QuantumToad
Rising Star
Recently I was channeled in some information by a friend who has a gift to tap into the akashic records or collective unconscious or whatever you wanna call it, as for the last 7 years or so, since about the time when I got into hard drugs and powerful substances, I have been dealing with heart-issues, physical and emotional pain in the heart area, and bleeding gums/gum-disease, dental decay and candida and I feel I have been energetically targeted and attacked by interdimensional parasiticial entities or created this experience somehow unconsciously.
At one point I was on very pure path, quit alcohol and cannabis from my teenage years, meditating daily, eating clean organic food and moved into a love-based vibration with my first partner, that love amplified the positive energy but eventually years later I got back to weed and cannabis and even MDMA with friends I would escape to deal with my troubles at home, and this is where I felt something dark seeping in, yet I only realized years later, I had sort of drifted from the pure path into the dark again, only this time I was a bigger target for the dark, and DMT was later involved, and LSD and all these substances, which initially gave me beautiful experiences, I felt sometimes soul and heart energy was being drained more and more, especially on MDMA, I felt no euphoria or love whatsoever after a while, it became like cocaine, was abusing it at least once every couple weeks for a year or two, only to feel that love and connection again...
I remember a moment on DMT where I asked for some healing and 3 infinity tall mantis like beings with blue-alien heads were above me doing some-kind of energy work, they were removing or placing orbs of light in my body, and although I do not remember feeling much negativity there, I never knew if they were positive or negative experience as I kinda blanked out multiple times on DMT going from extremely terrifying to extremely blissfull, a lot of childhood traumas and forgotten memories would flash in and our of my consciousness, felt like I killed myself in a not so good way.
On MDMA i would often feel like parasites or worms buzzing around my heart space and my partner would often cry she felt she was the cause I had lost my ability to love and feel, even on MDMA as we would do it for therapeutic purposes to help save our relationship, I felt it may have been counter-productive in this case. It was a very toxic relationship near the end and I feel I kept running to my friends who were still in the old habits of drinking and doing drugs because my partner and I would fight often, both living with our parents and not having a loving space of our own, there was a lot of interference from them, and all their dark energy seeped into us from our friends and families and I feel destroyed what we once had. On LSD it felt like a mental deception, although blissfull, there was something odd going on in the background, like a type of energy-siphoning, only on mushrooms I felt protected and connected, cannabis was also somewhere in the middle.
I learned years later that any substance made (synthetically) often opens a lot of energetic portals in your aura which allows many dark entities to come in and cause havoc on your system that can take weeks, months or even years to leave, especially if you do not know they are there draining your life force, that only naturally occurring medicines that grow from nature, like mushrooms, cactus, cannabis, iboga ect,.. have sort of (fail-safes) god instilled in nature which prevent portals being prematurely blown open and other entities coming in and hijacking the system. Man-made substances or artificial and synthetic in nature do not have those safe-measures so they are risky for most people, only the highest trained yogis or shamans can hold it together without hijacking.
Most people who go and abuse these substances at festivals get hijacked, festivals are big feeding ground for the dark side of consciousness, which results into their poorer choices in life, more drugs, more junk food, random sex changes, random name changes, destroyed relationships, behavior changes ect... almost as if something else has taken over, luckily my history of meditation and connecting to nature has kept me stronger to some degree, although not as strong as I believed I was. I guess this is why in ancient times you have a master to guide and protect you, or a guru, or a shaman, but we were never taught this in the western world.
Long story short, recently my friend was in a meditative trance and I asked about why I am loosing my teeth and gums still bleed regardless of all the dental work I do and hygiene I keep and my heart is still in pain, I struggle to feel emotions and release as deeply and my breast-bone has been very sore to touch for almost a decade now? Now what she said was not too surprising but also very interesting and somewhat frightening, but more so saddening. She said it is a result of at one point or multiple occasions some inter-dimensional-parasitical races seeped in, or I may have made some agreement to allow them in during my psychedelic journey's, one of the main ones around the gum line are called the zetar or zeta made their way in as they are higher dimensional beings who require host human bodies to survive, although being a strong soul, they cannot fully take over, so they hijack the parts that siphon the most life energy, your smile and your heart, being some of the biggest assets of positivity, and because apparently I was a threat to the dark in some ways, I was exposing such energies often, they noticed me more than others around, as does everyone who has potential to carry such light and truth.
Now I have done so much healing work, believe me the last 10 years I been focusing on healing daily, and nothing has helped clear these energies or entities out for good, and I feel because they were created or intercepted my energy-field at a higher level than the physical. Now I know some people could say these are just stories and beliefs you have made into a reality and I understand that but this is not the first time I hear the same thing, not only for myself but others who also experience long term health issues regardless of what they do physically. We did a little research and found out these zetarians are actually mentioned in star-trek, and my friend has never watched startrek in her life, they were only mentioned in one episode out of thousands of episodes, some strange thing I never heard before either, has anyone dealt with something like this and was able to over come it. I also read a book talking about healing the DNA through sound vibrations and harmonics, and that a fragmented energy body from a parasitical attack on the thyroid often results in gum disease and heart disease, my throat also hurts for years, especially if I raise my voice.
So I am here asking for some help, I am exhausted on every level to the point of leaving this world, I am only 30s and my health is decaying badly regardless of diet and my teeth and gums are losing bone and structure. And yes I have taken many types of anti-parasitical herbs and done many detox protocols, again I feel its a higher dimensional one that I don't feel can be addressed as much physically. Sometimes when I do a dry fast for a few days or go into nature for a long time or juice cleanse for a month or so I notice more light and power within my being but I cannot do that indefinitely and need help. I could always try find somewhere to live in the bush, I haven't found a suitable place though.
Thank you all, calling out for anyone who can help or has any words of advice.
At one point I was on very pure path, quit alcohol and cannabis from my teenage years, meditating daily, eating clean organic food and moved into a love-based vibration with my first partner, that love amplified the positive energy but eventually years later I got back to weed and cannabis and even MDMA with friends I would escape to deal with my troubles at home, and this is where I felt something dark seeping in, yet I only realized years later, I had sort of drifted from the pure path into the dark again, only this time I was a bigger target for the dark, and DMT was later involved, and LSD and all these substances, which initially gave me beautiful experiences, I felt sometimes soul and heart energy was being drained more and more, especially on MDMA, I felt no euphoria or love whatsoever after a while, it became like cocaine, was abusing it at least once every couple weeks for a year or two, only to feel that love and connection again...
I remember a moment on DMT where I asked for some healing and 3 infinity tall mantis like beings with blue-alien heads were above me doing some-kind of energy work, they were removing or placing orbs of light in my body, and although I do not remember feeling much negativity there, I never knew if they were positive or negative experience as I kinda blanked out multiple times on DMT going from extremely terrifying to extremely blissfull, a lot of childhood traumas and forgotten memories would flash in and our of my consciousness, felt like I killed myself in a not so good way.
On MDMA i would often feel like parasites or worms buzzing around my heart space and my partner would often cry she felt she was the cause I had lost my ability to love and feel, even on MDMA as we would do it for therapeutic purposes to help save our relationship, I felt it may have been counter-productive in this case. It was a very toxic relationship near the end and I feel I kept running to my friends who were still in the old habits of drinking and doing drugs because my partner and I would fight often, both living with our parents and not having a loving space of our own, there was a lot of interference from them, and all their dark energy seeped into us from our friends and families and I feel destroyed what we once had. On LSD it felt like a mental deception, although blissfull, there was something odd going on in the background, like a type of energy-siphoning, only on mushrooms I felt protected and connected, cannabis was also somewhere in the middle.
I learned years later that any substance made (synthetically) often opens a lot of energetic portals in your aura which allows many dark entities to come in and cause havoc on your system that can take weeks, months or even years to leave, especially if you do not know they are there draining your life force, that only naturally occurring medicines that grow from nature, like mushrooms, cactus, cannabis, iboga ect,.. have sort of (fail-safes) god instilled in nature which prevent portals being prematurely blown open and other entities coming in and hijacking the system. Man-made substances or artificial and synthetic in nature do not have those safe-measures so they are risky for most people, only the highest trained yogis or shamans can hold it together without hijacking.
Most people who go and abuse these substances at festivals get hijacked, festivals are big feeding ground for the dark side of consciousness, which results into their poorer choices in life, more drugs, more junk food, random sex changes, random name changes, destroyed relationships, behavior changes ect... almost as if something else has taken over, luckily my history of meditation and connecting to nature has kept me stronger to some degree, although not as strong as I believed I was. I guess this is why in ancient times you have a master to guide and protect you, or a guru, or a shaman, but we were never taught this in the western world.
Long story short, recently my friend was in a meditative trance and I asked about why I am loosing my teeth and gums still bleed regardless of all the dental work I do and hygiene I keep and my heart is still in pain, I struggle to feel emotions and release as deeply and my breast-bone has been very sore to touch for almost a decade now? Now what she said was not too surprising but also very interesting and somewhat frightening, but more so saddening. She said it is a result of at one point or multiple occasions some inter-dimensional-parasitical races seeped in, or I may have made some agreement to allow them in during my psychedelic journey's, one of the main ones around the gum line are called the zetar or zeta made their way in as they are higher dimensional beings who require host human bodies to survive, although being a strong soul, they cannot fully take over, so they hijack the parts that siphon the most life energy, your smile and your heart, being some of the biggest assets of positivity, and because apparently I was a threat to the dark in some ways, I was exposing such energies often, they noticed me more than others around, as does everyone who has potential to carry such light and truth.
Now I have done so much healing work, believe me the last 10 years I been focusing on healing daily, and nothing has helped clear these energies or entities out for good, and I feel because they were created or intercepted my energy-field at a higher level than the physical. Now I know some people could say these are just stories and beliefs you have made into a reality and I understand that but this is not the first time I hear the same thing, not only for myself but others who also experience long term health issues regardless of what they do physically. We did a little research and found out these zetarians are actually mentioned in star-trek, and my friend has never watched startrek in her life, they were only mentioned in one episode out of thousands of episodes, some strange thing I never heard before either, has anyone dealt with something like this and was able to over come it. I also read a book talking about healing the DNA through sound vibrations and harmonics, and that a fragmented energy body from a parasitical attack on the thyroid often results in gum disease and heart disease, my throat also hurts for years, especially if I raise my voice.
So I am here asking for some help, I am exhausted on every level to the point of leaving this world, I am only 30s and my health is decaying badly regardless of diet and my teeth and gums are losing bone and structure. And yes I have taken many types of anti-parasitical herbs and done many detox protocols, again I feel its a higher dimensional one that I don't feel can be addressed as much physically. Sometimes when I do a dry fast for a few days or go into nature for a long time or juice cleanse for a month or so I notice more light and power within my being but I cannot do that indefinitely and need help. I could always try find somewhere to live in the bush, I haven't found a suitable place though.
Thank you all, calling out for anyone who can help or has any words of advice.
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