Important:
This does not consider any religious aspects or history.
It only considers the peace of art and what it means for me.
Edit: Not painted by me.
Art:
Interpretation:
Me standing in front of the pack (myself) once more.
How naive I was thinking that the more often this happens the more confident and easier it gets.
Was I lying to myself which lead me here so many times?
Did I lie to me after I survived with scars?
To compensate the pain?
Or did I decide that it was good to lie to me because there were also posetive aspects beside of the scars coating the pain?
Yet and once more I have to face the pack (myself).
I could give all of them a name: pain, suffer, insecurities, misunderstanding, hunger, envy, sadness, guilt, fear, ..
Would I have to get along with one to get along with all?
Do I have to get like them in order to survive?
To get one of them but also stand like them infront of someone?
Is it really what I want?
Where all of them once me or a part of me?
Yet and once more I have to face the pack (myself).
The growling, I hear it so loud.
Are they frightening because they are frightened?
And sometimes i wish i heared it louder then my thoughts.
Look all the flesh, the blood, the bones.
I dissolved so many times.
Would rising my hand without knowing the solution result in it being torn apart?
Would making a step when knowing the solution result in resolution?
Probably it is not about the solution?
Probably it is about the confidence resulted from the solution which is being the solution?
Yet and once more do I still have to face the pack (myself)?
This does not consider any religious aspects or history.
It only considers the peace of art and what it means for me.
Edit: Not painted by me.
Art:
Interpretation:
Me standing in front of the pack (myself) once more.
How naive I was thinking that the more often this happens the more confident and easier it gets.
Was I lying to myself which lead me here so many times?
Did I lie to me after I survived with scars?
To compensate the pain?
Or did I decide that it was good to lie to me because there were also posetive aspects beside of the scars coating the pain?
Yet and once more I have to face the pack (myself).
I could give all of them a name: pain, suffer, insecurities, misunderstanding, hunger, envy, sadness, guilt, fear, ..
Would I have to get along with one to get along with all?
Do I have to get like them in order to survive?
To get one of them but also stand like them infront of someone?
Is it really what I want?
Where all of them once me or a part of me?
Yet and once more I have to face the pack (myself).
The growling, I hear it so loud.
Are they frightening because they are frightened?
And sometimes i wish i heared it louder then my thoughts.
Look all the flesh, the blood, the bones.
I dissolved so many times.
Would rising my hand without knowing the solution result in it being torn apart?
Would making a step when knowing the solution result in resolution?
Probably it is not about the solution?
Probably it is about the confidence resulted from the solution which is being the solution?
Yet and once more do I still have to face the pack (myself)?
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I encourage you to do this again if you have any other ideas.
