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Ajeff420

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Hello all, Im jeffkid420
New to dmt-nexus though I always was a lurker. My grammar and punctuation may not be completely accurate cause I'm on the iPad. Well I wanna major in Psychology then join doctors without borders, later in life I plan to move to nepal. I'm 18 and have been experimenting with psychedelics for years mainly liquid L and psilocybin. I don't really know what else to say other than I hope to soon be promoted so I can begin posting a few Questions I have. I'm all about the love, Neil young, and the intrinsic beauty of everything in existence. I'm very political and know quite a bit about government (that I hate)
 
I understand completely, I truly do. But I feel it's my calling, I want to be able to help them adjusts the mindset maybe not of someone crazy but, phobic, depressed, anxious, PTSD and any thing else I can. I myself used to be depressed and suffer from strong OCD so I understand where there coming from both my parents suffer anxiety and my dads depressed and has ADD. I have just always felt since I escaped my Mental problems I could help all other. Besides how can one define another as crazy, every individual has different chemical amounts in their brain(minute differences) non the less were all different.
 
Thank you for the welcome, Nepal in specific (though absurd) was chosen thru astral projection. Whether or not you believe it can be done, I meditate and plan not to live in a house or apartment but to retire to the forests to live an spiritual life. I know this can be done without the move, but I believe this is where i must go. My mental difficulties had been over come absurdly enough through taking large doses of liquid lsd, by myself and meditating. This made me realize its all how an individual perceives things that determines how you feel thus how you act. Immediately i decided to adjust my mind set to a humanistic point of view and now the world is clay in my hands. I know this sounds wack but, i honestly have helped so many close friends of mine thru states of depression and misery (death in family, or even as simple as a breakup) that I know this is my calling. psychadelic drugs have always been a topic of much interest in healing mental difficulties MDMA can be used to treat husband, wife issues to save families. Imagine if you will taking .25 gram of pure crystal MDMA and being locked in a room with your wife, i know this isa a bad example bud its just one of thousands. I believe LSD, psilocybin, cannabis, and many more can all be used in similar manners (though united states gov will never allow...
NN-DMT is such a interesting topic as is 5-meo and all the rest but namely NM-DMT "Swim" had been recently working on his first extraction but failed. Swim has taken dmt thrice but only had a breakthrough expierence through snorting DMT while a maoi was present. I plan to eventually take it orally once "swim" masters the art/chemistry of extraction.

...Ron Paul 2012 even Gary Johnson 2012
 
and in response to ayanami... There may be no end in sight but with the combination of the spiritual world, the realm of science, and the work of psychedelic pioneers, I do believe one day there may be an end. Whether or not you agree
 
Then lets just agree to disagree, my friend. Life is a puzzle, with many questions, all of which will be answered in time:)
 
That's the mindset that brought me into the field to begin with. Any psychologist would have labeled me mad, my OCD was enveloped me in every task even minute ones Such as closing a door, breathing, everything. If I could help one person, to relieve themselves of this pain, I will be happy, I may not be able to end mental disorders but if I turn someone who's lost themselves to mental disease and I bring em back to their families friends and society; then what more could I ask for, if not me then who. What's achievable and what's not is only up to the individual. I understand to the dot, what your saying. But my life is based around love, care, and friendship. It would be wrong not to help those who want It, only because i know i can. If a hungry man asks a rich man for a dollar to feed himself, would it not be wrong of the Richman to say if i give you a dollar to eat, its not gonna end starvation of homeless people.. Even though the Richman wants to help he won't because it won't end starvation. I believe this is a perfect example of what you are saying. The world sometimes shouldn't be looked at the sum of its parts, sometimes it should be looked at by the individual..
 
Dude im not trying to bring hate where it doesn't belong..i take your advice anytime, i gladly appreciate it and thank you sincerely. Our view points don't have to run parallel :) . Anyway my friend what's your view point on our current government and political system/election process
 
Omgosh<3 neil young is my absolute favorite, I bought an acoustic guitar just cause of him and play every day for hours to his music. He's so old and still jamming his heart out, tells you alot about a man who does that even when he's super rich. Its uncomprehendable to me
 
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