give you the real experience of what is being writen!!!"
It was all about love and healing. The strange thing was that all the time they were saying to me that they had a lot to tell me, a lot of secrets to share, but if i
wanted to knew it all, i had to smoke again, and go all the way!!!
IN all my previous experiences i had felt love, warm and the feeling i know "them", but never before i felt so connected to them.
That whats surprised me a lot. All the time thru this last trip, they were showing me how we are the same thing. But, besides from that, they also told me, and this is
very confusing to me, that there are "other" that is not part of me. There are "others" that are not part of me, and this is not a reason to fear them.
what is the conclusion of all of this??
I always had the idea that spice was a portal that alowed me to enter new dimensions of the exterior multiple dimension universe, not in my mind. Actual new dimension that are simply unacessible to my normal state
of consciosness.
I never thought about it, the "Hyperspace", as a part of me. i thought about it as being a part of the reality i dont have acess normally.
I never thought in a Junginian way, explaining everything as "archetypes" inside my mind. But since i never close my mind to any explanation, now i got to say i have
new factors to consider. Maybe we will never know if what spice introduces to us is a part of ourselves, or if it is a portal to exterior realities.
The eye is the gate to the individual soul, and the music is the gate to the Human Soul.
Aumumano
First of all, i had smoked dmt 5 times till today, 5 sessions.
My 2 first experiences were pretty much exactly to the whole Terence Mckenna thing, the whole " enteties, aliens, multiple dimensions, universe being created by sounds
, and timeless" thing. Regarding to time an interest thing happend to me in my most strong expererience.
I was always interested in science and philosophy and i knew rattionally,with my mind only, thru Physics, science and reading things, that our notion of time, of a
linear time is totally ridiculous!!!
I had that "infinty, timeless" feeling with mushroom before, but on the dmt experience thiw was infinitly stronger. I even said to my friend, Endlesness,
-" time is an ilusion!!!" and laugh so hard i almost cry, like i always do in psychedelics, i laugh a lot about our normal state, how fools we are, how ridicoulus our notions of time and "I" we have on normal, ordinary consciense state.
This was one aspect.
The other one,was that the whole thing was not about me!!!
It wasant about my problems, life and memory.
I had a lot of lsd and one big mushroom experience before, and both of them had a lot of personal material thru the journey.
But dmt was more like an introduction to this new dimensions, full of inteligence, life, multiple dimensions visuals, cordenated movement and beautiful colors.
I actually saw the "elfmachinery", like live machines, with little "alien-elf" faces in them.
I was connecetd to them by some kind of "biological-techonological" cables, like the tentacles of a giant being.
In the beggining of the "ride, i was in the "Tunnel", with colours, entieties, multiple dimension shapes.
The second stage, right before the breaktrough, i felt i was in the "Dome", very underground, like every body says about.
A lot of enteties were showing me things, and besides from the fact it seemed a dome, the dimensions were all crazy, i mean, there were a lot of "new directions" my eyes could see.
After the actual moment of the breakthorugh, with the "passing a membrane" thing, there was a kind of "alien elf-like" entetie that "guided" me from this underground dome place"
to another new place. In this new place, i woke up in this kind of "criogenic capsule", very similar to those on sci fi movies.
It was like the "upper floor" of the Dome, like the part of the Dome everybody cans see. The "Upper Dome" was located in a middle of an "alien magic" forest.
I was in an actual place, with a sky, a ground of green grass, and the most strong colours i
ever saw. It was a kind of a forest with this technological engines all around.
I was amazed how i could be experiencing this. After "woking up" in this place( and taking of a kind of technological gear in my head, like a techie helmet!!!)
i saw some yellow enteties. I assume they were the "tykes" since that, diferent from the other enteties i saw on that place, they didint had faces or arms, they were more
like a bunch of 0 pilles, like this-0.
0
0
0
And the first thing they did was enter inside of me, thru my mouth. Suddenlly all this enteties and strange symbols, like alien letters, started to enter me. At that point i started
to have this amazing force thru my mouth, i couldnt control, i startet to do all these strange sounds, not words, but sounds, and they were becoming the universe!!! The sounds
came out of my mouth and they actually became the new "universe". Exactly like Mckenna described.
Right after that moment playng with the hability to recreate the universe i am surrounded
with sounds, i pass to this kind of "tour" on that place. First they were showing me rooms, amazing multiple dimensions rooms
In that new Dome, the entietes guided me to a bizarre "tour" thru these rooms, beautiful multiple dimensions rooms. The rooms semmed to point to diferent enteties, and yet, at the same
time i felt that some particular entetie was my guide, like i was merged with that guide in a amazing connection.
All this information was being passed seemed were so clear and obvious to me, like i wasnat discovering some new thing, but more liken i was reencoutering with something long gone.
It was almost like they were "saying" this:
" See, you already know us, we are "here", all the time. We are part of the universe and we want to share knowledge with you.
Besides from this they were actually showing me these beatiful places, rooms, cities, and other things i cannot name it!!!
At that point of the trip i was kind of more "used" to being in that state, so i started to talk with my friend, Endlesness. I said that for a moment
i forgot i wasant he!!! My ego was so diluded with everything, that i coudlnt separet me from him!!! We laugh some much at that at the time!!!
I also said, again, that our notion of time is ridiculous and laugh so hard i almost cried.
Besides from that, i felt, thru the wholle thing, a sense that i knewed this place. A sense that i had been there before
I felt i was home so strongly, that i started to whine like a little child when i was coming down. There was a lot of heat,love, and peace coming out of that universe
to me. I felt i had been there before, and i felt it was actually "here". No matter how alien and bizarre it was, I felt it was "here".
I dont know how people interpret "here", but to me, it was all "here".
All the experience was really beautiful and i will never forget the teachings and thing that where show to me.
Ok, this was the most strong experience. After that i smoked more two times. But not very strong, only two small strokes.
And to my surprise, in the last time, i had weak visuals, i didnt see no faces, no enteties, all i could see were forms and shapes, but with the classic "black" background of closed eyes.
Was like i was in that "place" but not with full presence, just a glimpse of it.
And something diferent happened with my mind. Is very dificult to describe it, to put in words, but i will give it a shoot.
First of all there was this amazing comunication with "them". It wasant like hearing a little voise inside my mind, it was more like, I was thinking, but it wasant
myu thoughts. It was "them", thinking thru me... they were sendind me messages, and the main message was:
." We are part of you. It is in you. We are you, and you are us. You may feel the separation, but that's an illusion. We are with you, and no one can take that from
you or from us. We love you all the time, cuz how can we not love what is ourselves???
At some point, an idea came to me, to write it all down in my notebook. but both me and "them", started to laugh!!!
They "said"
- You cannot write this down, cuz words can only comunicate with the mind. They cannot give you the real experience of what is being writen!!!"
It was all about love and healing. The strange thing was that all the time they were saying to me that they had a lot to tell me, a lot of secrets to share, but if i
wanted to knew it all, i had to smoke again, and go all the way!!!
IN all my previous experiences i had felt love, warm and the feeling i know "them", but never before i felt so connected to them.
That whats surprised me a lot. All the time thru this last trip, they were showing me how we are the same thing. But, besides from that, they also told me, and this is
very confusing to me, that there are "other" that is not part of me. There are "others" that are not part of me, and this is not a reason to fear them.
what is the conclusion of all of this??
I always had the idea that spice was a portal that alowed me to enter new dimensions of the exterior multiple dimension universe, not in my mind. Actual new dimension that are simply unacessible to my normal state
of consciosness.
I never thought about it, the "Hyperspace", as a part of me. i thought about it as being a part of the reality i dont have acess normally.
I never thought in a Junginian way, explaining everything as "archetypes" inside my mind. But since i never close my mind to any explanation, now i got to say i have
new factors to consider. Maybe we will never know if what spice introduces to us is a part of ourselves, or if it is a portal to exterior realities.
The eye is the gate to the individual soul, and the music is the gate to the Human Soul.
Aumumano
