tryptographer
tryptamine photographer
Yesterday I had a gram of mushrooms and Rue harmalas in my system (along with some Duvel beer I have to admit). Then I felt the 'Call'. I cleared my head, took a deep breath and smoked some DMT (testtube method, highly efficient the way I do it).
Hardly any visuals but a huge information flood. Access granted! I've been there numerous times, much more than I remember, this whole alternative existence floods back into my memory. I know I have family, friends, a whole life up there... it's almost too much to handle... how many lives am I living?? What/who am I? This is beyond birth and death!?
'They' were ready to tell me who I really am, but a creeping fear of going permanently insane held me back and I decided to postpone that moment of great revelation politely until ready... as far as one can ever be ready. Even a glimpse of this huge magnificent alternative life was enough to shake my bones.
At the moment I'm just too much involved in working, surviving, paying the bills etc... but I'll be back better prepared and ready for anything!
Life is sooo much deeper and bigger than we realize. It's simply impossible to exaggerate what the mind is capable of with catalysts like DMT and mushrooms, I'm eternally grateful for these powertools! Learning how to operate in multiple realities is the key, that's all... and staying well grounded at the same time
Hardly any visuals but a huge information flood. Access granted! I've been there numerous times, much more than I remember, this whole alternative existence floods back into my memory. I know I have family, friends, a whole life up there... it's almost too much to handle... how many lives am I living?? What/who am I? This is beyond birth and death!?
'They' were ready to tell me who I really am, but a creeping fear of going permanently insane held me back and I decided to postpone that moment of great revelation politely until ready... as far as one can ever be ready. Even a glimpse of this huge magnificent alternative life was enough to shake my bones.
At the moment I'm just too much involved in working, surviving, paying the bills etc... but I'll be back better prepared and ready for anything!
Life is sooo much deeper and bigger than we realize. It's simply impossible to exaggerate what the mind is capable of with catalysts like DMT and mushrooms, I'm eternally grateful for these powertools! Learning how to operate in multiple realities is the key, that's all... and staying well grounded at the same time