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Rising Star
Hello everyone... Thank you all so much for your bravery, your honesty and the experiences you have shared.
While having a relative history regarding mind altering and psychoactive substances, I was never fully aware of the significance and power of DMT. I read recently DMT often finds you, you don't seek it. Well after considering all the research and journeys I have experienced throughout my life, I am convinced there was a divine force preventing my exposure to DMT until it was time.
About 9 months ago I began to randomly find youtube videos discussing this mysterious and unique compound. A variety of people from all walks of life were giving accounts of having the same experiences, going to the same places, seeing the same objects, meeting the same entities and hearing the same messages. Testimonials of developed consciousness, and understanding of self/the world they lived in. I had to know more.
As time went on and I continued to do research There seemed to be a DMT fervor brewing about the underground and it began to bubble up through media into the mainstream. It was happening so fast... what should I do, where do I begin? I was overwhelmed and as a result I did absolutely nothing. May have been the right thing to do at the time.
A few months pass by and I find myself with access to this enlightenment. I procure a modest amount and begin fine tuning my research on administration and reviewing suggested guidelines and taking note of the ominous warnings I came across. I actually read so much, my fear had begun to outweigh my excitement.
I was waiting for a friend who will be available to assist me as suggested in the forums but last week I prematurely tried some while by myself. Throughout that day there was a sense that led me to believe that this would be a harmless introduction. I'm grateful nothing went horribly wrong because in hindsight I can see just how scary it could have become. I took one and a half healthy pulls from a glass pipe and couldn't manage to do any more. I plan to write out the details of this trip in a different thread but in short...
I was in a white(of course transcending and shaping colorful)room. I felt entities were there too, and came from my sides in dancing movement. They were blue, faces indistinct and I felt as if they were trying to help me adjust to the instant and immediate change that just took place and it was as if I was being assessed and prepared for ongoing hyperspace encounters. I did lose the sense of time, and I was completely disconnected from my body and it's reality. suddenly the atmosphere shifted from warm alien space technology to a harsh and vivid re-entry to my body or what had become of it. I was not able to let go and/or relax like I had wanted to, I felt too distracted by logistics and fears and probably lacked sufficient consumption overall. None the less, It was quite revealing, frightening, fantastic, and jaw dropping for my first trip.
My apologies if this was too lengthy, thank you for allowing me to share this with you. I was apprehensive to go back, but today my courage came back. I value it, respect it and fear it. I here about people having these enlightening, beautiful and peaceful journeys... how do I get one of those?
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While having a relative history regarding mind altering and psychoactive substances, I was never fully aware of the significance and power of DMT. I read recently DMT often finds you, you don't seek it. Well after considering all the research and journeys I have experienced throughout my life, I am convinced there was a divine force preventing my exposure to DMT until it was time.
About 9 months ago I began to randomly find youtube videos discussing this mysterious and unique compound. A variety of people from all walks of life were giving accounts of having the same experiences, going to the same places, seeing the same objects, meeting the same entities and hearing the same messages. Testimonials of developed consciousness, and understanding of self/the world they lived in. I had to know more.
As time went on and I continued to do research There seemed to be a DMT fervor brewing about the underground and it began to bubble up through media into the mainstream. It was happening so fast... what should I do, where do I begin? I was overwhelmed and as a result I did absolutely nothing. May have been the right thing to do at the time.
A few months pass by and I find myself with access to this enlightenment. I procure a modest amount and begin fine tuning my research on administration and reviewing suggested guidelines and taking note of the ominous warnings I came across. I actually read so much, my fear had begun to outweigh my excitement.
I was waiting for a friend who will be available to assist me as suggested in the forums but last week I prematurely tried some while by myself. Throughout that day there was a sense that led me to believe that this would be a harmless introduction. I'm grateful nothing went horribly wrong because in hindsight I can see just how scary it could have become. I took one and a half healthy pulls from a glass pipe and couldn't manage to do any more. I plan to write out the details of this trip in a different thread but in short...
I was in a white(of course transcending and shaping colorful)room. I felt entities were there too, and came from my sides in dancing movement. They were blue, faces indistinct and I felt as if they were trying to help me adjust to the instant and immediate change that just took place and it was as if I was being assessed and prepared for ongoing hyperspace encounters. I did lose the sense of time, and I was completely disconnected from my body and it's reality. suddenly the atmosphere shifted from warm alien space technology to a harsh and vivid re-entry to my body or what had become of it. I was not able to let go and/or relax like I had wanted to, I felt too distracted by logistics and fears and probably lacked sufficient consumption overall. None the less, It was quite revealing, frightening, fantastic, and jaw dropping for my first trip.
My apologies if this was too lengthy, thank you for allowing me to share this with you. I was apprehensive to go back, but today my courage came back. I value it, respect it and fear it. I here about people having these enlightening, beautiful and peaceful journeys... how do I get one of those?
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