WarpedDimension
Rising Star
Hello all!
Ever had life throw one curveball after another at you? That has been my life the past few years. I won't go into the details of it all, let's just say I was really pushed to the limits of what I could take. I feel good at this time and feel like I am coming out the other side now. They say the measure of a man is how he takes hardship. I have had my fair share of hardship and I think I take it pretty well overall. It can be easy to lose sight of things when you are in the thickets. I have done a lot of soul searching lately and found the things that were lost. I feel I have a better perspective now.
I thought I would reconnect with the Nexus now that I am in a more positive place. Before I left the Nexus I was not having very good interactions on the nexus and this was completely my fault. I have made many mistakes in my life and I feel it is very important to learn from those mistakes, otherwise you never progress. I may be a slow learner but I am learning all the same. My apologies for being a pain in the ass at any point under the username DmnStr8. I certainly would never intend to offend someone. I can be very stubborn and I have other shortcomings that I know can irritate. It is my intention to not interact with anyone in a negative way on this forum and I will do my best to apply this attitude to life as well.
My life has not been a bowl of cherries and when push comes to shove, I have always pushed back. I have always been a fighter. A warrior spirit I guess you could say. I am learning to use this warrior spirit and apply it to other aspects of my life. Old habits die hard I guess. It's hard to really look at yourself sometimes. The reflection of life can peer back at you and that can be scary. Easy to turn away from it. Much harder to reflect. That warrior spirit is being applied to this reflection. Stay and look and learn and grow. It's something I have been working on for a long time. I was stuck in a fight or flight mentality for a very long time. These patterns of thought and behaviour take a lot of work to improve and heal. I am doing it slowly but surely.
Ever had life throw one curveball after another at you? That has been my life the past few years. I won't go into the details of it all, let's just say I was really pushed to the limits of what I could take. I feel good at this time and feel like I am coming out the other side now. They say the measure of a man is how he takes hardship. I have had my fair share of hardship and I think I take it pretty well overall. It can be easy to lose sight of things when you are in the thickets. I have done a lot of soul searching lately and found the things that were lost. I feel I have a better perspective now.
I thought I would reconnect with the Nexus now that I am in a more positive place. Before I left the Nexus I was not having very good interactions on the nexus and this was completely my fault. I have made many mistakes in my life and I feel it is very important to learn from those mistakes, otherwise you never progress. I may be a slow learner but I am learning all the same. My apologies for being a pain in the ass at any point under the username DmnStr8. I certainly would never intend to offend someone. I can be very stubborn and I have other shortcomings that I know can irritate. It is my intention to not interact with anyone in a negative way on this forum and I will do my best to apply this attitude to life as well.
My life has not been a bowl of cherries and when push comes to shove, I have always pushed back. I have always been a fighter. A warrior spirit I guess you could say. I am learning to use this warrior spirit and apply it to other aspects of my life. Old habits die hard I guess. It's hard to really look at yourself sometimes. The reflection of life can peer back at you and that can be scary. Easy to turn away from it. Much harder to reflect. That warrior spirit is being applied to this reflection. Stay and look and learn and grow. It's something I have been working on for a long time. I was stuck in a fight or flight mentality for a very long time. These patterns of thought and behaviour take a lot of work to improve and heal. I am doing it slowly but surely.
