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Hyperspace fool... thanks for all your words. I'm glad I'm not alone in believing in these things. Years ago I would have thought all of us who talk about this stuff were psychotic. I have friends who if I mentioned this stuff to, they'd think that as well, even though they are psychonauts too. They take more of an atheist/materialist view of the world. They'd tell me it's my subconscious coming alive. But it's not. It's not until you have these experiences for yourself that it all becomes so real and truth. Especially like in my case, experiencing these things (over several trips, evolving each time and becoming more evident, until my last trip where they were revealed for what they are) and then confirming it AFTERWARDS with what I read.

Hyperspace Fool, I'm glad you came out in support of those of us who've had these experiences. You are a popular poster here and to put your reputation on the line just goes to show that there's gotta be something to this. Like you mentioned of yourself... if people were to meet me in real life, they'd know that I am not crazy/delusional/psychotic. We are sane people... honestly, probably more sane than most others on earth. (looking around seeing people starting fights, hurting others, hurting the earth, etc.. clearly we're the sane ones, trying to help make a better, more conscious world based off of love and compassion.) Even if we seem delusional for believing so deeply in these "delusional" things.

I want to briefly mention cannabis. I've been smoking regularly since 14 - six years now - and I've been smoking heavily, mulitple times a day for the past like four years. Needless to say, I was pretty much always high, and if I wasn't, I would be as soon as it was possible. I'm on another break from cannabis now, for tolerance, as well as to have more clarity and energy... and after that last possession experience, to help severe my connection with these parasitic bastards, because I feel like being high all the time had something to do with them "targetting" me.

My concern is... idk if I'll be able to go back to using pot recreationally now. I'd like to.. of course not daily and abusing it like I did before... but idk... I feel like cannabis won't be the same for me anymore, but I could be wrong. Only time will tell, when I light up again

<blockquote data-quote="Botanical Bliss" data-source="post: 3578888" data-attributes="member: 16777">Hyperspace fool... thanks for all your words. I&#039;m glad I&#039;m not alone in believing in these things. Years ago I would have thought all of us who talk about this stuff were psychotic. I have friends who if I mentioned this stuff to, they&#039;d think that as well, even though they are psychonauts too. They take more of an atheist/materialist view of the world. They&#039;d tell me it&#039;s my subconscious coming alive. But it&#039;s not. It&#039;s not until you have these experiences for yourself that it all becomes so real and truth. Especially like in my case, experiencing these things (over several trips, evolving each time and becoming more evident, until my last trip where they were revealed for what they are) and then confirming it AFTERWARDS with what I read. Hyperspace Fool, I&#039;m glad you came out in support of those of us who&#039;ve had these experiences.&nbsp; You are a popular poster here and to put your reputation on the line just goes to show that there&#039;s gotta be something to this. Like you mentioned of yourself... if people were to meet me in real life, they&#039;d know that I am not crazy/delusional/psychotic. We are sane people... honestly, probably more sane than most others on earth. (looking around seeing people starting fights, hurting others, hurting the earth, etc.. clearly we&#039;re the sane ones, trying to help make a better, more conscious world based off of love and compassion.) Even if we seem delusional for believing so deeply in these &quot;delusional&quot; things. I want to briefly mention cannabis. I&#039;ve been smoking regularly since 14 - six years now - and I&#039;ve been smoking heavily, mulitple times a day for the past like four years. Needless to say, I was pretty much always high, and if I wasn&#039;t, I would be as soon as it was possible. I&#039;m on another break from cannabis now, for tolerance, as well as to have more clarity and energy... and after that last possession experience, to help severe my connection with these parasitic bastards, because I feel like being high all the time had something to do with them &quot;targetting&quot; me. My concern is... idk if I&#039;ll be able to go back to using pot recreationally now. I&#039;d like to.. of course not daily and abusing it like I did before... but idk... I feel like cannabis won&#039;t be the same for me anymore, but I could be wrong. Only time will tell, when I light up again</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Botanical Bliss, post: 3578888, member: 16777"] Hyperspace fool... thanks for all your words. I'm glad I'm not alone in believing in these things. Years ago I would have thought all of us who talk about this stuff were psychotic. I have friends who if I mentioned this stuff to, they'd think that as well, even though they are psychonauts too. They take more of an atheist/materialist view of the world. They'd tell me it's my subconscious coming alive. But it's not. It's not until you have these experiences for yourself that it all becomes so real and truth. Especially like in my case, experiencing these things (over several trips, evolving each time and becoming more evident, until my last trip where they were revealed for what they are) and then confirming it AFTERWARDS with what I read. Hyperspace Fool, I'm glad you came out in support of those of us who've had these experiences. You are a popular poster here and to put your reputation on the line just goes to show that there's gotta be something to this. Like you mentioned of yourself... if people were to meet me in real life, they'd know that I am not crazy/delusional/psychotic. We are sane people... honestly, probably more sane than most others on earth. (looking around seeing people starting fights, hurting others, hurting the earth, etc.. clearly we're the sane ones, trying to help make a better, more conscious world based off of love and compassion.) Even if we seem delusional for believing so deeply in these "delusional" things. I want to briefly mention cannabis. I've been smoking regularly since 14 - six years now - and I've been smoking heavily, mulitple times a day for the past like four years. Needless to say, I was pretty much always high, and if I wasn't, I would be as soon as it was possible. I'm on another break from cannabis now, for tolerance, as well as to have more clarity and energy... and after that last possession experience, to help severe my connection with these parasitic bastards, because I feel like being high all the time had something to do with them "targetting" me. My concern is... idk if I'll be able to go back to using pot recreationally now. I'd like to.. of course not daily and abusing it like I did before... but idk... I feel like cannabis won't be the same for me anymore, but I could be wrong. Only time will tell, when I light up again [/QUOTE]