Hello everyone, I am an avid psychodelic user who has had his fair share of experiences.  I am very interested in the expansion of the conscious mind through the medium of dmt.  Espcially in the case of ayahuasca, I wish to take this powerful journey i have heard so much about.  I wish to cleanse my being and understand how I am woven into the infinitly complex fabric that makes up all that exists.  To take this journey I need much assistance and I find no better place to gain such assistance.  If joining this forum is one step closer to experiencing ayahuasca I am taking steps in the right direction.  I wish to find the answer that all life reaches for but knows not why.  Or aleast understand even 1 infinitith of such complex reasoning.  But even that seems futile, but I must try for I was given a strange oppurtunity; the ability to perceive and comprehend what I perceive therefore I can understand it. Therefore I MUST find the answer to such, the invisible question.