Thatnk you for the welcome

Ironically no,  it was a sudden shift in perception a sense of all knowing starting from Conspiracy Theories to aliens to nature to death and being. A incredible love for nature as well I seen spirits for the first time and wasnt the least bit scared or even shaken, as if I knew they were welcome.  I liken it to cosmic consciousness by Richard Bucke which I happen to read after it happened.  Its a feeling that is no longer as intense and exciting as it was but still inside me. Somewhat of a transition to Fourth Density as stated  in another book called Bashar  Blueprint for Change which I believe should be required reading for  everyone in school.