I have to agree with you Hyperspace Fool. I've been told by entities to never smoke it again. And I do miss how it used to make me feel. Very relaxed and euphoric but now it is quite a hellish experience unfortunately.  It deepenly sadens me.. and disconnects me from life and everything good. I've learned a lot from it but itas like its time to throw in the towel for cannabis. Altho I am growing a plant right now I will never smoke it again I thin. I've taken 3 month breaks and I felt the best I ever felt when I did but now its a firm message to not smoke. I will however partake in mushrooms and DMT.  Maybe salvia. I really like this thread and what everyone has said these last posts especially. I'm only 22 as well but I had a darker past than most with drugs.