mad_banshee
Rising Star
The other evening, on my boat, at anchor, after full dark, after taking the time to prepare fully with creature comfort and state of mind readiness, I took a good size hit.
I was in total darkness, so eyes closed or open made no difference. The world opened up SO easily with almost no feeling of launch, just a smooth transition to the world of impossible and amazing geometry. The transition was SO smooth that there was almost no awe or wonder this time. It was as if the spice reality and this earthy one are one in the same ( and I guess they really are.)
This easy acceptance of the spice experience after spending so many fearful and forcefull launches in my first learning trials is such a large change in hyperspace entry for me! I owe a lot of gratitude to those on this forum who, over the past months, walked me through my fears.
Now that spice has become such an easy tool to use I feel that it will be interesting to see where it takes me. I just today mentioned on another forum about how I'm pretty much done with salvia divinorum as I've gone through all the learning I feel I could over the past several years with that and the experience has come to a peak flatlining type of experience for me, powerful in that I feel that I could let go if I wanted to I think but same old same old and getting boring. I hope spice never gets that way, but has anyone experienced spice getting boring?
Has anyone else experienced that in proper set and setting the hyperspace launch experience becomes so much smoother, almost un-noticeable?
I was in total darkness, so eyes closed or open made no difference. The world opened up SO easily with almost no feeling of launch, just a smooth transition to the world of impossible and amazing geometry. The transition was SO smooth that there was almost no awe or wonder this time. It was as if the spice reality and this earthy one are one in the same ( and I guess they really are.)
This easy acceptance of the spice experience after spending so many fearful and forcefull launches in my first learning trials is such a large change in hyperspace entry for me! I owe a lot of gratitude to those on this forum who, over the past months, walked me through my fears.
Now that spice has become such an easy tool to use I feel that it will be interesting to see where it takes me. I just today mentioned on another forum about how I'm pretty much done with salvia divinorum as I've gone through all the learning I feel I could over the past several years with that and the experience has come to a peak flatlining type of experience for me, powerful in that I feel that I could let go if I wanted to I think but same old same old and getting boring. I hope spice never gets that way, but has anyone experienced spice getting boring?
Has anyone else experienced that in proper set and setting the hyperspace launch experience becomes so much smoother, almost un-noticeable?