ghostman
Rising Star
I made two sets of Changa recently, both at 1:1 ratio with Spice. I made
1) Electric Sheep (ES)
2) Ayahuasca Android (AA)
The ES is amazing and a super-explosive, orgasmic cosmo-bomb that operates at recursive consciousness-twisting levels. I have another thread about ES here.
I have now started working with the AA. AA is very weird, very different. First I need to tell you about my normal breakthrough space.
On freebase Spice I enter a Quantum space. I am mostly accompanied by a Mantis-Serpent female and a Jester. It's a vivid, bright jimjam space. On ES I entered the same place bit with an Orgasmic twist. The same jester, only more electric and active, more playful. The Serpent lady is there too.
I have been told that I flicker my fingers when in Hyperspace, I can feel the tongues of snakes flickering at me, all over, on my face and especially on my fingertips. I have been told that my tongue flickers from side to side, like that of a serpent. I gag and splutter, pushing something out from within me, out of my mouth. I feel a massive release after these journeys, I exhale heavily as I feel so much has been exorcised from my consciousness.
With Freebase Spice and ES I am strapped to a canon and blasted away. There is no tunnel, I am literally blasted straight into Hyperspace.
Now, about Ayahuasca Android.
The first time I smoked it I found myself being sucked in more than blasted off. I found myself burrowing in the earth, the colors were earthy browns and the Chrysanthemum appeared as the face of a giant worm that was pushing me through subterranean rooms. It was more drawn out, a slower experience, more earthy and grounded and more jungly than jimjam.
The last time I smoked AA, I hit the bong, it took me two hits, the stuff comes on strong and quickly too. I managed to finish what was in the bowl, however by the end I had no idea what I was holding in my hand, the bong started to glitter gold and green.
The objects in my living room turned into Totems, I started out eyes open and eyes closed, it all merged and became the same thing.
The feeling of IT (her, she) now felt more like a mother figure, more like a teacher. I got the message that this was work of a different nature. On Freebase the work that 'they' do is right in my head with probes and they are programming my CI (Consciousness Interface) - they are mapping me, finding the optimal method of plugging me into the shared consciousness.
With the AA it became very twiny and jungly, I was being confronted with the whole serpentine motif (which sometimes leaves me feeling apprehensive). I am beginning to wonder if the serpent is my totem, it seems to dominate all of my journeys. This time the serpent wasn't within me, everything seemed to be external, it was trying to envelop me, consume me. The Grandmother AA was trying to get me to surrender to it and I was holding back. I did not let her take me. I was being told to let myself be consumed by the serpent.
The serpent tongue was tasting me, smelling me, flickering all over me. I eventually pulled myself out of the Journey. I was left with the distinct feeling and resounding message that there was work to do on this, very different level than I am used to. The Mother that resides in the AA is calling me back and telling me to become the serpent, to let it devour me, to be consumed. She is telling me to let the serpent consume me instead of the fear.
I wonder if AA is so different, if it has this very different quality because of the inclusion of more traditional ingredients (Caapi, Challiponga)?
It draws me in, sucks me inwards and feels more like Aya brew from what I have read. I have never been involved in an Aya ceremony or taken the brew.
What are your thoughts,
Peace and Love.
1) Electric Sheep (ES)
2) Ayahuasca Android (AA)
The ES is amazing and a super-explosive, orgasmic cosmo-bomb that operates at recursive consciousness-twisting levels. I have another thread about ES here.
I have now started working with the AA. AA is very weird, very different. First I need to tell you about my normal breakthrough space.
On freebase Spice I enter a Quantum space. I am mostly accompanied by a Mantis-Serpent female and a Jester. It's a vivid, bright jimjam space. On ES I entered the same place bit with an Orgasmic twist. The same jester, only more electric and active, more playful. The Serpent lady is there too.
I have been told that I flicker my fingers when in Hyperspace, I can feel the tongues of snakes flickering at me, all over, on my face and especially on my fingertips. I have been told that my tongue flickers from side to side, like that of a serpent. I gag and splutter, pushing something out from within me, out of my mouth. I feel a massive release after these journeys, I exhale heavily as I feel so much has been exorcised from my consciousness.
With Freebase Spice and ES I am strapped to a canon and blasted away. There is no tunnel, I am literally blasted straight into Hyperspace.
Now, about Ayahuasca Android.
The first time I smoked it I found myself being sucked in more than blasted off. I found myself burrowing in the earth, the colors were earthy browns and the Chrysanthemum appeared as the face of a giant worm that was pushing me through subterranean rooms. It was more drawn out, a slower experience, more earthy and grounded and more jungly than jimjam.
The last time I smoked AA, I hit the bong, it took me two hits, the stuff comes on strong and quickly too. I managed to finish what was in the bowl, however by the end I had no idea what I was holding in my hand, the bong started to glitter gold and green.
The objects in my living room turned into Totems, I started out eyes open and eyes closed, it all merged and became the same thing.
The feeling of IT (her, she) now felt more like a mother figure, more like a teacher. I got the message that this was work of a different nature. On Freebase the work that 'they' do is right in my head with probes and they are programming my CI (Consciousness Interface) - they are mapping me, finding the optimal method of plugging me into the shared consciousness.
With the AA it became very twiny and jungly, I was being confronted with the whole serpentine motif (which sometimes leaves me feeling apprehensive). I am beginning to wonder if the serpent is my totem, it seems to dominate all of my journeys. This time the serpent wasn't within me, everything seemed to be external, it was trying to envelop me, consume me. The Grandmother AA was trying to get me to surrender to it and I was holding back. I did not let her take me. I was being told to let myself be consumed by the serpent.
The serpent tongue was tasting me, smelling me, flickering all over me. I eventually pulled myself out of the Journey. I was left with the distinct feeling and resounding message that there was work to do on this, very different level than I am used to. The Mother that resides in the AA is calling me back and telling me to become the serpent, to let it devour me, to be consumed. She is telling me to let the serpent consume me instead of the fear.
I wonder if AA is so different, if it has this very different quality because of the inclusion of more traditional ingredients (Caapi, Challiponga)?
It draws me in, sucks me inwards and feels more like Aya brew from what I have read. I have never been involved in an Aya ceremony or taken the brew.
What are your thoughts,
Peace and Love.
