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Intro Essay: I've stepped out of the Nexus closet!

Hi fellow Nexians,

I've been a "lurker" here for many months and now the time is right to step out and introduce myself! First off, this forum is a gem of the net - I have not found a place with more thoughtful, detailed, or clear information on these psychedelic topics, anywhere else. I am truly grateful for all of your research and dedication.

Now I'll dive right in - ever since my first mushroom experience in 2007, I have never seen the world in quite the same way. After seeing through the eyes of a committed atheist, determinist and materialist for 20 years, I was ready for all that psychedelics had to teach. I have been a seeker from birth and up until my rendezvous with the mushrooms, I wanted to believe there was something more to life than gross matter, but there was no convincing evidence. God? What a quaint idea. However, I could never have fathomed how powerful a psychedelic experience could be, until I had one.

Within 6 hours, I knew that there was more wonder, mystery and above all, more power to this world than I ever thought possible. I look back on it as many others have, as my first introduction to virtual reality or the dreamlike quality of existence. There was something sacred and magical about it - and the powerful part of it - was that it was all up to me. It was now my responsibility to question my beliefs/perceptions and treat them as the malleable constructs I had seen them to be. In essence, it was Socrates realizing that he knew nothing, and that was one thing more than everyone else.

Since then, I've been on a journey to elucidate the basic questions that the mushrooms brought forth - what is consciousness? how does perception affect reality? what are the limits to power? and most of all - what is the ultimate nature of identity or the true Self?

As you can guess, this has lead me to widely ranging subjects: Zen Buddhism, 60s Psychedelic Authors, Quantum Physics, Magic, Diet, Meditation, Shamanism, Ethnobotany, Neurochemistry, Integral Theory, lucid dreaming, Isolation Tanks, and Random Event Generators, to name a few. I have read a tremendous amount on these subjects and I hope to integrate many of them into practical applications and innovations.

This brings me to my latest project. I've been seriously considering writing a short book that integrates it all, but perhaps it just wouldn't get the point across - and the point is the psychedelic experience itself, which tends to throw concepts and theories out the window. I may still attempt more writing, but for now my obsession is basically an event that would use biofeedback devices, cymatics, Random Event Generators and isolation chambers to create a blazingly psychedelic experience, one that literally "manifests the mind". There are significant challenges to doing this, but it can be done with a bit of help. It involves linking up different technology into one cohesive experience. I have an essay on what this might look like here: http://www.evolver.net/user/jedi_mi...feedback_cymatics_and_random_event_generators

Finally, some top of the head thoughts on our beloved ally, DMT. In my opinion, nothing comes close to the power of smoked spice in terms of revealing the nature of mind and reality. Open eyed, it blasts you into a world of consciousness - alive, fluttering, and intelligent. Closed eyed, you're rocketed into other dimensions with sentient beings. It unlocks something in your brain - an intelligence, an essential question. It is THE mystery. It is utterly confounding. The "realness" of the "hallucinations" are unparalleled. I've had experiences where I was in another place, with my eyes open, my body and all, but later "woke up," opened my eyes, lifted my head off the floor, and came back to this particular reality we call home. It has showed me the awesome power of our minds to create experiences that are perfectly and believably real in every way. In other words, a powerful virtual reality. And so the conclusion must be, as many wise men have said, that the world as we normally see it, is in some sense an illusion, a play of shadows, a creation of mind - we are already living in a virtual reality. For those with eyes to see, this world is vibrantly alive, full of intelligence, and brimming with opportunities for conscious participation in the unfoldment of creation.

In conclusion, I am excited to dialog with and contribute to this amazing community. I have written some pieces on psychedelic topics that people might find helpful and inspiring. They are here: http://www.evolver.net/user/jedi_mind_traveler

Till then,

JMT
 
Welcome friend and thank you for your post.
I always like to hear from people that had a life chancing experiences on shrooms like me :)
 
Zen Buddhism, 60s Psychedelic Authors, Quantum Physics, Magic, Diet, Meditation, Shamanism, Ethnobotany, Neurochemistry, Integral Theory, lucid dreaming, Isolation Tanks, and Random Event Generators

Welcome!! :twisted:
 
welcome and thanks for sharing your interests and links
i dig them as well as do i this forum alot of interesting and fun reading here makes me think and smile :d
 
Jedi_Mind_Traveler said:
I've had experiences where I was in another place, with my eyes open, my body and all, but later "woke up," opened my eyes, lifted my head off the floor, and came back to this particular reality we call home. It has showed me the awesome power of our minds to create experiences that are perfectly and believably real in every way. In other words, a powerful virtual reality. And so the conclusion must be, as many wise men have said, that the world as we normally see it, is in some sense an illusion, a play of shadows, a creation of mind - we are already living in a virtual reality.

I don't get it. DMT made you experience a reality that had the same immediateness and realness as this one here. This experience helped you realize that the mind is very powerful ( "it can create experiences that are perfectly and believably real in every way" ) and from this you concluded that "the world is in some sense an illusion, a play of shadows, a creation of mind"?

I think this is a too far-fetched conclusion. You can say "perhaps", but *entirely sure*, based on just such an experience? ;)

OK, I'm playing the devil's advocate here, but seriously, this alone is not enough basis on which we can stand. If everything you experience under the influence of a psychedelic drug can be traced back to your five senses and your well-known mental faculties, then it can be rightly called a hallucination, and easily dismissed as such.

For me, the reason to believe in the reality of the "other side" is that there are experiences which lead me out of the known reality. Not in the sense that I see pink elephants when I know that pink elephants do not exist, but in the sense of "oh my God! I can see in 360 degrees! I have these new senses with which I can understand the secrets of the universe! There is something else beyond thinking! And as I'm coming aware of this, I have this strange feeling that I have already been to this place... omg this is the place where I come to between lives! (some time passes) omg, not just coming here, I am here all the way along! just sleeping or what until I'm awake down there. but wait... (hitherto unknown sense of understanding at hard work) phhhffsstt...."

The distinctive element is that there is something utterly, ontologically new. And this is that something which gives this experience that "breakthrough" feel and why this forum became the thing it became.
 
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Cellux: what I mean to say is that yes, it can be called a hallucination, but then so must this waking/earthly reality. If I experience them as equally real, solid, or convincing realities, then why should I dismiss one and not the other, the only difference being a few extra molecules, in addition to the ones that are already here, hard at work mediating this earthly experience in which I'm typing.

Nevertheless, I know I'm not going to convince anyone of the validity of hyperspace, who has never experienced it. That feeling that you've been there before, that ancient remembering, that is the priceless gift that only experience can give.

Sooo, what am I saying? I suppose just that I know the transcendent is real in my heart, and that even though it may be impossible to show people the moon, at least I can point the way (and help this earthly experience become as psychedelic as ever - see my PsycheCymatitron article linked above).
 
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